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“После долгого сна, открыть снова глаза...”

“I'll redraw and edit out the end we never wished for.”

♡ indie / selective / EXTREMELY canon-divergent — Tonia ft. Genshin Impact ! ♡ written and loved and forgotten — by Flower !

( rules / muses - ♛ & ✿ / lyrics inspo. ♡ ♡ )

#promo | (shepherd to the stars in the dark);#(no one look too hard at the russian i accidentally mixed it up and now it makes no sense auidhsuhicdu)#(also no one look too hard at the keihan either uidcausauysuc at some point i ended up just writing in hymmnos after a while)#(quickly posts and RUNS. i just need a new pinned post lmaoooo)

(the real fun of a ship with freyja is that unless certain conditions are met, your muse has a 80% chance of being locked into the bad ending of an otome game where they get turned into a doll and put in a cage - because they haven't entered a relationship with her as her equal.

and by equal, it's not in the sense of "someone like her (in biology or capabilities or ideology)" nor is it in the sense of someone worth trust or autonomy inherently. because she doesn't care about any of that, and is quite happy to trust others, to let them choose what they want to do, and be any kind of person with any kind of abilities or beliefs. after all, she already "loves" everyone and anyone from the onset.

as such, to be her "true" equal - rather, it's more that you have to make her into your equal instead. you must drag the inhuman human back down to reality, make her remember and rediscover her true humanity buried under her immortal experiences and cosmic dreams.

a true relationship as equals can only start when you love Tonia, not Freyja.)

#headcanons | (there is no love lost here but me);#(-and good luck getting to the toni in the freyja bc shes lost in the hivemind sauce!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

(something something sudden thonkles about how tonitoni and freyja have, in their shared basis as a toni, a resistance to being cared for.

tonitoni is straightforward - she will bite you. she's a hissy cat who doesn't like being treated gently, or rather, she thinks that you think that she's weak and fragile, and whether that is correct or not isn't the issue—it's that you're becoming soft on her. you're letting your guard down and, in her opinion, are becoming at risk of being badly blindsided by the Consequences(TM) of getting close to her so Just Don't. or better yet, She Will Bite You Preemptively To Stop You.

on the other hand, freyja seems pretty normal about being cared for - she's naturally and sincerely appreciative and happy about it. and because you were so nice with her, she will do something nice in turn! and keep doing it. in a bigger, often more extreme way until there's no feasible chance for you to return the returned favour because she just did such a good, nice job that she just can't be repaid in a conventional sense without running into some issue or the other. and she's quite happy if it turns out like that, because anyway, she's much more comfortable being the care-giver than the care-receiver.

—it is simply a tonia's innate nature to love and care others. without wanting any of it back. and with these two taking it to wild extremes unfortunately dsiuhdshsduihd)

#headcanons | (there is no love lost here but me);#headcanons | (without love it cannot be seen);#(literally just ''no You (flips ten uno reverse cards)'' with these two ft. love and care or something)

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how was your sleep? [i love you] this reminded me of you [i love you] i'll only go if you're planning to [i love you] let me buy this for you [i love you] it's fine, don't overthink it [i love you] i prayed for you [i love you] you don't have to say please to me [i love you] make sure you eat on time [i love you] i trust your choice [i love you] i can't wait to meet you [i love you] take care of yourself for me [i love you] i know you love the red heart emoji so i only send it to you [i love you] you've got this! [i love you] good night [i love you]

#aesthetic | (what are we in these frills and fancies);

"Life gets a lot easier when you understand that you're wrong. By which I mean both you and me. We're both wrong and terrible, and at least I accept it. Humans only ever make bad mistakes, after all!"

#ic | (heard and loved);#(tonitoni ''im evil muwhahahahaha'' hours to keep the rent down. unwillingly. again)#(girl should and shouldnt visit the youkai therapist im so fr)#(ngl thonking from last night's chewing on childe and its lowkey kinda fascinating... her big bro is a morally grey hero)#(while tonitoni in the same place is a morally grey villain. reversed almost. truly a parallel mirror........)

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LOHEN ❖ standardized test

#allogenes | (these constellations burning away);#(sorry i need this on my blog NOW UYSGYUCGCUC BITES HIM BITES HIM BITES HIM BITES HIM)#(the closest to a canon tonitoni (not even tonia. just tonitoni) as ill ever get SICYGSUYSUGCSYCUSCSC)

"Stop looking at that ugly blue Mondstadt guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm blue and evil and sinister (if I want to be) and only care about having fun and killing my superiors too! He's not special - also I was here first!!"

#ic | (heard and loved);#crack | (an egg with some toast);#dash | (commentary from the leylines);#(''why have handsome tonitoni but childe when you can have tonitoni aka me'' - tonitoni circa today)

(i need lohen so bad hes yet again ringing the "tonitoni but childe" bells in my head GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I WISH I JUST HAD A CREDIT CARD)

#ooc | (written and loved and forgotten);#(funds? no problemo with Money. however. i have no money.)#(no lohen only some ginger teenage girl ver of him in my head saying ''all according to keikaku also i hate this guy anyway'')#(THIS TRAILER IS INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEE PLEASE I NEEEED HIMMMMM TONIA DO YOU REALLY NEED YOUR MOM)

(answer my ask @boomymania /j)

#ooc | (written and loved and forgotten);#tbd;#boomie url of the day #boomymania

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[guy who has been holding an insane amount of tension in his body for a week straight] bro why do I feel so awful

#(make it 7+ years and thats tonitoni)#thoughts | (our heart burns until we sleep);

"One rarely gets the opportunity to dissect the makings of a shooting star... hehe... The thought of it, hehe..."

"You are so fucking creepy, how do we even have the same soul."

#ic | (written and loved);#ic | (heard and loved);#dash | (commentary from the leylines);#(tonitoni vc grinning while imagining an autopsy is so whac- Are You Drooling. Wtf)

@kushtibokt:

>:( I don't like sushi Much less voracity sourced

"Well too bad! Since I'm basically your public enemy number 2 or 3 (though I wish I were 1, but from the memories I saw, 1 probably deserves their spot right now) - I'm going to ensure that you remember the depths of my terribleness even more, and make sure my spot in your hit list stays forever marked by—"

@narvvhal:

Can I get haunted by evil strong voracity sushi, I'll take it from the guy

"No. What the hell is wrong with you. Actually don't answer that, you'll probably say something that'll hurt my brain more."

#ic | (heard and loved);#crack | (an egg with some toast);#kushtibokt #narvvhal #era | (giant powerful omniscient tree said go take a vacation probably);#(tonitoni vc i am TRYING to do an EVIL THING with the EVIL PROPHECY FISH OF DEATH here!! read the room!!!)

haunts @kushtibokt with evil voracity sushi haunts him with evil sushi haunts him haunts him

#ic | (heard and loved);#crack | (an egg with some toast);#dash | (commentary from the leylines);#era | (giant powerful omniscient tree said go take a vacation probably);#kushtibokt #(note to future me: no i shall not elaborate)

"If you're a LGBT, does that mean you're taking Ls? It's in the name. Word. Thingy."

#ic | (heard and loved);#crack | (an egg with some toast);#(this is my only contribution to pride month ft. tonis i guess)#(anyway tonitoni doesnt care abt labels and freyja is panromantic. this information has zero use but it exists lmao)

(king of the larp on my dash tonight)

#ooc / on mobile!#tbd;#(boo if youre reading this that means you legally agree basil is a seahorse)

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My Blog is strictly Anti Generative AI

I use no Generative AI to write for me.

I use no Generative AI to create images for me.

I do not wish to write with people who actively use Generative AI.

If you write with me, you won't ever have to fear any AI being used to doing my replies for you. I will not feed your writing to ChatGPT and the like, and I would appreciate it if you don't feed my writing to any kind of Generative AI either. You do not have my consent to do so.

If I reblog AI images/text or use images for aesthetics/graphics that were originally generated without realizing, please let me know. Generative AI images have infiltrated Pinterest and other sites so much, it can be hard to tell sometimes.

#ooc | (written and loved and forgotten);

(anyway i think this is a great time to spontaneously think that Freyja should have more ships.

she's pretty, sweet, gentle, thoughtful, intelligent, determined, will kill you, can bake the best apple pie ever, is very knowledgeable and very skilled in a variety of fields, has seen the end and beginning of a million world cycles, has a kinda hivemind situation going on, and is the most loving person ever while never actually loving you back <3 if that appeals to your muse mayhaps)

#ooc | (written and loved and forgotten);#(''how is she supposed to be a loving person in a ship if she doesnt actually love them'' she does but also doesnt so it still works out(?)

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