prince of acnl

💖 kel. 19. infp. pisces. tracking: #acnlprinceabout

[mochi-studies]

7 september 2017, thursday

a previous spread from the end of july :) tried a more natural looking set-up w this one? might stray away from a super pastel one and go for taking pictures like this instead haha

ig: mochi.studies

[athenus]

WEEK 1 // very first week of college is done! it was okay? kinda fun? but i was more excited to work on my spreads (≧◡≦) finally, there is something to write about. i just couldn’t see why i should journal on my summer vacation when all i ever did was take naps, watch films and shows, eat, and just chill. i think it’s just a waste of ink lmao. my summer isn’t just exciting as yours, guys :-( but here i am again! trying out some new stuff, what do you think?

studygram // @studyathenus — i post some sneak peeks / behind the scenes!

[lawschoolstudying]

25/100 days of productivity ✨

28/140 pages of business law down 💪🏼

[bpdcadet]

me: *0.002 seconds after my therapy session ends* ooh i forgot to tell them that thing that is a very crucial part of my mental health i’ll do it next time

me: *next time* haha honestly i don’t even think i NEED therapy everything is great

[stimman3000]

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[shoppingstars]

one of the worst things about BPD is having mood swings so intensely and such a fear of abandonment that you feel sick. you feel your head aching when you go to an extreme to another, you feel nauseous when someone does something minor that, for you, means that they will leave. you are constantly worried and constantly tired that sometimes getting out of bed hurts your entire body. bpd is not only mental symptoms.

[tbhstudying]

green green green !! a sad thing about summer is that i rarely have anything to take photos of, so i decided to take a few quick photos of some of my old bullet journal spreads + practice my brush calligraphy!

[penseuls-deactivated20231222]

7 sep, 2017 —  🎶 hard to love - one ok rock

i like planning out spreads early because i never have time to work on them after school :”). so sneak a peek at my THEA QUEEN SPREAD I LOVE HER

[icedcoffeebee]

hey!!!!! you are so strong and i am so proud of you!!!!!!

[chesh-ires-deactivated20210426]

mimikyu gave me a lot of comfort bc of it reminding me a lot of my personality disorder, so i drew a comic

[studyxinspoxo]

Reblog if you want me to do tips for school like study tips, school hacks, how to be organised… If you have any ideas just let me know! ❤️

[bear-loves-honey]

when i eat without an issue, i have a brief delusion that i’m faking having an ed.

i’m not faking; i’m recovering. i’m getting stronger.

[asking-jude]

Healing doesn’t mean the damage never existed. It means the damage no longer controls our life.

Akshay Dubey (via asking-jude)

[metamorphosisofmeg]

eating more won’t hurt me

eating more won’t kill me

eating more might make me gain weight

and that’s okay

because it might just save my life, too

[crpl-pnk]

i also want to talk about how dysphoria can fuel eating disorders to the point that thinness maintained by a restrictive eating disorder can feel like an integral part of gender expression for trans people & how the demonization of fatness in our culture can hugely hinder the recovery even of people whose eating disorders always revolved more around dysphoria than the fear of being fat

i want to talk about how the culturally enforced ideas of thinness as the epitome of androgyny, thinness as the epitome of femininity, & “maybe not thinness but definitely a lack of curves that can sometimes only be obtained by thinness” as the epitome of masculinity poison our thinking as trans people & contribute to an overwhelming epidemic of eating disorders in our community disproportionate to even the epidemic in wider sociey

i want to talk about how controlling our food to control our bodies & to control our minds & to feel like we have some control over circumstances that are wildly out of our control is horrifyingly commonplace in the trans community & no one is talking about it

[justedrecoverythings]

Important

[sarthrives]

i don’t need to use my body to show that im hurting 

i don’t need to use my body to show that im hurting

i don’t need to use my body to show that im hurting

[acnlprince]

recovery is FUCKING HARD and i cried twice in the past two days and im overwhelmed and i REALLY wanna act on some urges but im just gonna chug along and listen to kesha on repeat and hit the reset button if i slip up because the people around me think i deserve recovery and that should be my motivation and i dont wanna break 4 years of being self harm free