i do drugs and then think im an artist

[acidbitch]

how THE FUCK do people expect uni students to do well in zoom university. youre telling me i should be able to sit in my living room, with the opportunity to do anything except watch the lecture in front of me, and i should just sit there and watch the lecture? i have drugs on the coffee table i want to do. theres a new netflix show that im watching. my book seems quite compelling. it's a beautiful day and the city is ripe for exploring. i need to clean my ferret's cage. i dont have te self control to sit at my laptop for hours a day to listen to someone lecture about something that doesnt interest me.

dont even get me started on how little kids are feeling.

[acidbitch]

Wow. I just understood some childhood trauma.

[acidbitch]

"All humans are aware of death, so we're all a little bit sad... all the time"

- the Good Place

[textsfromtheborderline]

[jadorexjaii]

Oh okay

[amynchan]

It’s… in words…

[companionsofusall]

[id: graphic converting codependent thoughts into boudary-led thoughts.

1. codependent thought: I see you are mad and it must be my fault. boundary-led thought: I see that you are mad, do you need to talk later?

2. codependent thought: I will help you now (and wrestle with my needs resentments and exhaustion later). boundary-led thought: I want to help you, but I have limits.

3. codependent thought: How can I fix or save you? boundary-led thought: I will sit in this discomfort with you.

4. codependent thought: I don’t want to risk losing or upsetting you, so I’ll stuff my feelings. boundary-led thought: I can still respect your feelings, and still honor my own.

end id]

[acidbitch]

I didn't pee after sex and now I have a uti

[acidbitch]

as she looked up from the pits of hell, the fire licked her skin, and she fucking came because it was just so damn hot

[acidbitch]

What the train looks like when I'm f*cked up

[acidbitch]

[acidbitch]

some Frank Sinatra, cigarettes, and art after a hard day of romanacising life

[acidbitch]

The secret to successfully malnourshing yourself is bullion cubes, black coffee, and tea.

[open]

[acidbitch]

Oct 15, 2020 12:22am

Ha, I really did take the midnight train going anywhere. I'm just a city girl.

[acidbitch]

Oct 6, 2020 6:32am

The break of dawn over Philadelphia

[acidbitch]

I've always fought tooth and nail against my self destructive urges. I'm tired of fighting. It feels good to give in.

[acidbitch]

Oct 13, 2020 6:56am

I have a midterm in 3 hours. I've been high for 19.

[acidbitch]

Fuck it, time to start romanticizing my own life.

[sadlazyana]

My fbi agent watching me download tumblr again after another failed recovery

[acidbitch]

An appropriate first post. Back at it again ✌