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a pinned, bcs i didnt have one.

MY CURRENT COMM AVAILABILITY IS: ACTIVELY ON HIATUS.

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i am rex. or horses. or adjobj / adjective object.. kr any number of my aliases. whatevs.

i am, at the time of writing, a 28 yr old (born '97) nonbinary lesbian butch bastard, freelance illustrator, and music hobbyist. i like one layer painting, bright colours, weird animals, and 💜 women 💜

they/he/it/xe/ona.

here is my TOS and here is my price sheet.

here is my linkzone, where you can find where else i am at.

here is my storefront, where you can get you some clothes n other shit.

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no real dni. i block if i aint feeling it. im not making a huge list of things because it isnt productive or helpful

i am incredibly tired and tend to sporadically appear and vanish a lot.

working on things again - please note this is both visually and auditorially abrasive

#music: complete #alias: flickersnap

happy pride.

this is one of my most personal releases in a long time. a series of reflections on hard sadomasochism and what that means to me; how it has been an instrumental tool of healing, and the various sensations it brings.

volume warning - also, at ~6:55 there is an abrupt increase of sound after a quiet moment.

#music: complete #alias: FLICKERSNAP #Bandcamp

here is a new text post, since its been a while. hi !

i have a new laptop now, and its been working out wonderfully.

thank you for being patient with me. :0)

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some warm harsh noise improv that turned into a very personal reflection on masochism + the peace it provides me.

#music: complete #alias: FLICKERSNAP

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we fightin !

this one for gravelcore

we fightin !

this one for gravelcore

#AF: aliased #AF: attacks

well well well

its buster !!! she finally got the ref update shes so badly needed for ages now. woo ! just in time for artfight.

#personal: aliased #personal: refs #sona: buster

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hello ! im rex, a nonbinary lesbian stuck in florida. like countless other trans adults, my hrt care was abruptly stripped from me with the passing of SB 254, after being on T with 0 problem for 3 years. being very visibly trans, on top of the awful situation my family has been dealing with for 18 years now, is making staying here impossible.

besides continuing my care in peace, escape will Also allow myself and my family to be free from the grasp of our excruciatingly abusive grandfather, whos verbal and extreme financial abuse has gotten vastly worse in the last ~2 years after the loss of my grandmother.

this all comes to: the laptop i use currently for paid work is very, very old. it has been fighting me with clip studio a Lot lately, which makes comms really frustrating to work on. so, i am trying to save for one that is stronger that can handle what i need it to, in order to speed my work process up and be able to help further in getting us the fuck out of here. we have a rough goal of around august on wanting to start actually leaving, but there is wiggle room.

my kofi is here; it has a goal set, as well as a shop with two bases available for purchase: https://ko-fi.com/adjobj

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MASSIVE UPDATE: MY TWIN SISTER HAS MADE THE GFM. we figure the sooner we start gathering shit and preparing Now, the less trouble we'll have later.

its right here:

Hi, I’m Kasey, but most of you online probably know me as “Kitty-tama”. I’ve b… Kasey Jordan needs your support for Help Kasey and Family M

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we have hit $500 already...!!!!! yall are absolutely incredible ;;___;;

if stuff stays at this pace, we'll no doubt be able to jet by our ideal time frame.

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we have been stuck at $673 2day, but thats still an awesome place to have reached !

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we are still at $673 today. my laptop fund has an update, though ! we now have $103.79 put away for that. my laptop is running very low on space atm, in the red; i am tryin to clear out and uninstall what i can to very little effect. i would Really like to get ahold of tht upgrade as soon as i feasibly can (particularly for being able to work and thus help with survival money ie groceries) but i understand i am asking for a lot here 🙇💦

thank you for being patient with me and my family through all of this. today was really, really bad and we're really exhausted.

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for transparency, $200 of the pool had to go towards getting my mom a new oxygen machine. last night, my grandfather kept berating and harrassing and screaming at her until she cried (MORE THAN ONCE) for her current machine, a portable one not intended for long-term use shes forced to use atm, being ""too loud""; if my siblings and i cant hear it in our room with our door shut at night just across the hall, theres no way he can with His door shut halfway across the house... anyway, the new machine is on its way to us.

he just keeps getting meaner and i am sick of him treating her like garbage over a fucking oxygen machine shes forced to use because her old full-sized one *almost exploded and could have killed us*. god.

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things have only gotten worse.

huge screaming match over a tiny laundry error. i got insulted for it when it was something i didnt even do. my dad jumped to my moms defense because he couldnt stand hearing her be screamed at, it was a whole thing, he now has left down the road.

my concern is him threatening us with eviction or something at this rate.

he also has been ominously talking about no longer wanting two cars. our car is in his name because he tricked us way back; a long story. hes an absolute control freak and if he does this, it WILL limit our ability to go anywhere or leave the house at all.

i am exhausted. i am trying so hard. i can only do so much.

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wed been managing to hold on for a while with things, while immensely stressful, still being... okay. extremely tight and bad, but tolerable, barely.

today, i was woken up by a screaming argument - he is demanding we somehow cough up $300 by today because we "dont pay rent", despite us paying for literally everything else to keep us ALL afloat. this has genuinely never been brought up until just now, not once has he ever tried to communicate that to us, just . he dropped it like an anvil on us with no warning. nothing.

i genuinely am at a loss of what to do. im so exhausted and angry. i dont know anymore. i wish i had better updates to give but i dont.

a set of icon commz for @shawslayer ! these were a total blast. i experimented with some new shading techniques ive been practicing, and theyll def be the new standard moving forward. :0)

#comm: icons #comm: aliased