💎No❄Doze💨

(Jordan Adrian Luhv) Heaven can quit searching for their fallen angel now. Turns out I'm just a devil that dreamed of standing next to God

[taquito]

any body free tonight, i wanna check out the bottom of the ocean but not alone

[reversewerewolf]

😦

[okay]

I hope one day you wake up not bearing that heavy feeling anymore.

[meanplastic]

so apparently sleeping doesn’t make your problems go away. I woke up and everything still sucked. shocked and upset

[sarah-smokes-blunts]

Disappointed but not surprised

[druggie-disaster]

how can i put this?

i fucking hate shooting up but it’s also my favorite thing to do

[veedynasty]

*keeps all my drugs on me just in case*

[glitterrails]

“I’m starting to get bad again. I’m starting to get sad again. I’m replacing feelings with sex again. I’m replacing everything with drugs again. Why does this keep happening? Why can’t I be happy? Why is everything shit again? Why can’t I breathe again? Because of all those pills I took Because of all the whiskey Because of all those hits I took. Because of all the needles. Because of all the cuts. I’m getting dizzy, fuck it’s blurry. I feel like I am trapped. I know I’m getting bad again… Someone make it stop…”

— 8 am and i haven’t slept (via sexizeee)

[garden-of-growth]

bpd culture is going from addiction to addiction. maybe you quit self harming but you start smoking. maybe you quit drinking but you get into drugs. we’re all desperate for something to take the pain away

[lsd-thetriptowhere]

[nicolethedopefiendqueen]

“Drugs fucked my life up more than they got me fucked up.”

— excerpt from my journal 4-6-19

[thoughtkick]

“As I grow older, I pay less attention to what people say. I just watch what they do.”

— Andrew Carnegie

[poetry-siir]

“I’m on tumblr all the time because i need constant reassurance that i’m not the only one failing at life.”

—

[jonpertwee]

Tumblr isn't social media, it's a habit. Like smoking. We're all gathering by the dumpster in the cold, reblogging posts.

[infinity-and-dreams]

This is the friendship post. If you reblog this we're now friends.

[san1tarium-deactivated20220109]

Me: I should message my mutuals, I want them to know i want to be friends

Also me: actually im just gonna like a post they reblogged and hope they get the hint

[nutstroker-deactivated20151022]

one time i was trying to dirty talk with my ex boyfriend and i started saying ‘i’ve been a very bad girl’ and he said ‘why what have you done?’ and i didnt know what to say next so i just said ‘i’ve burnt down a house’

[vanity-sickness]

[basslinejunkieee]

“Sorry I’m being a bitch, I haven’t done my drugs yet”

— My literal life (via cokey-doke)