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Caring was a currency. Something people would spend rapidly. Throwing it out as though they were dropping pennies down a well. Crossing their fingers and wishing. It seemed as though everyone did. But she knew that it was unattainable. Caring broke you. Wishes never did come true. So why be blind?

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#❝ι wonder ιғ yoυ noтιced тнeм―MUSIC❞#❝ѕeт aвlaze тo all aroυnd yoυ―MUSINGS❞

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Hey... Sweetie.

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loveandlilies :

lilith paused as she felt someone take her arm and it took all of her restraint to not want to burn their skin. turning her head to see who the hell had put their hands on her she looked the girl over. she a regular that she recognized but had never taken the time to learn the name of. that list was very short. for a moment the demon didn’t understand why she had done this, or why she thought it might be a good idea.

she looked over her with stern look before seeing the other’s eyes cut to the the crowd. then she realized what she was doing. she understood the tactic. she truly did. she however didn’t have the patience to help deliver such an evasive tactic. “oh i’m doing great.” she said at a normal level before bringing her voice back down. “of all the people here why would you choose someone who has things to do?” she muttered with a tilt of her head. “do you plan on continuing this all night? because by grabbing my arm instead of the pathetic fellow over there, you just awakened the lesbians kink in them.”

“You’re intimidating. And that guy” Tilting her head in the direction of the other she lifts a brow. “Looks like he’d lose a fight against a wet noodle. I saw a clear option and went for it.” Shrugging a shoulder lazily Reyna looks into the crowd. "And Jaeki isn’t here so I can’t hide behind my usual excuse. Also, you’re busy so it gives me an excuse to just gravitate around you.” Letting her arm go she slides her hands into the pockets of her jacket. “Not much longer. I just need an excuse to not leave at the same time as him.”

Looking at Lilith she sighs. “I’ll owe you one.” She wasn’t sure how useful the words were. But it was better than nothing. Considering she spent the majority of her free time at the club she knew it would be easy to locate her to cash in on the favor. Glancing back through the crowd she allows her eyes to settle on the back of the figures head before turning her gaze away. Perhaps she’d lept too deep into the rebound pool. “I’m a hassle I know. My deepest apologies.”

#❝Hey... Sweetie―Lilith❞#❝тear everyone down υnтιl only eмpтιneѕѕ reмaιnѕ―PARA❞#❝Convo One―Romano❞#❝p:―Lilith❞#❝You're the worst―Lilith❞

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SOS

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luckygcm :

a trip to the grocery store was the last thing that gemma planned on doing on her day off. she already despised the task, but the need of actually eating was pretty high on the list. so with basket in hand she wandered aisles until her path was interrupted by a small human. “i’m jax.” he said. his small voice made her smile. he reminded her of her brothers. they weren’t his age anymore, but she remembered them they way.

“i’m gemma.” she responded as she looked around the aisle to see if there was some desperate parent looking for a wandering boy. a chuckle rolled from her lips as jax started to ask about her tattoos. when she had looked up she saw who must be responsible for him approaching. “no, no. don’t apologize.” she reassured with a shake of her head. “he’s cute. can i assume that you play the role of the fun aunt?” she asked with a smile. gem typically had a likable charm, but she tended to bump it up for beautiful girls. “a minute ago he kindly introduced himself as jax. can i get your name?”

“Of course he did.” Smiling Reyna shakes her head. “He’s really into this thing where he introduces himself with a different name. Don’t believe him. He’s a liar... Which is probably my fault.” It was one of the reasons she felt herself panicking whenever she got a call from her brother that he’d be sending him to visit. She knew full well that being a surgeon and lawyer were demanding jobs. She just couldn’t understand why they couldn’t just hire a sitter, or drop them off with their parents.

“This is Casey. Who is really into imitating his father. Can’t say I blame him. I am the cool aunt, obviously, I’m a lot cooler than his dad.” Extending her hand she grins. “Reyna.” She didn’t get the appeal Casey found. Perhaps it was simply because Jax and their parents were completely different.”Oh but don’t let him fool you. He draws you in with that cute little expression and next thing you know. You’ve spent a large chunk of your paycheck on his York addiction.” Looking down at him she sighs. “Or I just love spoiling him.”

#❝SOS―Gemma❞#❝тear everyone down υnтιl only eмpтιneѕѕ reмaιnѕ―PARA❞#❝Convo One―Lin❞#❝p:―Gemma❞#❝La douleur exquise―Gemma❞

briar-williams :

The blonde stares at the young woman, with a sheer curiosity shone from her eyes. She was intrigued by merely her presence. Right at that moment, a waiter served a plate of fish and chip in front of her, distracting her from her earlier thoughts. Her mouth was watering at such a glorious sight and followed by a soft growl coming from her empty stomach. She pursed her lips slightly, before bringing her attention back to her.

“–I –sure. I could use some company, if you don’t mind..”

She offered the other her wide and easy grin.

“–I’m Briar, by the way..”

Glancing at the Waiter Reyna drums her fingers on the table grinning “The usual Wes” She was glad the girl didn’t have any other questions to ask her.

“Don’t worry poppet. I never mind. That’s the beauty of life. Meeting new people.”

Meeting new people was something she’d become accustomed to. Pushing herself into a picture. Only to erase herself from the picture. She’d gotten used to it over the years. The countless relocations could do that. But there wasn’t much she could complain about now. After all, she was finally standing on her own. Feet firmly planted in a familiar location. Something she longed for her entire life.

“Reyna.”

#❝тнιѕ acнιng eмpтy ғeelιng―CONVO❞#❝Convo One―Williams❞#❝c:―Briar❞

the vampire shrugs, resting both hands on the table. “ could be better but still, i have all the time in the world to make it better, ” he smirks. he tilts his head to the side. when was the last time he’d seen her? the last time he’d sat face to face with her, even?

“ reyna, ” he starts, the name familiar on his tongue. “ and you? how have you been? ”

“Very true.” Rubbing her arm she smiles. Had it been long since she’d seen him? The years seemed to be blending together. Reyna wasn’t sure. But it felt like a century. Everything seemed to calm down when she looked across the table. As if nothing mattered. Everything seemed so small when the impossible happened. And sitting with Ardan always felt like the impossible.

“Could be better.” Looking down she chuckles. “I had a really good thing. But I got scared and fucked it up.”

#❝тнιѕ acнιng eмpтy ғeelιng―CONVO❞#❝Convo One―Coldwell❞#❝c:―Ardan❞#❝Dancing with the devil―Ardan❞

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A Quick Riff

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feng--su :

“I always thought music sounds better when you can identify with it,” He nearly blurts out the sentence. It’s not usual for him to feel so strongly toward things, but the sound of a singer, it’s something that causes some feeling to bubble up, and it’s one he can hardly control. “That was perfect.” He comments then, eyes alight with a flame that is usually dulled.

“I’d honestly like to hear it. Here,” He fishes into his pocket where he conjures his cell-phone and quickly taps away to find him memo’s (which he is sure he’s the only one that uses and reviews his notes.) “If you want to put the location down there, and when you’re playing, I’d like to come see.” He feels as though he’s being to excitable, being too childish. So he takes a moment to restrain before speaking again. “It’s Feng, I run the hair salon just down the way, so if you’re looking for a stylist before a show, I’d be more than willing to oblige. And your name was…?”

“It’s why I love music.” Reyna can’t help but smile at his words. She knew Aleja’s opinion would never change on the subject. But she sometimes wished that she could hear comments like this. She wondered if it would at least cause a dent in her mother’s armor. “Thanks, sunshine.”

Taking the phone from his hands she grins. “I hope we don’t disappoint.” Fingertips swiftly dancing across the keypad she double checks the address. Making a mental note that it indeed, was the correct address. She hands it back with a smile. “It’s always a Thursday. Occasionally Saturday.” Reyna grins at his words before nodding. “That’s a very kind offer Feng. Might have to take you up on it.” Resting her hand on her hip she does a half bow. “Reyna.”

#❝A Quick Riff―Feng❞#❝тear everyone down υnтιl only eмpтιneѕѕ reмaιnѕ―PARA❞#❝Convo One―Su❞#❝p:―Feng❞#❝ Play a little tune―Feng❞

xx-catalina :

catalina went out to eat that night after her attempts at making dinner were a disaster. she had a half eaten wrap at her side as the files for the upcoming year were spread out in front of her. she was reading through them carefully, taking notes down in her journal, the sounds of the diner in the background muddy, and distant, helping her focus on the notes. that was until someone plopped down in front of her.

but not just any someone. but beauty itself. a beautiful storm of unyielding fire and ice. it’s the first time cat has seen this storm since their break up and reyna, well, she looks great. maybe right now she seems on edge, nervous; but she’s still stunning. it hurts, a little. reyna is feigning a calm greeting, but cat gets the impression that reyna would not have sat here had she paid attention. catalina scans her, there’s worrying behind her shifting gaze, his chest is moving erratically signalling the fact she was moving quickly before, and her knuckles… bruised.

the corner of her mouth twitches, and a small smile settles on her lips, “you still getting into trouble?” she covers he files, and looks down at reyna’s hands, before looking back up at her. she leans back, and chews the inside of her cheek, “well, you’re no safer in that seat now, than you were before, rey.”

Upon hearing the voice her blood runs cold. The whisper of chérie almost passes her lips before she stops herself. Carefully lifting her gaze to the person she’d sat across from. Reyna opens her mouth to speak before quickly shutting it. She could hardly remember why they had broken up now that she was sitting across from her. and then the memories came. Rushing through her at a rapid speed. It was her fault... it was always her fault.

What if she had just... agreed? It was a simple thing... Everything was so simple. But... she couldn’t let herself fall into a life like that. For some reason the normal simple things... they scared her. It was programmed in her veins an innate fear of.. normalcy? Of happiness? Or was it something... more? Taking a deep breath Reyna looks at Catalina.

“Always.” Her voice slightly rises as she says the word. Glancing away she softly sighs. She didn’t know what to say.. she’d always been leaving shortly after breakups. She never had the confrontation. Her flings had always been with people that were leaving... She tried to not have anything serious. But Cat changed that. She changed everything. “How...How have you been?”

#❝тнιѕ acнιng eмpтy ғeelιng―CONVO❞#❝Convo One―Alveraz❞#❝c:―Catalina❞#❝We repeat what we don't repair―Catalina❞