so i breakfast binged and purged twice, definitely got most, if not all of it out. i always start my binges or meals that i will purge with the lowest calorie foods like vegetables or apples or something because if i don’t get it completely out it’s not like i have mac and cheese stuck in my system or something!
anyways, i drank some coffee and did some Jesus time and i have an exam in less than an hour. it’s going to be brutal. it’s statistical theory, ew.
tonight i’m competing in a latte art competition near indianapolis, and so i will definitely drink some more coffee there. i don’t know if i’ll be eating any food. i sure hope not.
i need to schedule another fast. probably will fast all weekend. i know my friend will want to get dinner on saturday but i’ll make up an excuse. oh! my excuse is that i work on saturday duhhhh. i work 3-6pm or something. the goal will be to fast from whatever time i eat last today until monday morning. coffee and soy milk and tea and water are allowed.
i’m just getting so exhausted by this. not eating and purging everything is just exhausting. but yet i will continue.