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If I'm in your notes with a take on something that's only tangentially related to what you posted. I'm sorry. Loved your post btw.

#i tend to talk in the tags a lot #and sometimes it gets away from me #crow rambles while high on sleep deprivation

rhodeys

buddie + kitchen (x)

teruel-a-witch

just two normal bros living together, please don't pay attention to the number of bedrooms in the house shhh

weird-goodbyes

the thing that gets me about Mother's Boy every time is that Buck's storyline leading up to it is about him not being sure if people accept the changes in him and that he struggles with knowing who he actually is vs. who he thinks people want/expect him to be, and then he's faced with a woman who literally wants him to be someone else because she thinks he'd be good at it. and he says no and plays along just to escape and tries to talk her out of it...up until he hears Eddie, and then he's willing to put aside all that growth to save him. He'll do it, he's ready to be Derek.

the thing that gets me about Mother's Boy every time is that you have Eddie who has struggled for seasons with people assuming the worst possible outcome about who he is. just in season 9 he had the lawyer touting that he's some violent, angry man and Abigail's father thinks he's taking advantage of her (fuck him, by the way), and the sheriff thinks he killed Buck. And then you have him trying to find out about Buck. He apologizes for taking Hector's clothes, he pays money for that shitty car. Until he's faced with what he thinks is a situation where Buck is in danger or already dead and then he's ready to embrace that false reputation he's been trying to disprove. He's ready to shoot, kill, fight to save him.

and finally, the thing that gets me about Mother's Boy every time is that in the end...neither one of them has to give up their individual journeys because the other has their back. Buck saves Eddie from embracing that false interpretation of him. Buck is the one who does any of the actual damage by using the cattle prod on Earl. Eddie was willing to shoot. He had the gun ready. But Buck stopped him from having to. And Eddie saves Buck from falling back into being what others want him to be. He screams "Buck", Buck's preferred name, loudly and repeatedly. Buck was willing to "be Derek" but Eddie made sure he didn't have to be. Eddie stopped him from having to.

'Where's my dad, I wanna see my dad' hey so what the actual fuck mcgarrett

#shoot me #no really #what was that huh #what the fuck was that #crow rambles while high on sleep deprivation #hawaii five oh

McGarrett's mom did WHAT

#honestly could describe anything doris has done since returning from the dead #hawaii five oh #steve mcgarrett #crow rambles while high on sleep deprivation

Reached the what if episode of h5o and honestly, what kind of uncanny valley danny williams is this

#i saw danny in an aloha shirt and simply accepted this is steve's imagination running wild #wtaf bro #hawaii five oh #danny williams #crow rambles while high on sleep deprivation

allthingswhumpyandangsty

#me when mcdanno have 2 scenes together all episode

Never did finish writing it (what else is new) but I was rereading a Martian AU I had tried and at least my stupid jokes are funny to me

#this joke was the reason the whole au got started ngl #buddie fic #you cant tell from this but of course it was #911 fic #crow rambles while high on sleep deprivation #crow writes

igorafvckassbowlcut

there are days where NO ❌️ video games are played and there are days where video games are played for 10 or maybe 14 hours straight

#me with tv shows

I knew how it was gonna pan out but damn it, Danny finding out Matty was already dead got me good

#three hoorays for the writer who decided to have danny put a bullet in reyes immediately after and not wait four seasons #goddamn #danny williams #hawaii five oh #crow rambles while high on sleep deprivation

bakugeorge

made myself a new header

#the truly beautiful part is that each of them is both asshole and enabler

doctoralhashimi

(insp.)

teruel-a-witch

technically they never actually say they aren't married 🤷

eddiesmedbag

i do think buck has been excluding himself from the eddiechris family dynamic, and it is so juicy because that is not how eddie sees it. in both 8x17 and 9x18, we see eddie and chris from buck's point of view. both times, buck is with pepa watching them from the outside. even in 9x13, he tells bonnie that chris needs eddie. he is willing to sacrifice himself to keep the two of them together (a bit of a redux of the texas arc if you think about it).

on the other side, we have eddie's pov in 9x11 and 9x14 where he views them as a family. he calls buck immediately when chris is missing. he keeps up the weekly family dinners. he brings chris to buck when buck is struggling. eddie's favorite place to be is with chris AND buck. he says this in s3, and we continue to see that in his pov in s9.

it's just so interesting to see their complete disconnect that has now been amplified by the texas of it all. buck knows he will never be more important than chris, but he doesn't realize how important he is to both of them. eddie desperately wants to choose them both. the idea of picking between them hurts him to the point that he slipped up in 8x09. he knows he will always put chris first. that's not a question. but if he truly got what he wanted, he'd never had to choose between chris and buck ever again.

and the best part is the only way to get them on the same page is to make them acknowledge they have been building a family together for years because they are in love. yay.