[addy-dust43]

How can I stop eating, Im like 16 and 170lbs I need help soon and my girlfriend is telling me Im fine but I don’t feel fine yk

Im gonna say this is day one of like starting to lose weight

[zxlofttt]

When you start S/H at a young age and so now you have a habit of looking at people's arms, legs, or thighs to see if they did/do it too<<<<<<

[addy-dust43]

Reall

[luhvrlis-deactivated20250712]

big 4

[addy-dust43]

Like other apps suck-like snap, insta, and TikTok DONT amuse me

[tiffanyrayxoxo]

[addy-dust43]

Literally.

[ibelieveinunicornz]

"what's ur snap" shut up ask for my number you fucking loser

[addy-dust43]

like be fuckin for real

[addy-dust43]

My biggest flex

I quit

[addy-dust43]

starting to feel like I live on the bus

[addy-dust43]

How was your day today?

Has anyone took the time to ask you yet?

I know it’s ok no one asked me too,

It only take one fricking secound to ask that question to make the person your asking feel joy you care.

Take that one second out of your day to not ruin someone’s life.

[addy-dust43]

I walked into school today and some girl was kissing this other girls shoe and then kicked the girl on the grounds face and she started laughing and……

I just look at that and I’m like why the fuck would anyone do that to another person

But I don’t really care anymore because once I’m out of this place what will her pain matter to me

Like an I right or just having weird thoughts???

[addy-dust43]

Does anyone not have socials like TikTok, insta, or like snap, and will randomly go into tumblr when everyone else goes on there phones?

[addy-dust43]

We are all slowly dying

So who gives a frickle stick

[addy-dust43]

Scrolling on tumblr is like so making me wanna do everything bad all at once lol

[addy-dust43]

I feel the longer I don’t do it

The harder it gets

Not doing it

[addy-dust43]

Away with the layers of skin I’ve forged for years

With one swipe that removed my tears

On my arm the cold tears absorb into my thin skin

Letting the bubbles of blood to run

I’m out of breath in this relay

Where all I can run is home

But home doesn’t feel like home anymore

When your escape is now a prison

No room to move

No control

I’m searched every second for something I don’t have

With I wish I had a map

So I could finally find the home I wish

So maybe my thin skin will find its once again layers



[addy-dust43]

Dear mum

With all my heart i dearly love you

I wish I spent more time with you today

Stopped hiding in my space and joined you

Because maybe my daywould have been better

You always open my blinds to shine light on me

To show I’m not so little

You make me happy inside

I wish I could return that favour

But it’s very hard

You see mum I’m sad

Nothing is going my way

Which is a selfish thing to say

I wish you a way to a better future

With just a memory of my

Im nothing special

I’m a rock in a lake full of millions of others

You can’t call me special

Or so I say you dare not

Cuase nothing I do makes me worthy of that tittle

Mum I hope you understand

There is many things I’ve never spoke to you

How I actually feel inside

And still will never do

Forever I shall hold my secrets

Except one

How I proceed with these feelings

By making them on my body

I show them through feeling physically

Cause I’m a dumb teen who thinks that’s a good way to process my emotions

At least I found a hobby

I love you mummy

Don’t ever forget that

[addy-dust43]

You say you love me and that we will never fall apart

You say that in the end we will be happier

When all this passes

With everyone’s fears

I have fears

What makes her feeling about us more important

You say we will talk soon

But what if I never get that call back

Or that text

What if somthing happens while your gone

What if you don’t answer my calls or texts

What if your I love yous were staged

And it was all a lie

All this what ifs makes me die inside

I think you love me

Cause I love you

But what’s the case if that’s no so true

Your secrets you say have been forgotten

Baby I love you so much

I just hope you love me back so we will never fall apart

[addy-dust43]

big dreams

from your view, you would see a beautiful girl, a straight-A student, with gorgeous blonde hair that matched her personality, and a smile that took down a room.

she was an honest girl, who had hopes and dreams to leave her town to be something big in this world.

but no one ever cared to actually see her and not her beauty, or read into her story,

no one ever looked beyond her smile,

because if you did you would have seen tear-stained cheeks, that felt the same as the blood that ran down her arms and legs,

at least, in the end, she got her one wish,

to leave her town to be something big in this world.