any body free tonight, i wanna check out the bottom of the ocean but not alone
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any body free tonight, i wanna check out the bottom of the ocean but not alone
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I hope one day you wake up not bearing that heavy feeling anymore.
so apparently sleeping doesnāt make your problems go away. I woke up and everything still sucked. shocked and upset
Disappointed but not surprised
how can i put this?
i fucking hate shooting up but itās also my favorite thing to do
*keeps all my drugs on me just in case*
āIām starting to get bad again. Iām starting to get sad again. Iām replacing feelings with sex again. Iām replacing everything with drugs again. Why does this keep happening? Why canāt I be happy? Why is everything shit again? Why canāt I breathe again? Because of all those pills I took Because of all the whiskey Because of all those hits I took. Because of all the needles. Because of all the cuts. Iām getting dizzy, fuck itās blurry. I feel like I am trapped. I know Iām getting bad again⦠Someone make it stopā¦ā
ā 8 am and i havenāt slept (via sexizeee)
bpd culture is going from addiction to addiction. maybe you quit self harming but you start smoking. maybe you quit drinking but you get into drugs. weāre all desperate for something to take the pain away
āDrugs fucked my life up more than they got me fucked up.ā
ā excerpt from my journal 4-6-19
āAs I grow older, I pay less attention to what people say. I just watch what they do.ā
ā Andrew Carnegie
āIām on tumblr all the time because i need constant reassurance that iām not the only one failing at life.ā
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Tumblr isn't social media, it's a habit. Like smoking. We're all gathering by the dumpster in the cold, reblogging posts.
This is the friendship post. If you reblog this we're now friends.
Me: I should message my mutuals, I want them to know i want to be friends
Also me: actually im just gonna like a post they reblogged and hope they get the hint
one time i was trying to dirty talk with my ex boyfriend and i started saying āiāve been a very bad girlā and he said āwhy what have you done?ā and i didnt know what to say next so i just said āiāve burnt down a houseā
āSorry Iām being a bitch, I havenāt done my drugs yetā
ā My literal life (via cokey-doke)