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@lilpixieonacid
I sleep to escape and there’s no rest in that
i wish that wanting to die wasn't my entire personality
Why am I always too much?
Everything feels like abandonment
was i not good enough? will i ever be good enough?
some people are just too sensitive to be alive
(I'm some people)
I just don't want to exist anymore. I'm just so very lonely. I am so fucking lonely.
i often feel like i have to apologise for existing
Short on cash and the will to live
Fuck what I want and how I’m feeling, right?
dont need alcohol to send texts i later on regret sending.
I wish you met me before all these bad things happened to me
I feel like the dog at the shelter that no one wants
Tw bpd jealousy vent
Bpd jealousy needs to be talked about more. I have a pretty severe case of it. I get jealous any time my fp gets joy from anything especially anyone who isn’t me.
I know this is “toxic” but it really is something I’m trying to work on. I guess when they get joy from other things, it kinda makes me feel replaceable?
Like the joy I bring them can just be switched out with those other things. If I was out of their life it wouldn’t impact them and they would still be able to be happy.
But if they were out of my life I wouldn’t be able to feel any sort of joy. I feel like I’m always going to be jealous unless my fp hates everyone except me. Or talks to only me.
I really wouldn’t like this though. I want my fp to have a healthy social life. It’s just something I have to learn to deal with. At the same time my whole life revolves around my fp.
I don’t talk to anyone but them, and I really don’t like talking to anyone but them. I don’t think I’ll ever be satisfied until I know they love me the way I love them. I just wish I felt content. I hate being jealous so much.
I really am trying to work on it though. I’ve been working on it for a long time, I just don’t think it’s getting easier though :(
I really just want my fp to be happy
Does anyone have any tips to help jealousy pain?
relationships are all cute and fun until they mention somebody else making them happy
bpd jealousy is actually a curse