Achilles

OSDD alter

[achillesofhousehades]

Unfair that they keep me from crawling into the creek.

[achillesofhousehades]

[achillesofhousehades]

I feel like I’m going to vomit any moment now.

[achillesofhousehades]

I think I may have more issues than I realize.

[achillesofhousehades]

Well- really, I should have figured that wouldn’t work.

[achillesofhousehades]

…I think I’m starting to understand how others have- panic attacks when such situations don’t go wel

[achillesofhousehades]

Well- really, I should have figured that wouldn’t work.

[achillesofhousehades]

They’re too similar. Oh no.

[achillesofhousehades]

Pat, my heart. I think you should apologize for last night.

[achillesofhousehades]

Dear gods lad if I’m to keep awake through this entire movie, I’m to get wine.

[achillesofhousehades]

Oh- oh that’s good. Shame to dilute something good as this- is this what Dimitri drinks? The lad has taste…

[achillesofhousehades]

Dear gods lad if I’m to keep awake through this entire movie, I’m to get wine.

[achillesofhousehades]

Shame I could never hear them sing together in person.

[achillesofhousehades]

I’m not sure if you can hear me, I’m not I can hear you… but I hope one day, to be able to respond back to how you talk to me. I always find myself choked- unable to say that I love you as well. That I miss you. But… you likely already know, don’t you? You’ve always been wise well past your years, even when we were children.

One day, I hope to know that the warmth and weight to your flesh is true. Last I felt your warm breath, I decided to not take that risk. I didn’t risk it all—I didn’t even risk any of it. It still weighs on me, as you know. I must remind myself that fear is for the weak.

Fear is for the weak. You can handle yourself. I love you.

[achillesofhousehades]

…is my voice so appealing?

[achillesofhousehades]

Breathe through it, Achilles…

[achillesofhousehades]

This is going to be an annoying week.

[achillesofhousehades]

I must assume this is not only physically draining for the lad, but mentally and emotionally as well. He has multiple he calls lovers, but none are currently assisting him through this… nor is he even letting anyone close to him.

[achillesofhousehades]

This is going to be an annoying week.

[achillesofhousehades]

Ah… I feel rested, actually. I dreamed rather pleasantly,,,