THIS IS NOT FOR YOU.

ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴀɴ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ, ᴘʀɪᴛʜᴇᴇ ᴘᴀʏ ɴᴏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ✱ (𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙸𝚂 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝙵𝙾𝚁 𝚈𝙾𝚄.)

[abysswarden]

⏾ #𝙰𝙱𝚈𝚂𝚂𝚆𝙰𝚁𝙳𝙴𝙽 ᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟ selective + independent species ⅋ ancient eldritch entity original character :  slisaeqiothske tsvalh vux opth'aarl.

ᴹᴬᴾ⧸ ⁰¹ 𝙲𝙰𝚁𝚁𝙳 ⁰² 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂 ⁰³ 𝙼𝙴𝚃𝙰 ⁰⁴ 𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙸𝚂𝚃 ⁰⁵ 𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙱𝙾𝙰𝚁𝙳

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A STUDY : the redacted & unknown. the modern day 𝙶𝚁𝙸𝙼 𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙿𝙴𝚁, eldritch flavored. shadow governments. 𝚅𝙾𝙸𝙳𝚂, 𝙳𝙰𝚁𝙺𝙽𝙴𝚂𝚂, ⅋ 𝚂𝙷𝙰𝙳𝙾𝚆𝚂. liminal realms. uncanny valley. sīcārius; assassins + fixers. scythes as a weapon. 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝙸𝚂𝙸𝙻𝙻𝚄𝚂𝙸𝙾𝙽𝙴𝙳 𝚂𝙾𝙻𝙳𝙸𝙴𝚁. cosmic horror + warfare. whistleblowing. nobody to nightmare. unwilling patron saint.

AFFILIATES⧸ @toherdemise, @blacknighted, @sluaghter, @afteriimage, @aevyternal , @apexulansis, @sanctifisol, @s4crificd, @vulpesse, @killerhubby ⅋ @eternums, @lasraichean ⅋ @viskozen.

[abysswarden]

losing my shit bc this is the most slisae crash out i have ever seen.

[abysswarden]

… man. come plot with me or like this for a starter. or write me one — please, any character, random plot, & verse, i do not care !! it’s on after my pet scan today. i’m stagnant & planning to drop some old stuff. i am in a rut & want to write. chewing at the bars !!

[abysswarden]

i underestimated how tough the radiation would be on my body today so for sure tomorrow & over the weekend i will be picking at these! still open!

[abysswarden]

… man. come plot with me or like this for a starter. or write me one — please, any character, random plot, & verse, i do not care !! it’s on after my pet scan today. i’m stagnant & planning to drop some old stuff. i am in a rut & want to write. chewing at the bars !!

[abysswarden]

no mom u dont understand thats my emotional support agender, intersex, pansexual eldritch entity of questionable moral standards!

[joyuex]

YOU MOW DOWN MEN LIKE ELDER - STEMS, and you leave women sighing for one last sight of you; but they do you wrong ... you are a man of mist, and have no shadow. god save you, lancelot! if i laugh at you, i laugh in envy and admiration.

private + selective LANCELOT DU LAC from arthurian legend, with inspiration taken from a variety of sources ... as adapted by kait ( 21 +, any pronouns ! ) est. 2023

[abysswarden]

vhrosevphæls as a whole are cooked since 87% of their race was born with alexithymia. whole house resting bitch disinterest face & can’t articulate.

the irony of all abysswardens historically having an ‘abnormal disposition’ for empathy & poor emotional control in their evaluations is, in the meta, significantly important — if you get what i’m saying.

[abysswarden]

i know i don’t owe anyone a reason or announcement, but i’ll be cleaning up my following & my blog. i do not feel well & would like to draw my circle closer as i attempt to return to writing. i am going through a lot right now, i am always tired & ill most days.

i’m worn out really thin & i don’t like feeling personally like the rpc has a list of conditions to meet before you’re ‘valid’ with consideration to ‘object permeance’ with people, communication, activity & appearances. i wish i was healthy & had the strength to write as much as my heart wants, but i’ve been fighting since the beginning of the year. i am exhausted of not feeling like it’s not enough & have to provide proof as to why i struggle, to retain interest. at the end of the day, it doesn’t matter & i do not give a shit. this decision is solely for me & my comfort as i try to get back into a hobby i love(d). not to mention the heinous throwaway i got awhile back rests heavy on me.

to those that had kind words for me through this journey, i hope you know how much your words helped me get through this all.

regardless, i need to feel safe & not vulnerable right now.

[abysswarden]

i just know in my heart autocorrect has both killed & saved slisae at times bc of the size of his hands proportional to a phone / device with errors. i just know his text messages & searches take 30 seconds longer like "wghat substreate doeas a venys flytraop rquiwer'. brother just use a tablet at this point.

[abysswarden]

mermay might almost be over but it's actually 365 days a year for me. — ask me if you can feed my fish & you'll have it in no time.

[abysswarden]

i’ve sat with it and come to process it properly. it is likely that i have pleomorphic sarcoma, cancer. please do not worry for me. i am prepared to take the long series of steps for treatments and i feel very determined.

what i ask of you, is that if you have a lump, or abnormality you question with your body — i beg of you to get it checked out and don’t wait. i could have caught mine much earlier than i did, but i still brought it up in good time to a doctor.

take care of yourself! i’m not going anywhere! :)

[abysswarden]

in good news on this: i will possibly be getting referrals out to the institute at duke, which is highly advanced in treating/studying cases like mine. which is a real blessing. even at my income. i am running by the concept that it's not over until i win.

i also am just feeling better so it's likely when i can before my next steps, i will be putting my feet back into writing. :)c

[imifos]

stab scene intimacy coordinator

[abysswarden]

what color is your aura ?

IVORY ᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟᐟ lace, marble, china dishes, doves, paper, bones, vanilla shakes. your essence is ivory: you are a piece of history, sturdy and eternal. others believe you to be gentle; they don't see the pressure that is threatening to crack you. you seek control and organize your life into rows. you are the porcelain. you find kinship in like-minded individuals of grey, noir, pearl, and ashen, who share the pressure you put on yourself. you are also drawn to the expressive rose and lilac, who will help you grow and learn that things will be okay even if they don't go right. however, you may struggle to get along with the indulgent personalities of sky and apricot who need too much stimulation and decadence.

tagged by: @lavorrire !!! ♥ tagging: whoever wishes to! i am late!

[abysswarden]

⏾ #𝐀𝐁𝐘𝐒𝐒𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐍 ; selective + independent ancient entity original character:  slisaeqiothske tsvalh vux opth'aarl. [ written by channy. she / they. 30+. ]

[abysswarden]

I received very bad news today regarding my health but I am determined to make it through this. I am positive.

[abysswarden]

i’ve sat with it and come to process it properly. it is likely that i have pleomorphic sarcoma, cancer. please do not worry for me. i am prepared to take the long series of steps for treatments and i feel very determined.

what i ask of you, is that if you have a lump, or abnormality you question with your body — i beg of you to get it checked out and don’t wait. i could have caught mine much earlier than i did, but i still brought it up in good time to a doctor.

take care of yourself! i’m not going anywhere! :)

[abysswarden]

I received very bad news today regarding my health but I am determined to make it through this. I am positive.

[abysswarden]

once again a reminder that if you are someone that immediately assumes bc someone isn’t online daily that ‘obv they hate me and will never write with me’ i am not for you and i despise that mindset in the rpc !!