Aug 16, 2021
Life was never sunshine and rainbows - not as an addict. But sometimes there seems to be this notion that recovery is this phenomenal process; a constant spiritual state where life just gets better. Dare I say this isn't the case? Life is a constant battle, whether you're on or off of drugs. But you live your life constantly numb, constantly ignoring the world and running from your problems - how are you supposed to be happy joyous and free, now that everything has smacked you in the face like a train slicing up a body tied to the tracks? Keep an attitude of gratitude, be grateful to be alive! Praise God! - They all say. Sometimes it just isn't that easy. MOST of the time, it isn't that easy.