i don't know if it's over yet.

it's Felix again. this is where i put everything else i don't want everyone to see. 30. he/him only. [[+18 IC RP blog. Main: theaccursedamulet]]

[accursedemptiness]

// Felix's vent blog may be stumbled upon IC.

[locked] posts can be seen by the blog tagged (if applicable), as well as by:

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[unlisted] posts are also visible to Ophelia, currently unknown to Felix.

[stuckinapril]

True isolation is when everyone else is talking about their vibrant teenage experience and you’re like. I was just trying to survive

[fangthroat]

recovery 🤍

[dr0wnedperfectionist]

Being depressed is really weird because you want someone to care enough to check on you but you don’t want someone to care enough to worry about you

[peachysuggest]

you are not unloveable just because people have treated you poorly

[dumblr]

detachment is crazy because you'll still care. you'll still remember their birthday. you'll still hope they're okay. you just stop showing it and that's okay.

[emotionaleating]

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

[cwutiepwie]

can you pat my head and run your hands through my pretty hair and tell me it’s gonna be ok

[hellishbpd]

my paranoia, being vague as fuck: something bad is going to happen

me: what?

paranoia: something…..

me: *is suddenly hyperaware of everything & everyone and prepares myself for death or danger at any moment*

[corrodedparadox]

You will come to regret your inaction the most

Prints

[paper-wounds]

[corpsepuppie]

I either get attached too fast like a stray thats given food for the first time or I take ages to be comfortable around someone like an abused dog that doesn’t trust humans anymore

[qanible]

You have two wolves inside of you: "I should block everyone and isolate myself for half a year." and "If anyone I'm friends with stops talking to me I'm gonna slit my wrists." and both wolves are actually pathetic shaking puppies

[fairyinthetrees]

you ever feel like you’re more work than you’re worth? oh yeah no me neither

[accursedemptiness]

i get. paranoid sometimes that i'm. doing something wrong. sometimes for no reason at all. but if i am doing something wrong. please just tell me. don't leave me wondering about it.. i need to know.

[64mpg]

i think that other people have access to an Energy source that i don’t but that’s okay i’m happy for them i do wish that was me though

[sucroseangel]

The devil couldn't get me so he made me clingy AND self-conscious