my boy toy and i just broke up. we still love eachother, which hurts because now i cant get over it. i wish we fought and ended up hating eachother so i could move on. but i cant and im in so much pain
everyone at school thinks u guys hate eachother. constantly fighting and trying to one up eachothers' grades on tests and projects. but little do they know, u have been messing around with eachother the entire time. dick sucking, handjobs, cumshots. the whole shabang. yikes
synopsis: childhood bsfs! megumi and yuji have been inseparable from the day they met at four years old. now, at sixteen, the two are juniors at jujutsu high and things could not be any more different. yuji, on the baseball team and popular with the ladies, seemed at odds with his broody best friend, who had become an infamous troublemakerāgetting into fights, but not without good reason. nonetheless, anyone with eyes could see that yuji loved megumi and megumi loved yuji. whether it was platonic or romantic, though, no one could tell. yuji knew what he wanted: a girlfriend. megumi? not so much. but when a new student from the countryside moves in and takes megumi's side in the baseball stands every monday and thursday, how will yuji react? who is this nobara, and why is she making his bsf laugh when he's supposed to be looking at him?
life through his pen - a collection of letters
author's note: hi everyone! this is my first work, so i hope you guys like it. english is my first language, but sometimes it feels like its not so please excuse any mistakes lol. this is based on a blurb (?) i wrote literally last night. if you want to get a feel for what's coming check it out here!
currently listening to: i need your love ft. ellie goulding. wc:1.9k
the garage door slammed shut and running a hand through strands of pink hair, yuji itadori laid his tired eyes upon an old cardboard box: one that held evidence of his third year of high school. How long has it been since then? gosh, he didnāt know. without much thought, he flipped open the top and reached inside. A limp smile lined his wrinkled face as his fingers glided over the destroyed cover of an old spiderman notebookā¦
August 16, 2018
hey diary??? Its me, yuji. but im sure u knew that already. anyways its been years since i last wrote in this. I hope you didnāt miss me much. I think the last time we ātalkedā was back in the 7th grade when megumi and i got grounded for skipping sixth period. I still stand by our decision. Its not everyday that a new human earthworm movie comes out! just saying. so, today is our first day of school, and i swear im gonna make this our best year yet. megumi said heād be here by 8, so i gtg. but maybe ill update you later. see ya
update: today was pretty solid. megumi and i only have like 3 classes togther, but its fine cuz i made a shit ton of friends today. theres this guy, todo! hes chill and he says we are gonna be great friends because we have the same type in girls.. idk isnāt that kinda weird? whatever, things will be fine. I honestly hope megumi makes some friends this year, i hate to see him alone all the time. now that i think about it, todo and panda already invited me out, soĀ ill have to cancel plans with M after all. Its fine tho, i think tsumiki is coming home from college this weekend.Ā
September 22, 2018
coach says tryouts are next week, but iām too stressed to even think about it right now. everyday after school, i wait at the tree, only for megumi to never show up. seriously what is going on? so as any good friend does, I check up on him. I went to his 6th period and he wasn't even there! by this point im panicking, bc where the hell could he be? But then i see the teacherās face and i know exactly what happened. Why does he do this to me? trust that when i see him in my nightmares i'll make sure to give him a piece of my mind. when i got to the principals office, whaddaya know, there he is sitting on the plastic bench with ice to his knuckles. the jerk decided to beat some kid up for a reason he "refuses to disclose." fine. do as you want, but donāt come crawling back to me when u finally get hurt.
September 24, 2018
im losing my mind. tryouts are closer than ever and i havenāt talked to my best friend in two days. the longest weve ever gone was like 24 hours when he got sick in elementary and i snuck over, only for us to both end up with the flu. no complaints though, we stayed up all night in his bed playing super mario bros! damn. i really do miss him. he thinks im mad at him for wednesday, but i just havent gotten around to seeing him with the occult club activities this week. I see him in class in his ripped blue jeans and i wonder how he pays the girls floating around him no attention. he thinks IM covered in chicks?? no, UR covered in chicks. either way, none of us have ever bagged. guess we both suck with the ladies. wait im honestly just going to shoot him a text, maybe invite him over so we can fix this yk
September 28,2018
get this: tryouts are tomorrow and I havenāt slept in a day. not that bad? NOO. actually, horrible. megumi and i are good now and heās been sleeping over to help me practice, but its just not enough. Sure, we grind for like 2 hours but then when its time to go to bed, we stay up all night talking, playing pranks on todo, or with me trying to convince him to make me his famous meatballs. hey, im a growing boy and he really should be feeding me more. anyway like i said, not a wink of shut eye. I hope god hears our prayers, or that gojo bribes the coach with his position. thanks megumi, ur "caregiver" is a real one.Ā all jokes, please don't take me
September 29, 2018
guess who just made it to the varsity baseball team? me! me! me! megs says he knew i could do it, to which i laughed in his face. before he dropped me off, he told me, and i quote āIāll be here when it doesnāt work out.ā gee, thanks bro. after tryouts i saw some of the girls from the sophomore class looking at us as we walked home. I think kurusu likes him, maybe ill bring it up at dinner
September 30, 2018
yeah that was stupid. hes really not into her
October 20, 2018
I love seeing him in the stands, it means a lot. I told him he didnāt have to wait for me afterschool anymore and he just shrugged and told me he didnāt mind waiting, which is funny, because last time i checked heās hella impatient. guess im just special like that, huh? I do my best when i know hes looking, which feels like all the time. and if i hit a homerun i look up just to make sure he saw. of course, every single time, he does too. I like to think that we know eachother like the back of our hands, and im determined to keep it that way forever. or for as long as heāll have me. I have other friends, like inumaki or panda, but none compare to him. I truly think hes my soulmate, has been since we were 4. my best friend.Ā
October 22, 2018
I think megumi might be gay? actually iām not sure. todo met him for the first time yesterday and when he asked his type, he wasnāt really specific and kinda left the door open for anyone. either way, i still care about him and want him to be happy. although, i will say a part of my heart will probably break the day he gets a girlfriend. he's supposed to be mine forever haha!
November 14, 2018
Thanksgiving is coming up, but im not in the holiday spirit. sure, i have plenty of friends but there is only one that matters. there is only one who sneaks out with me at night, one that lets me drag him to the theaters, and one that fights people at the skatepark for me. before you say it, ik. I was pretty pissed that he got himself destroyed, but he promised me he would stop, so i guess ill back off. like i said previously, every monday and thursday, rain or shine, he waits for me in the stands until practice is over. I look forward to the moments after practice when we run to the convenience store and he complains about the way i smell. Its comfortable banter, the rhythm of our relationship. so when i tell u i want nobara dead, i mean it. she's some hillbilly from the countryside who moved to our class last week. as the class representative, I usually come up to them and introduce them to our school. thatās how i make some good friends. Its all about connections, baby. so, back to what i was saying. Yes, i hate her. at first she was sweet, until she set her sights on my best friend. you know how megumi usually keeps to himself? ya, so not anymore, i guess.Ā i was overjoyed when she started to talk to him in class because i want him to get along with more people. but then she started popping up EVERYWHERE. It began with class, then moved to lunch, and then megumi started going to her house afterschool instead of mine. thatās cool, thatās fine. what really hurt me though, was when she started entering the sacred space that was the baseball stands. two became three and before i knew it, our exchanged smiles after homeruns were gone. I would look for megumiās approval every time, only to see him engrossed in whatever she was saying. since she came around, m and i havenāt hung out nearly as much. And tbh it seems to be affecting me way more than its affecting him. I now realize how fucked it was for me to ditch plans with him to hang with todo somewhere. If only i knew what i knew now, I would do everything over again.Ā
November 22, 2018
Its Thanksgiving, and iām grateful for my family. Im currently in my bed as i write this, mourning memories of past thanksgivings with megumi. this is actually the first thanksgiving weāve spent apart. Iām not gonna lie to you, iām pretty sure hes with nobara right now. I heard them making plans before we went on thanksgiving break. I wonder if hes into her? I guess thereās no more time for āusā anymore. If it werenāt for her, would we still be together?Ā
June 10, 2018
today, I received a letter.I think I just heard my heart break.
to relive those memories was both a painful and sweet experience. by now, yuji had taken his place on the bench of the garage, and time just passed him by. he liked to think he was out there for an hour, but in actuality it was probably two. even with his pink hair growing alongside white strands, he could still recall the way he cried the night of the tenth of June. rummaging through the cardboard box, he found it: two tickets to Human Earthworm 5 taped to a photo of two boys with toothless grins. ādramatic,ā he thought. before he could put the items away where they belong, slow footsteps approached him. sheepishly, he looked up to see megumi with his arms crossed and lips pursed. āyou do realize we are 30 minutes late to the baby shower, right?ā shamelessly, the 68 year old smiled at his husband, and let out a meek āsorry baby.ā maybe things worked out, after all.
all done! yay š
(sorry guys it was lowk angst, but its a good brief ending)
childhood bsfs megumi and yuji were inseparable from the day they met at jujutsu preschool. baby yuji was the happy-go-lucky boy of their little class, who had everyone wanting to play with him. On the other hand, baby megumi was the new kid who was lonely and too shy to make friends. At lunch, baby megumi ate alone until baby yuji grabbed his hand and smiled wide, asking if he wanted to play with him. the rest was history, and by the time they were in highschool, it was impossible to see one without the other. 16 year old yuji was popular with the ladies, on the school's baseball team, and always dragging his bsf to showings of Human Earthworm. 16 year old megumi was a bit of a troublemaker, fighting jealous guys who said unkind things about yuji and always getting berated by him. Yuji had baseball practice every Monday and Thursday, so megumi always stayed afterschool to wait for him. Some days he would read a book, and on others, he would catch up on homework. Headphones in, megumi would watch yuji from the stands and roll his eyes whenever he hit a homerun and yuji would flash him a big smile, one that read: "did you see that!!" Without a doubt, anyone could see that yuji loved megumi and megumi loved yuji. whether it was platonic or romantic, though, no one could tell. megumi didn't care about gender when it came to love, but yuji was convinced that girls with big asses were where it's at. When megumi started seeing his best friend differently, he held himself back, knowing that yuji would never reciprocate, after all, there he is surrounded by girls and here megumi is, sitting in the shade just waiting for him. megumi never minded. If anything, he was okay with waiting forever. Having yuji by his side was enough for him. But when a new girl from the countryside moves in and takes megumi's side in the stands every monday and thursday, how will yuji react? Who is this nobara, and why is she making his bsf laugh when he's supposed to be looking at him?
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