𝅄❀ L♡VESICKNESS

“ heads rolling for the one i AD♡RE! ”

[aeipawthy]

⠀𖧁୧ ⠀ kitty ⠀～ ⠀ 17 ⠀ ⑅ ⠀she / her ⠀ ⊹ ⠀ RDML

⠀schizo + BPD ⠀ ❀ ⠀ DNF if ... NSFW & lolisho

an abandoned kitty sitting by your doorstep ... you gave her some leftovers & left her be, but now she refuses to leave. she won’t budge until you accept her into your life permanently, hissing & scratching at anyone else who walks by.

this blog serves as a diary of sorts, letting out my most obsessive, lovesick thoughts & feelings out to a crowd of internet monsters. i primarily consider this a yanblr & BPD blog, so expect posts relating to that. most of my disorderly rambling are meant in a ‘fictional’ sense & are directed towards my ‘F/Os’ but i do not truly consider them fictional in any sense. in this reality, though, i am single.

about myself, for those wondering ... you may call me kitty & treat me as such, as i am forever binded by a chain-like leash that anyone is free to grab. i am currently 17 years old & use she/her pronouns. i consider myself lesbian & find no interest in those who identify exclusively as a man. if you wish to know more about me, please send me a letter through my inbox!

my only set boundaries are to refrain from following if you are a primarily NSFW blog or consider yourself a kodocon in any way. do refrain from being sexual within the reblogs of my posts as well, it makes me uncomfortable. try to limit interaction if you are under 16 as well, please! you may interact, but do not attempt to befriend me.

[aeipawthy]

Dinner @ Brasserie Zédel — Luvcat

[cardiac-arresting-sweetheart]

— cat-themed yandere ask game. ♡

kitten ♡ who was your first darling? are you still in touch?

house cat ♡ what kind of attention do you want from your darling? how do you try to get it?

stray cat ♡ how do you feel when your darling interacts with others? do you try to isolate them?

big cat ♡ do you want to control your darling? how much? what would you want to control?

wildcat ♡ what are some fantasies you have about your darling? what about the darkest ones?

purring ♡ what are your top love languages?

sunbathing ♡ what would be your ideal date or hangout with your darling?

hissing ♡ are you jealous or possessive when it comes to your darling? if so, what makes you jealous or possessive?

biting ♡ does your obsession make you violent or aggressive? if so, in what way?

hunting ♡ how do you tend to get or find a new darling?

scratching ♡ how do you cope with any toxic urges you have related to your darling?

meowing ♡ how do you express your love to your darling, if at all?

pouncing ♡ do you stalk your darling? if so, how?

claws ♡ how do you react to any obstacles between you and your darling? what about if they cheated on you or broke a promise?

whiskers ♡ how close are you with your darling?

collar ♡ what's the worst thing you would do for your darling?

catnip ♡ what are your favorite things about your darling?

pawprints ♡ what are your favorite memories with your darling?

night vision ♡ do you ever have dreams about your darling? if so, what have they been?

[nemonedoll]

i wouldn't mind wearing a collar with your name on it.

[aeipawthy]

might add tags later for posts dedicated to my specific darlings ... i’ll do it based off of an animal i see them as, since initials would make it obvious, fufufu. besides, i see them as my pets, anyway. a dog for him, a cat for them, a lamb for her. how cute would that be?

[prisoner001]

you can isolate me I don't mind infact I encourage it! Who needs friends when I could be yours?

[aeipawthy]

thinking about you is better than any medication that could fix me! i’m sick without you, i’m lost without you, i’m nothing without you.

please stay with me! it’s the only way i’ll feel well again, it’s the only way i’ll feel found again, it’s the only way i’ll feel worth again.

[l0ve-taste]

[l0vesickwolf]

If you think I’m ever letting you go your very wrong dearest

[dolldevoted-deactivated20260504]

i want to be your favorite toy . tell me i'm your favorite . tell me you’ll never throw me away . please tell me you’ll never get bored of me

[aeipawthy]

[torrentedlove]

your eyes reflect my being.

though i detest mirrors, religiously recoiling from glass view — spitting a facade, an interwoven menagerie of lies, befitting others.

the depth beneath your pupil, presenting the me buried beneath foreign gaze, embed what has been borne by your love.

[aeipawthy]

woke up to my notifications from this blog blowing up ... hello, yanblr! why are you on the aeipawthy, even?

[kyupuri]

tear my guts out—i love you！

[aeipawthy]

why couldn’t you love me like i loved you? when did you stop loving me so much? what could i have done to make you love me again?

[aeipawthy]

[aeipawthy]

those people disgust me. how could they think about you like that? they could never adore you like i do, not in the slightest, so don’t entertain their delusions! we both know what we need; i’m the only one you need & you’re the only one i need. tell me i’m the only one you need! tell me over & over until it hurts, then show me i’m the only one you need! prove it to me, prove it to everyone deluding themselves over you, prove it to the universe & beyond just as i have.