cicada

pictures of perfection make me sick and wicked

[acicadahumsitsplea]

hi, you can call me ci !

what’s your best secret? you can trust me

My online name is always some variation off of Cicada, most call me Ci but I love any nickname!

im a minor! 15-17, I mention my exact age at times but don't want it in my intro

pronouns?: yes. literally any i cannot choose and do not want to sort this out rn. gender apathetic sorta

i’m taken <3 @coffee--spill

my askbox is open! I love asks!

DM’s are open to mooties <3

I appreciate tone tags!

I do in fact hate myself and am very self deprecating and self destructive, i appreciate comfort but have a really bad relationship with recovery. caring for myself is difficult (practically don’t harass me over this, if we’re moots you have semi permission i will tell you to fuck off if it gets too much)

this is a vent/diaryesque acc (Jirai Landmine) triggering topics will be discussed and interacted with (I usually put TWs but no guarantees please take care of yourselves, PLEASE BLOCK DO NOT REPORT)

this account is occasionally suggestive i recommend you filter the cw suggestive tag if that makes you uncomfortable or if you aren’t willing to do that just block me

I’m pro-recovery for the topics I talk about but I’m not recovering rn or likely anytime soon

I’m not ED tumblr I am just someone with a blog who happens to have an ed, I use tw’s and currently I don’t post much about it

my header sometimes includes flashing lights, please message me if you need me to change it (if you have light trigger seizures or other problems that prevent my acc from being something medically safe for you to interact with <3)

i like religious themes and was raised catholic, i am agnostic and do not take kindly to people preaching at me

DNI (i also block very freely)

pedos, zoophiles, MAGAs, Trump supporters/defenders, ICE supporters/defenders, transphobes, homophobes, hateful people, mainly NSFW accs, people trying to convert me (im agnostic), transids,

people/beings under 13! (I’ll probably block you)

warnings

over 21 are on thin ice…

make me uncomfortable and I will block you i am a minor…

darkship content accounts are on thin ice

i’ve tried sharing and i’ve tried caring and i’ve tried putting out

i'm on pinterest! (can usually access it when not on tumblr <3)

cicada <3 (cicadacriesagain) - Profile | Pinterest

cicada <3 | a developing pinterest, my loophole around my parents so i'll be decently active on here at night until the nuance wears off...

TWs: I tw tag alot of my posts but warning for these sort of mentions $h (i dont post cvt pics and never will), €D stuff (i dont post my weight or cal intake), $uicide ideation, gore, COCSA, hyp€rs€xuality, suggestive stuff and this list might get longer

tags & backups & credits below the cut

account tags:

#ci is kinda a freak = horny or/and ashamed posts (block if you want)

#a cicada hums it’s tune = if you aren’t interested in reblogs and just want my posts

#cicada writes = for my writing

#cicada cries = for unpolished writing / musing, sometimes used in addition to #cicada writes

#cicada replies = for asks responses

#cicada pleads = for my vents

#humming a regrettable song = for my family related sorrows

#ci’s fucked halo = my migraine posting tag, I have a chronic migraine disorder and I complain a lot.

moot tags!!

#coffee stains <— tag for my love Diya! @coffee--spill <3

#whiffs of coffee <3 <- another tag for @coffee--spill related reblogs lyrics and posts (kinda like a tone tag mwah mwah)

#bulbasaur-mootie <- tag for my moot Ozzy! @ozzy-from-the-cafeteria also ily/p

#is-it-weed-or-leaves? <- tag for my moot/honorary older brother August! @lov3rsbruis3s🍃

#saturn’s return <- tag for my mootie @saturnianballad

#ilium’s choirs <- tag for my lovely moot @sweetest-song-of-ilium

#tangent’s tangent <- tag for another cool moot! @tangentswaroneverything

#sh4rk bit3s <- @sh4rkt33th twin’s tag I’m nomming on you fyi/silly

#elias-is-alive <- @el1as1sd3ad another older brother figure (how did I get so many)

#Tako!!!! <- (I need a better tag forgive me :0) @utt3rly-s3lfish another beloved sibling moot!!

#Kiran!!!! <- (I need a better tag lol I will fix it promise) @y0ur-valent1ne another sibling moot!!!

#the world on one’s shoulders <- @the-lotus-files kid’s got a tag now (for atlas)

#a very precious wolfdog <- tag for @050-8 (wolfie’s tag)

#it’s a corpse! <- @corpzeintoxicated (cool ass moot returns??)

#ri’s visits <- @happy-days-here-again1932 beloved inbox poet moot!

dividers are by pixopix, profile pic is from Pinterest.

[acicadahumsitsplea]

who wants to hear my deepest darkest secret?

[acicadahumsitsplea]

so um I know this is a basic sentiment but actually life changing in a moment yeah fuck anyone who judges you for having a comfort stuffed animal, don’t be afraid to be yourself

[acicadahumsitsplea]

mhm it does 🥹

[acicadahumsitsplea]

who wants to hear my deepest darkest secret?

[acicadahumsitsplea]

so um I know this is a basic sentiment but actually life changing in a moment yeah fuck anyone who judges you for having a comfort stuffed animal, don’t be afraid to be yourself

[gardenspells]

just a friendly reminder that this blog hates ICE

[strangestcase]

This is UNTRUE!!!! If you’re new to Catholicism you HAVE to listen to MEEEEEEEEE. Here’s my advice:

Leave

[acicadahumsitsplea]

who wants to hear my deepest darkest secret?

[acicadahumsitsplea]

yes I laugh at 18 year old mdni accounts that aren’t for nsfw reasons, I still respect the dni though like yeah okay I’ll block you, sorry that I accidentally like your post about flowers and am under 18 have a nice day chat

[worldwh0re]

women screaming into the mics in songs makes me hard

[acicadahumsitsplea]

sarma my beloved…

[idkwhattoputbroo]

ohmygod I hate when people make fun of people with restrictive eds and boil it down to "wanting to be skinny" like genuinely stfu

[f0restnympho420]

girls who really really really need to be restrained (me)

[iaspis-hubae]

anyone else look in the mirror and jst say "thats not me."

[jaegercel]

they make you go through the horrors when you turn 14 btw

[acicadahumsitsplea]

Ci ci ci my poem is finally done (let’s hope this looks good typed)

Enigma of the Unmarred-(the sequel version)

Let thee who is uncorrupted cast the first stone,

But thy who is, only apt to bring the sinner home,

For the hopefully damaged know the feeling of being alone,

As a result of crimes for which one cannot atone,

Often with anguish, solely their own,

The pain of a lifetime, deliverance is a lifeline,

Forgiveness a holy balm, only patience makes me calm,

Read the sacred psalm, open the heart without qualm

:) I love your poems nom nom nom

[coffee--spill]

✨I want chain✨

✨ Reblogging everytime I want something ✨

‼️ You too 🫵 can reblog if you want something 🔄 ‼️

I'm copying Nico shhh

[coffee--spill]

My girlfriend

[coffee--spill]

I want more cute plushies :< like the rlly big squishy ones I want one

[acicadahumsitsplea]

I want my girlfriend 🥹

[acicadahumsitsplea]

happy 11:11 my love @coffee--spill <3

[acicadahumsitsplea]

getting deadly insecure again actually everyone hates me and no one remembers my existence when I’m not right in front of them