travma

call me alois or ciel, im mentally ill and traumatized lmao any prns. this is a vent blog, no minors allowed,

[scytho]

[actuallyalois]

> interacts with positivity post reminding people that life isn't always hell using vent blog and being an asshole

> gets interacted with back

> UM IM USIMG MY TRAUMA BLOG WHY DO YOU HATE TRAUMATIZEF PEOPLE NEVERMIND I WAS THE ASSHOLE WHO ADDED A COMMENY TO YOUR POST USING MY VENT BLOG IN THE FIRST PLACE >:(((((

bruh that was months ago why you still mad lol get a hobby

[decease-soul]

[mariposas8494]

Yup, bout right 🤦🏻‍♀️😩🥳

[2-point-5]

bitches be like "life is a neverending nightmare," my brother in christ you are 14

[2-point-5]

not saying that being 14 isn't a nightmare im just saying you've hardly seen any of life. you're like a fifth of your way through the universe i swear you don't have the experience necessary to judge how things will turn out

[2-point-5]

[2-point-5]

i phrased it a lot better here.

dead serious when you're a teenager you don't have the ability to see how life will pan out. hell i don't know how life will pan out. but i have money and autonomy and that's far better than i had when i was 14. so it's a start at least

[2-point-5]

[actuallyalois]

thats all well and good my friend but this is optimistic bullshit lmao sometimes life sucks and doesnt get better. this post really rubs me the wrong way. my life sucked at 14 and being 14 didnt mean shit. now im 23 and life is still shit. theres no light at the end of the tunnel theres just windows that give you a glimmer of hope that you can escape but turns out you don't fit through the window and you're stuck in the dark forever anyway.

[2-point-5]

ok well everyone you heard the man. everyone kill yourselves immediately there's no hope and nothing matters and trying to look on the bright side is stupid and immature. and if your life isn't completely solved in two decades it will never ever get better in your entire life. sorry 👍

[actuallyalois]

you realize you're reblogging from my trauma/vent blog? like obviously I'm gonna talk about wanting to kill myself when I've been abused my entire life lmfao from my perspective yes it is stupid and immature to expect good things to happen to you if you've gone your whole life in the dark. feel free to pay my student loans and pay for my surgeries if you want me to be positive tho!!

[parasitebunny]

shes so relatable i cant

[2-point-5]

bitches be like "life is a neverending nightmare," my brother in christ you are 14

[2-point-5]

not saying that being 14 isn't a nightmare im just saying you've hardly seen any of life. you're like a fifth of your way through the universe i swear you don't have the experience necessary to judge how things will turn out

[2-point-5]

[2-point-5]

i phrased it a lot better here.

dead serious when you're a teenager you don't have the ability to see how life will pan out. hell i don't know how life will pan out. but i have money and autonomy and that's far better than i had when i was 14. so it's a start at least

[2-point-5]

[actuallyalois]

thats all well and good my friend but this is optimistic bullshit lmao sometimes life sucks and doesnt get better. this post really rubs me the wrong way. my life sucked at 14 and being 14 didnt mean shit. now im 23 and life is still shit. theres no light at the end of the tunnel theres just windows that give you a glimmer of hope that you can escape but turns out you don't fit through the window and you're stuck in the dark forever anyway.

[konoko]

[fulltrashpolice]

[traaumaa]

[bunnighost]

just all the things i am

[defiantsuggestions]

No child deserves to feel like their existence is a burden.

No child deserves to feel like they shouldn't exist.

No child deserves to hate themself.

No child deserves to live their life in fear of angering their parents.

No child deserves to live their life in fear of disappointing their parents.

Children deserve to be loved. They deserve to feel safe, cared for, and wanted. They deserve to enjoy their life.

It is never the child's fault when the parent fails to provide these things. It is the parents fault.

The child never asked to be born. It is the parent who wanted this, and therefore it is the parent's responsibility.

[worldclassdisaster]

and i know they feel the same

[bleedingfortherazorkiss]

It wasn't that bad, but I never feel comfortable or safe around you

It wasn't that bad, but my breath gets irregular around you because I'm trying to control my anxiety without showing how affected I am

It wasn't that bad, but my stomach physically hurts and burns when you're around

It wasn't that bad, but hearing you come towards my bedroom stresses me out and physically pains me

It wasn't that bad, but I'm never myself around you because it's not safe

It wasn't that bad, but I don't want to be near you

I shouldn't complain, right? Haven't you told me I'm just rebellious? Haven't you made it clear my health and feelings don't matter? Haven't you made it clear I'm no good? I'm just overreacting, aren't I?

[pinkiepromesa]

Save me

[worldclassdisaster]

[ojibwa]