kris dimentrav

[k4mz1k]

I think I'm seeing a pattern here...

[spikybee]

I hate how nonbinary and trans intersex people are left out of trans discussion.

We can’t be sorted into TMA or TME easily, so people who use those labels tend to sort us based on our assigned sex.

Labels commonly used by intersex trans people are called useless.

Nonbinary people aren’t even included in trans rights posts half the time.

Intersex people are used as a way to prove that trans people exist.

Nonbinary people’s identities are disregarded and we are either considered basically just our assigned gender/sex, or basically a trans man/woman, depending on which thing makes us easier to hate or disregard.

It feels like binary and perisex trans people don’t give a shit about us, and it also seems like they don’t think the specific oppression we face is real. If they do, they don’t fucking talk about it.

Accepting and supporting trans people means accepting ALL trans people. Not just the binary ones, not just the perisex ones, not just the white ones, not just the abled ones, not just the ones you’re comfortable with. ALL OF US.

Talk about the lesser represented trans people, PLEASE. Talk about people with unconventional identities. You don’t support trans rights unless you support those of us with more complicated or conflicting identities.

[abysmalbeverage]

Kris' requiem or something

i want to talk about my ocs but unfortunately im too lazy too so have rare art of them every few months instead

also i just feel like garbage

[eugenesash]

dni if you defend gameoverse's horrendous sexualized designs of their women. the show was made by a man, all women have the same bodytype with huge hips, they wear cute outfits, half of the episode is them in bikinis, the main character is a catgirl. while men are very different and most of them aren't sexualized. this is very obvious and badly hidden goonbait and y'all defending it are just being sexist. women should be people, not perfect models you can masturbate to.

upd. it wouldn't be a problem if the main character was like that. however, EVERY SINGLE ONE of women in the show are like that, except a crab girl, who is "that one ugly girl" stereotype. women designs in the show are made for a male gaze. there is a difference between a sexy woman and a sexualized woman and you don't seem to see it.

upd2. ALSO I'M TRANS I'M NOT WITH YOU TERFS

[abysmalbeverage]

Idk I have a feeling you might like sifdile idk vro just a gut feeling

wowo really idk my guy mmm not shurrrre ;^

[universeleads]

I feel like I'm accidentally convincing my non isat mutuals that sifdile is the major #1 most popular ship within the game instead of a ship that only has maybe 20 fics out of nearly 3000 where it's exclusively just about them on ao3 and it's the same handful of people who are frequently talking about them. But with your help, we can make it so sifdile is the #1 ship in the WORLD!!!! Everyone get more insane about attachment issue age gap yuri NOW!!!!!

[abysmalbeverage]

wowow, they've thought of everything! this looks epic :0

[abysmalbeverage]

hi its my bday today :D

we are very canon btw

[abysmalbeverage]

hey y'all i write fanfiction now :3

if you like brolly or angst or brolly angst this fic is for you! :p

if you're a fan of the other clones or fëdor, dw, ill get to them too :)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/77829976

[eugenesash]

i gave her a new name!

[abysmalbeverage]

(DTT BONIFACE FRIENDSHIP QUEST)

ACT 5 SPOILERS

("Huh? The Sadness.. didn't disappear!! Gross.")

["It's dead, Boniface."]

(".. like, dead-dead?")

["Yes. I could teach you, if you'd like."]

("To beat up Sadnesses?! Cool!!")

(Their eyes shine. Those eyes shouldn't shine at you.)

["No Boniface, to kill them."]

("H-huh, kill?...")

["Yes. I'll teach you Paper Craft."]

("Paper? But, I use Protector Craft! Ya know, Rock?")

["Paper is..easier to wield. Faster, deadlier. You want to help us fight the King, don't you? The Sadnesses inside are dangerous."]

("Y-yeah,, yeah! You're right! Yeah! Come on 'Dile, teach me Paper Craft!")

[You show them the hand symbol, and they repeat it. You can smell wood from the Craft. Leaves, too. A pleasant smell, compared to the sugar you've grown familiar with.]

—

["Now, there's a Sadness up ahead. What's its Hand Shape?"]

("Uh, R-rock!")

(They point to its balled-up fists.)

["Good. And what does that mean?"]

("Means I'm..strong against it?")

["Yes. Now, I want you to aim for its neck. Just at the side."]

[You point to your own neck, watching Boniface place a hand at their throat.]

("So like, here? Where I feel the thumping?")

["Yes, correct."]

(They look at the Sadness, uneasiness on their face.)

["Go on, I'll be right behind you to help."]

(They nod, determination flickering onto their face, as they race up ahead, both hands flat. The Sadnesses notices them, but it's too late.)

(They aim a jab at the thing's neck brimming with Paper Craft, piercing the flesh and causing it to rain Bonniface with its sticky blood. They freeze, watching the lightless liquid leak out at an alarming rate. The Sadness flops onto its side, deflating visibly.)

("A-ah, I did it! Alone!")

(They raise their hands up in triumph, before turning to you.)

("That was soooo easy, 'Dile! Sadnesses are weak!")

["It's because you pierced its carotid artery. Honestly didn't expect them to also have veins and blood vessels, but..I mean, humans have them! And these..certainly aren't human. Well, they probably were at one point."]

(Their triumphant smile falters.)

("They used to be humans?" )

(They look at the dead Sadness.)

["Yes, most of them, I think. Sadnesses can manifest from a corpse. The King's fault, I'm guessing."]

("S-so.. So I just.. killed a person?!")

["No, of course not. Sadnesses aren't people. Corpses aren't human."]

("B-But they used to be!! You just said so!! Don't lie!! Even if they used to be human, they're still human inside!!")

[They're almost crying now. You find it annoying.]

[abysmalbeverage]

You press a hand into Loop's chest. They shudder, clearly not used to touching. Yet you persist. Your hand slides in smoothly, like into jelly. Their chest..no, their inside, is warm. You feel like your flesh is melting, but you don't flinch.

["Fascinating."]

You hear yourself mutter, grasping at their insides, not feeling any masses that would indicate them having organs. Perks of being a star, you presume.

You had thought of them as a god, when you first met. Maybe the one who imprisoned you here, maybe one sent to help. Now, you saw them more as a prophet. Knowing more and less than you. Acting so high and mighty, confident, but even that was fake.

Now look at them, eyes scrunched up as you felt them from the inside. ["Starlight, I know I said I'd help with your "research", but this..is a bit much, no?..."]

["I want to know what you are. Who you are. If I have to slice you open to do that, I will. Maybe I will, even with my hand in your chest cavity. What I assume..is your chest cavity. You don't even have bones."]

Loop was fascinating, marvelous. You caught yourself eyeing them, a sudden interest in you. You wanted to split them open, break them down and build them back up.

They could loop themselves, you knew, they could read your mind, sometimes. They knew things about you even you didn't think of. They were different, they were new. They showed themselves only to you. Others could come to the Favour Tree, and they wouldn't make a peep!

["Do you think.. I could fit in there? What do you think you look like inside? Like a night sky? Like what death looks like? Do you think I'd burn alive inside?"]

["... You're scaring me, Starlight."]

[abysmalbeverage]

["M'dame?... M'dame!"]

Ah. Isabeau found you. You thought you were clever with your hiding spot, having found a clearing not too far from Dormont. You vaguely remember teaching Bonnie how to fight here. Now, you lay here, wishing you could die.

["M'dame..."]

He pauses.

["Odile."]

He doesn't say your name too often, he respects you too much.

["... Are you okay?" ]

You don't answer. You don't know if you can. If you should. This doesn't bother him though. He sits next to you, on the hard dusty ground.

["You, uh. You scared me. With the Head Housemaiden. But! But I can.. understand. You're tired. Of this, of the looping."]

You can't manage an answer. You can't even nod. Your limbs feel heavy, and there's sugar on your tongue.

["Odile, no. You're not looping back to avoid talking about your feelings! You're getting desperate, you're scared, you're-]

<<<

You're at the shop again, a Tonic in your hand.

[abysmalbeverage]

me and my VERY EPIC COOL WONDERFUL AMAZING best friend are working on a cool isat au where instead of siffrin looping it's both isabeau and odile

we call the au double the time

uh, there's still loop acting as the guide (so lots of angst potential for those who know :D)

odile is gonna have a mad scientist arc (kinda)

also angst. lotsa that

and isabeau is gonna learn some more crafts...maybes...

so uhh

expect small snippets of writing every now and then :3

feel free to ask stuff bout it! /nf

[abysmalbeverage]

hey y'all merry krismas have this :D

they will always be canon in my heart

always

anyways you should totes check out 8 slices of life, it's a really cool alt universe of 13 cards

you can find it here, actually!

by using the tags, or by lookin' up the creator of the au here, eugenesash :3

[abysmalbeverage]

are you your soul?

[abysmalbeverage]

Do you think someone could ever take the place of your friend and you'll never know? Because they act the same way, because they look the same way.

What if you yourself are gradually changing? What's the line between being yourself, and being an imposter? Being fake?