A Crack In My Heart

Madness, simplicity, intensity, wonder, hearfelt, honesty, passion, unique... Some of my favorite words.

[warandpeas]

Magnificent

[acrackinmyheart]

I will never be enough for anyone. I give everything I have until I am sucked dry. Now I have nothing left to give and it frustrates him. He sucked my dry just like everyone before him.

[acrackinmyheart]

I am falling down into that hole again. I don't know how much longer I can do this.

[delug-e-deactivated20181001]

ugly face + ugly voice + ugly hair + ugly smile + ugly body = ME

[midnight-z0ne]

Neck Deep//I Couldn’t Wait To Leave Six Months Ago

[tastefullyoffensive]

by Hot Paper Comics

[acrackinmyheart]

Yeah...basically.

[acrackinmyheart]

I wish I could tell him how his actions are making me feel but it would just start an argument. So I bury it. I want to cry so bad right now. I feel sick to my stomach.

[acrackinmyheart]

I am getting tired.

[acrackinmyheart]

If I were dead, my flesh would rot away until I was nothing but a skeleton. Then I would finally be skinny. Maybe he would finally think I was beautiful.

[acrackinmyheart]

I am just a screw up. I ruin everything. I will never be good enough. I can't do anything right. I try and try and I get shut down. I should just give up.

[acrackinmyheart]

I am never going to be good enough for anyone. He told me I wasn't worth it. He's right.

[acrackinmyheart]

I am worthless

[acrackinmyheart]

I am so tired of being used.

[acrackinmyheart]

He looks at pictures of me from years ago and tells me I "was looking pretty hot." but he never compliments me on my looks now...ever.

[acrackinmyheart]

I just don't want to anymore.

[acrackinmyheart]

Guess what I did for my bf on Valentine's Day!!!

Went and picked up his favorite food and bought him a $60.00 electric razor.

Oh! And I almost forgot...I paid his fucking $1000.00 car insurance bill because he didn't have the money.

Guess what my bf did for me!!!

Not a damn thing.