AP(EXULANSIS)

THOSE PLEADING EYES THAT BOTH THREATEN AND ADORE.

[apexulansis]

   ﹟𝙰𝙿𝙴𝚇𝚄𝙻𝙰𝙽𝚂𝙸𝚂 ; ───── I CANNOT REST / ALWAYS READY TO RUN / ALWAYS PRETENDING I AM NOT ALWAYS READY TO RUN / EVEN THOUGH THERE IS NOWHERE TO RUN TO.

roleplay blog for an alien original character, run-away prince of the silent dominion, prolific vigilante in disguise. semi-selective and independent. established 2018. minors DNI. low-activity. 𝔴𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔫 𝔟𝑦 ℜ𝔢𝔡 .

[apexulansis]

Problematic Ardaka Trait: His propensity to put trackers on people he cares about without their knowledge or consent. Also perhaps the stalking.

[apexulansis]

not sure why this didn't exist here, but

[byanyan]

@apexulansis asked: ♡ !

what byan thinks of your muse

●●●○○ | appreciation for their fashion sense ●●●●● | affection ●●●●● | interest ●●●●● | loyalty ●●●●● | trust

low | ●●●●● | high

ㅤㅤ" the fits are practical but a little borin'. he gets bonus points for the cloaks though. that shit's just cool. "

are they dodging addressing everything else? ...shut up. (yes.)

with a shrug and some feigned indifference:ㅤ" ...he's okay. "

[apexulansis]

“Hmm,” he says, knowingly.

[apexulansis]

Ardaka has always hated being the centre of attention, and this particular disdain extends back about as long as he’s even been physically, developmentally able to formulate memory. Being the long anticipated child of the Dominion’s most venerable Speaker, the only privacy he got was that which Yeskiv deigned to give him (which, I mean, she named him Prodigy). Eyes and expectations were on him as soon as he was deemed viable to live, and they were high expectations even without Yeskiv’s own being counted. Naturally, these were practically impossible standards to meet. Escaping this and being treated like a total stranger is like a breath of fresh air, the only time where he can exist without preconceptions. This long-standing anxiety makes him very skittish; if you put too much attention or expectation on Ardaka, he is liable to just run away.

[apexulansis]

sometimes. stereotypes are true

[lilyflxwers]

ok i absolutely need to know what accents u all have pls reblog and tell me or comment or whatever I must know

[apexulansis]

Coyote winced as their eyes landed on Ardaka. "Are you real?" // Hope you don't mind me making up a lil starter!

Not screaming. That's good. But it's the wince is what makes him note the lack of any facial coverage. Stupid to take it off. He frowns, drawing his hood further over his head, hiding under the shadow. One set of red eyes glowers out from beneath. “No. Are you?”

[apexulansis]

how does one offhandedly mention such a thing

you're bad at socializing

[apexulansis]

starter call?

[apexulansis]

posting this again also for reasons ......

[apexulansis]

A few probably fucked up tidbits of Yeskiv, because it’s Yeskiv. Ft. some Ardaka.

Context RE: The Dead Baby Room: Due to the nature of kariian biology, carrying full-kariian children to term is very difficult for them. The reason for this issue happens to be more severe for Yeskiv, so she tries for a LONG time to have children. She’s had tens of thousands of years worth of miscarriages and stillborns or even children who die before they reach a year. In her grief, she meticulously maintained their preserved bodies when applicable, assuming it was one her own body hadn’t simply re-absorbed. Since having the twins, she hasn’t tried for more. She’s also since, when they were younger, taken them through this hall full of their preserved deceased siblings and told them in no uncertain terms that they needed to live and prosper for all their sakes, too. Pressure absolutely intended. High expectations = love! In her eyes.

Imagine this being the mom you have to sneak past when you’re trying to sneak out at night. Ardaka did this often as a youth, naturally, and Yeskiv opted to have traps put in place. However, if he bypassed them she would leave him be. So he has been doing that kind of thing his whole life. Yeskiv created pretty intricate traps, too. (Sometimes, Ardaka actually found it fun. Mostly it just succeeded in making him incredibly paranoid from the jump.)

She is a master of biology, she creates life almost as easily as she takes it away. She’s seeded intelligent life to a planet, accelerated the evolution, then purged them all later when they’ve not shaped out the way she desired. Has a very Sovereign from Mass Effect kind of mantra in that she believes: “You exist because I allow it, you will end because I demand it.” She creates the pathogens she uses to wipe entire species out as well; she's created multiple bioweapons specifically made to target a particular species, or a specific subrace. She believes it is her right to dominate life, particularly life that exists alone on her whim but just overall as well.

Edited the genome of the twins while they were in the womb to ensure they’d come out with the furthest, most advantageous start she could provide them. She even did the surgery herself, because nobody else could be trusted to do it. Overall, she does her own genetic modifications as well. So at this point yes she chooses to look like that.

The twins used to play in the mouth of her giant maw-tail when they were small enough. She would bring them to meetings and everything. You’re not allowed to complain tho or she’ll kill you.

The tail IS capable of eating and digesting people btw. It's a real possibility that Yeskiv gets irritated with whomever she's talking to and Fucking Eats Them.

[apexulansis]

truly if you learn ANYTHING about yeskiv, it makes so much sense why ardaka (or zovariy) is Like That.

as far as she is concerned she is The #1 Mom.

[apexulansis]

you are talking to ardaka and he off-handedly mentions the dead baby room his mom had. how do u respond

[apexulansis]

remi vc: hi :’)

Looks over his shoulder to see who she's talking to.

[apexulansis]

whats something you find to be a moral disagreement between you and a majority of people you meet?

“You can find a reason to kill anybody. If you look for one.”

[violencefcrged]

this is a reminder that i literally do not care if you reply in five minutes, five months, five years.  still owe me something and want to start something new? go for it.  still owe me something and want to answer memes or send memes instead? go for it.  just not jiving with it and want to do something with a different character? go for it.  need to disappear into the wilderness and scream at the sky for a few years? no problem.  you take any and all the time you need.  this is a hobby, it is for fun, it should not ever cause you stress.  you do what you want to do when you want to do it.  i will never be mad bc you drop something or it takes a year for you to answer it.  this is a collaborative hobby that we do for enjoyment and if it isn’t fun, if it isn’t sparking joy, do something else. you take care of you.