We make userboxes and emojis for traumagenic systems and singlets alike! — We make a variety of boxes, about anything from source, identity, boundaries, roles etc - if it doesn’t break our DNI and doesn’t perpetuate misinformation, we will make it!! We currently prefer making bsl emojis but are open to making others!!
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However, we do have a few
BLOG RULES
No nsfw requests, we are a minor!
Please respect our dni (below)
We are anti-harrassment
We do not support “[x] source dni” + similar. Alters cannot control their source. We will fulfil requests for any source. Boxes supporting problematic media will not be fulfilled
Please respect our submission rules (below!!)
We do this for fun, its a one-body team here, we try our best but please don’t push or be mean!
Credit isnt required, but is appreciated! Please dont claim them as your own
Just be respectful!
DNI
Pro endos/endos. Neutral systems + singlets are welcome
Bigots, trans/homophobes, racists, zionists
“Narc abuse” believers
TERFs/Radfems + Radqueers + ‘Transids’
Submission rules!
Several requests in one ask are OK (but multiple requests are okay too- preferred with several asks)
There are no limits on requests
You may request specific colours + attached icons/images
Rude requests will be denied - We ask that you add a “Please” & “Thank you” with your request - and not just the text you want on your box
You may request any source/media, including “problematic” sources!! You cant control your source
Please send in an ask or a dm if you’d like any edits! We do not mind redirecting to previously made boxes or emojis
We make any and all type of userbox, if you can think about it we can make it :) [if we are uncomfortable that is on us to state :]
Alt ids are very taxing on us, currently if you require an id please specifically request it
EMOJIS CAN CURRENTLY BE REQUESTED HERE AND ON OUR DISCORD SERVER
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FUN FACTS!!!
- We take our own references for emojis :3 - we are a bsl user!
- We do not trace other art and any resemblance is unintentional.
- If something looks similar, cool!, great minds think alike!
- We don’t copy emojis, and aren’t going to tag for something looking similar to another emoji.
- Keep us out of emoji discourse, we could not give less of a fuck!!!
- Having a DNI for our box and emoji use is not going to change. We are not being inaccessible for that. If you break our DNI and want to use one of our boxes or emojis, just request the same resource from another blog.
Meet the owner!
We are the abyssal sys (also goes by the cinnabar redwood) , a polyfrag DID system!
- Bodily 17 + happily taken TWICE!!!!
- call us Abyss, May, or Noid collectively, any pronouns, but it/its work!
- bsl learner, actor, chem student, eng lit enthusiast. happily taken ( happy one year ml)
Hi hi!!! I'm curious. What app or site do you use to make your boxes? I'd like to make a bunch for our alters but I also get scared asking,, so I'd love to make them myself!
Hii! I use ibispaint! I have a frame i made a few years ago and my boxes are in a 1000x250 ratio!
Just wanted to make a really quick post apologising for my lack of activity. I have over 60 requests in my inbox right now, and my exams are coming up very shortly.
I greatly apologise to everyone whose asks have sat in my inbox for months, especially those from literally late october last year 😭 I promise I haven’t forgotten about you, and I haven’t forgotten about this blog.
I am going to attempt to fill them slowly during my exam period. Maybe one a day, if I have time. — All requests will be filled in late june when my exams are done.
My inbox is still open, if people have requests. My oldest asks have priority.
Again, so sorry 😭 the curse!!! After this I have at least a year out of education which I’m excited for!!
^ a screenshot of an anonymous ask reading: “Endogenic systems do not claim to have a cdd. I’m traumagenic but I think anti endo is ridiculous because they aren’t claiming to have what we have”
Anon, who asked? Do you think you’re changing the stance I’ve held for three years by saying this?
- Some endogenics do claim to have CDDs
- Even if they dont claim CDDs, they claim to have alters.
- Alters are exclusive to CDDs. Thats just a fact. Thats how the science of the brain works
- They are denying the science of our existence by claiming to have alters without a CDD, or a CDD without trauma
- They are attempting to demedicalise a MEDICAL DISORDER / DISABILITY.
- They frequently harrass cdd systems, use our terms, our resources.
- IF. IF endogenic plurality is a thing. They still are using our terms
- If they don’t want to be associated with CDDs, they shouldnt use CDD terms. System, alter, switch, etc.
Can mixed origins use your boxes? If not, please explain why other than just "because they're x" cuz that doesn't clarify anything. /gen
holy yap. please read all of this, i know theres a lot
Systems are caused by trauma. There is no science that supports non traumagenic systems. Please read the TOSD.
You scientifically cannot be ‘mixed origins’. You are either a traumagenic system, or not a system at all. Your trauma is enough. I promise. Even if its stress in childhood. Even if its struggling due to mental illness or neurodiversity. Even if its bullying. Or neglect. Or anything else. You DONT have to have been beaten, or assaulted, or abused, to have trauma. Trauma is the response to an event, not the event, and everyones threshold is different, especially children.
You can be traumagenic and split alters for reasons that arent explicitly trauma: ex splitting an alter to deal with exam stress. This does not make you mixed origins.
But outside of any of that? Mixed origins cannot use my boxes, because they fit under the endogenic label, and endos are on my DNI.
I am uncomfortable with spending my time and effort on a graphic for people who think they have any of the same experience as me, just without the trauma?? And dont believe in science?? I dont believe that you can have alters without a cdd, and i dont believe that you can have a cdd without trauma. If that experience exists, then it is entirely separate to my experience. My system and our alters were formed via trauma, and seeing people use the same terminology, the same graphics, the same resources surrounding alters, for non traumagenic systems? It feels like a mockery. Its like ive spent ages working on art for my teammate to put something through ai and get a shitty ai photo, but then both calling it masterpieces, or selling it in a stall next to mine, or anything like that.
I cannot stop you from using my userboxes, but would rather you request from someone on your side of discourse. Please think about why you specifically want *my* userboxes rather than any endogenic safe userboxes.
Thank you for being civil. I have tried to be in return, but i know it isnt nice to have somoene saying you dont exist. Your trauma is enough. There are spaces and people who will support you leaving the endo community. I don’t hate you. People won’t harass you. The anti-endo community is much less toxic than endos say we are. We dont care about your headcount, or your number of fictives, or any of that. If you have a cdd, then we believe you.