Summer Body Please

Just my personal journey of living with suicidal tendencies, self-harm, eating disorders and depression. 💙 sw: 136, cw: 108, lw: 108, ugw: 100 HMU if you need someone to talk to. 😊

[hallucin8]

“I can see your nipples through your shirt” first of all stop being ungrateful.

[aestheticallythinn]

bodycheck #6 - 48kg i love how skinny my body looks with this tank. 😍

[be-thin-is-better]

Me: *I think I’m a little bit hungry*

Me: hmmm… can I get a…

Friend:Oh my Gosh! You eat so much!

Me:

[zaynsmiles-deactivated20190301]

me: i really need to stop swearing

20 seconds later: where the fuck is my goddamn shitbitch pencil

[aestheticallythinn]

body check #3 - 48/49kg

It’s gonna be my best friend’s birthday soon and everyone in my group wants to wear matching clothes. Everyone’s trying their best to lose weight by going on a water/fruit diet… etc etc. Gotta make sure I stay thinner. 🙃🙃🙃🙃

[inkskinned]

do you ever just want to shout like… it’s because i’m sad! like yes i didn’t do my homework, yes i didn’t text you back, yes i’ve been hiding in my room! i know and i’m sorry! but i haven’t killed myself so honestly where is my badge!

[aestheticallythinn]

Questions... Questions...

When will I start having enough self-control to start losing weight? What ever happened to chasing for that summer body? Gotta start getting my shit together, I feel so fat and disgusting.

[coldcashdivin3]

Am I the only one who gets worried thinking I’ll not be looking pretty after all?? Like it doesn’t matter how much I diet, I’ll not look good in the end because my body shape is just weird??

[aestheticallythinn]

Feeling this post so badly right now. 😭

[aestheticallythinn]

bodycheck #2 (collarbone)

[sarah-tothebones]

[hidethesorrow]

[skinny-princess-02]

This summer🔅

This summer I’ll wear a bikin without feeling ashamed of my body

This summer I’ll wear clothes where you see my skin a lot more but I’ll feel as comfortable and confident as always

This summer when everybody eats fatty ice cream I’ll eat fresh fruits

This summer My thighs won’t jiggle with every step so I can wear shorts without being concerned someone notices

This summer I will go swimming with all of my friends and just have fun without ALWAYS thinking about my fat fuck body

This summer I’ll still fit in all of my clothes from last year or the year before bc I may have grown up but I also grew smaller at the same time

This summer I will reach my goal weight

This summer I will reach my ULTIMATE goal weight

This summer I will finally be happy

Three months guys…c’mon we can do that!!!

[below-100-calories]

reblog if:

- your sw is around 150lbs

- you’re around 170cm

- you still live with your parents

- you’re above 16

- you’re willing to chat about progress, struggles, etc!

- you’re an active blog as of 24/02/18.

it’s okay if you don’t follow all of the criteria’s! one or two is fine!! trying to find a buddy to talk or find more blogs to follow bc my feed is deeeaaadddd.

*not pro. just using tags.*