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I am Sumi or you can call me Su! I'm an 18 year old who has never left the MCYT/mc roleplay sphere!! My pronouns are Sun/Suns/Sunlight and They/She
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Who am i??
I am Sumi or you can call me Su! I'm an 18 year old who has never left the MCYT/mc roleplay sphere!! My pronouns are Sun/Suns/Sunlight and They/She
more info like links and frequent tags bellow ^^
The reason for the breaking point: not your own- no you're fine, been fine, will be, it isn't about you. No, it's the other player on the server full of many but always so empty. It's them whose reached the breaking point, for reasons unknown to you. You never quite knew them well, for reasons that do not hold up now.
"For what reason," you ask the player once and then always, "For what reason did you break?" They remain quite but do not look away from you, as if they are waiting for something. You wait for something and then speak when there is nothing. "What would have broken you? Was it the nothing? Was it the everything?"
The player does not speak. They do not give a reason to the everything and nothing that has consumed your mind. The server is empty besides yourself. Just you, the player, the nothing and the everything. You wait alone for the reason of the breaking point. Something breaks in the silence, but for what reason is left a mystery, for now and always.
Which mcyter are you thinking of?
ok im not the anon who was asking u about eclipse but you gotta watch s4 or at least eclipse even if u dont watch everything theyre so. God. God. bashing my head into the wall. they kind of invented doomed teams on the lifesteal smp like not actually im sure there were doomed teams before them that i just dk abt bc im not familiar w seasons 1-3 but they're probably the like ultimate example..... theres a very delicious tragedy to it bc eclipse was not meant to be a 3 person team originally and zam was never going to be okay with their plans and its so. AUGH. like oh so you loved your former enemy/new friend so much that u invited him to your team despite that being directly contradictory to your goals. oh you loved your new team so much you purposely ignored what they were hiding until you couldnt anymore. and vitalasy GODDDD. augh. the love was there & it made everything worse & it still haunts all 3 of them ā¹ļø
the things you ignore when you love and care for something so much,,,,,,oh pzam, i knew eclipse fed was goated cause pzam is there but i forgot that pzam usually entails doom and death gulps surely i will survive the s4 eclipse fed vod watching right guys??? smiles ahahhaa
and not related but getting this ask reminded me of another eclipse related ask i forgot to respond to so thank you ! eclipse fed is very popular i guess and i can see why,,,hopes to me vod watching slowly but soon!
Different anon but Eclipse is very important for Subzās characterization, as is S4 Three Heart Trio for Bacon! S4 is the era of Lifesteal that both Bacon and Subz are mourning throughout the two warden arcs, S4 is the season where Subz completely repaired the decimated Spawn post-Dupe War which Bacon is emulating with his spawn repair project in season six (and why he thinks so highly of Subz, basically entirely defining his perspective on who Subz is despite all evidence that Subz is a very different person in the modern day and honestly perhaps was never really who Bacon believed him to be), S4 was the most emotionally invested Subz ever was in Lifesteal and itās story and it lead to a real falling out with Zam that was only properly mended during the S6 wardens, Vitalasy (the other original member of Eclipse with Subz, later joined by Zam) is literally The Reason Subz returned to Lifesteal after leaving in S5 both in his proper rejoining and in him becoming active again during the winter that year because Vi wanted him back on the server then wanted him to participate in his christmas event with him and Zam and the distance between him and Subz (and Subzās desire to be close again despite not knowing how to do so) hangs over Subzās choices (Eclipse Axe) and plays a major part in his feelings of loneliness when you watch his VODs and hear how he talks about him, and Planet (Baconās S4 teammate alongside YeahJaron then later his S6 teammate) being inactive is a big part of Baconās feelings of loneliness and aimlessness that he talks about in his early vcs with Subz and their absence is a big part of why Bacon latches on to Subz the way he does (there are quite a few times after Subz leaves the server where Bacon says something about Subz that is pretty transparently about Planet if you know how their stories progressed). S4 haunts the two warden eras of S6, but quite honestly even past that a lot of the things that happen in S6 are⦠an echo, i suppose? Or an elaboration? Of things from S4. Spokeās ending in particular is very thematically tied to the Wormhole event and rewriting its conclusion. S4 is also, imo, the best season of lifesteal in terms of VODs, I donāt think anything else is quite as satisfying. I think having the context of S4 enriches S6 a lot, especially Bacon and Subzās specific stories, and it puts a lot of things into perspective. Thereās a lot of very good writing on the events of Season Four, but if you havenāt read it, Barrier Blocks by Myrmica is a foundational lifesteal text and sells what makes Eclipse Fed so special better than I ever could
ANON I FORGOT ABOUT THIS IM SO SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But lowkey,,,this has thoroughly convinced me to watch s4 stuff- you're a very convincing writer im very interested in how you phrased s4 being what they are "mourning" and "echoing", this warden arc has so much more grief subtext than just what i was bullshitting and im dying to know more ououhg
I guess i kinda figured some type of real falling out happened before s6ish because of Subz's own warden arc video, but i did not realizeee it happened during/because of a season is the nicest way to put it i guess. Very nice context to know how attached subz was to s4 and why he returned (and his relations) as i actually did not know why hee really left at all. Just imagine me as the nodding emoji as i say all of this im very grateful
ALSO, knew of three heart trio (avid fic reader), did nott know that was during s4,,or that was another source of echoing for s6. i know nothing,,,but i am happy to be learning! While fic writing i kinda assumed s5 wouldve been more of a place off regret(?) i guess? But it makes sm sense that like during the inactivity grief filled arc that s4 would be the thing that fills the arc because of 1. inactive team and 2. like all the subz characterization,,,,it makes so much sense i may be dumb
Im soo grateful for you askers for bringing up the eclipse federation bc like. i probably wouldnt have gone out of my way to see if anything mattered there for warden arc cause of my assumptions and newgen-ness so like, thank you so much. Warden arc probably isn't leaving my mind anytime soon and i do want to make attempts at writing more about it so knowing that s4 could help that is really great!!!! Thank you guys sorry i forgot you anon im sorry i love asks i just blanked it out of my head on accident :(
revĀ·eĀ·nant (noun)
one that returns after death or a long absence
anyway consider this my argument for why we should start calling hannah & bacon revenants instead of crashouts bc crashouts is lame and boring and revenants is cool as fuck and applicable to their relationship
people keep bringing up that what confuses them is the abruptness of bacon going from a spawn protector to a spawn destroyer, but that's the point isn't it? he's making them feel the same confusion he felt over subz seemingly suddenly changing as well; he's making them ask the questions he was asking abt subz bc none of the others cared abt subz like he did. but they care abt him. they care for bacon and they don't understand why he's seemingly suddenly changed from who they once saw him as, they're being put into the same position bacon was in, while he is trying to find the answer he never got
im thinking a lot of my rek-fic ideas are going to become scrapped for real for real this time so maybe I'll post like all the cool ideas i had and logic behind some of them in a post one day,,,i do think some of them are really cool its just looking like something i am not going to be writing any time soon and maybe people could steal them from me so i have more fics to read,,,,idk lmk if this sounds cool or not
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"#heās depressed and anxiously jealous and insecure and rotting and#recentlyā¦and totally not bc of zubz oc reasons"
...ok so well you may have nailed it, š¤
i see depression i say depression šāāļøi def am missing early subz characterization (he mustve been happy onceā¦maybe during s4 maybe sometime before) but i can see the end of his character arc pretty well and thats all ive known since ive āmetā his character. maybe you and another anon are convincing me to watch more early lifesteal stuff just maybeā¦
"maybe eclipse federation is important subz charaterization im missing out on" ...........mAYBE A LITTLE, YEAH š
'and some other ppl' vitalasy... vitalasy was there... if you barely know lifesteal from s5 and before does that mean you do not know purple duo? š„ŗ your poor subz!!
i was being a little sarcastic and silly teehee, i knowww s4 is important to subz characterization cause for my warden arc fic i briefly checked out some of his previous season stuff (and in bacons warden video s4 like. haunts bacons idolization of subz) and thats when he fixes up spawnā¦did i look into his team relations or much moreā¦no. it was a bacon centric fic who was supposed to be an unreliable narrator!! thats a good enough excuse right ? insert cry emoji
and u wont believe me but i did remember vitalasy!! hes like so purple its the exlipses whole thing, but i did not remember how to spell his name soā¦other people it was pls forgive me
iāve mentioned this in another post but i technically havent done a whole lot of subz characterization or really cared to (outside the warden arc),,, seeing as my fic focused on bacon the like only real things i took to note for subz was how other people viewed him andd subzs own warden arc video. i made brief mentions to previous seasons in the fic but i kinda assumed s4 (besides the spawn savior stuff cause of stupid bacon) was kinda too separated from s6 to call back too much. im also a make shit up girly, i said in fic that bacon liked destorying spawn in s4 and thats assumption was made by looking at his s4 video titles and thumbnails alone lol its why i tag not canon compliant so yeah,,,sorry </3
do you have thoughts and/or feelings about the eclipse federation........
i wish i did,,,,i know subz is there!! and pzam and some other ppl!! but the only reason i know this is cause im an avid "once i run out of fandom fics that have my favs in it i read basically anything and everything" girl and not because i know much about them,,,,also s4 would probably be up there with my least know about seasons overall, anything past s5 gets blended together into " yeah that probably happened sometime early" (see: the cleansing and the wormhole as examples), and i dont even know that much about s5 either!
do YOU have any thoughts about the eclipse federation,,,any urges to convince people to go back and get into that team and time?! if so,,,feel free to ask again or anything else,,if you want
i need to get back into mainstream lifesteal rambling instead of just keeping all my ideas in my head and then forgetting them. i want to ramble i want people to ramble to me about their thoughts about lifesteal i want to be wrong and cringe but free sighs sadly the art fight demons call, and schoolwork, so instead of having rambles in my ask box i just sit here sadly wishing i had cool characterization thoughts to offer
i think i need to go back to my roots and remember to be cringe is to be free and my fics dont have to be perfect characterization wise or even good i can just write fics and be happy with it i dont have to know everything ever to write a 4k word fic its okay
Oh, Lifesteal, how I love that a core part of your experience is suicide....
i think a lot of people including me like to detach the real life impact of the lifesteal smp while engaging with the characters, but along the way i think people forget that lifesteal is ultimately real. Sure, it can be used as a medium for storylines and characters, but itās real first and turned into a story second (ex. subz and the āwarden arcā, and this pz ls world situation).
Its not a scripted smp, sometimes things dont work out and sometimes feelings get hurt because they are people first, messy and complicated people, and characters second for the most part in lifesteal. Lifesteal often blends this line of reality and roleplay and it can often end up hurting people because of it; Lifesteal is as real and fake as youāll take it. Not in a parasocial way, but in the way it impacts its creators.
I said in an earlier post that lifesteal is a messy as you make it out to be, and i think people often take the easy out of viewing everything as roleplay and content when lifesteal at its core is real.
Does anyone know the lifesteal rules perchanceā¦
ā¬ļøguy whoās really confused
not me but perhaps someone does ! ive only watched oli so far and he only has a vague idea of the rules askjhdks anyone watching can maybe reply?
Lifesteal World is a 2-week long server event taking place between Season 7 and Season 8. It started on 3pm EST on June 7th, 2026, and will
The wiki is truly awesome when it comes to rules, theres a whole Lifesteal World page specifically for general Lifesteal smp rules + the modifications (extra) rules for Lifesteal smp world! Includes banned items/etiquette, and teams there as well, i love the lifesteal smp wiki ā¤ļø
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