Actually a Hobbit

I love food and being dumb

[wifislim]

[karazorsel]

Ever After — 1998 dir. Andy Tennant

[husband]

[vanalex]

[aestheticgoblin]

Do I actually feel like life's not worth living or is it just my luteal phase?

[aestheticgoblin]

Im having a pretty hard time accepting my postpartum body. I know that its grown to bring two lives into this world but the changes are really hard to look at latley. Ive been too stressed to workout or eat better. Its just been hard :(

[quaintpanic]

I WAS BORN YESTERDAY. I JUST BLEW IN FROM STUPID TOWN. THIS IS MY FIRST RODEO. PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME.

[kvothes]

a good thread

[aestheticgoblin]

Low key. I think tiktok gave me slight brain damage when I was on it everyday.

I had a hard time watching movies, TV shows l, or even longer YouTube videos without itching to grab my phone to soothe my anxiety.

I couldn't sit and read a book for more than like 5 mins without intense boredom.

I wouldn't be able to get immersed in video games, everything felt so slow and boring.

I couldn't just not click on the app so I deleted it and everyday for WEEKS I felt like withdrawal symptoms almost.

Now I've had the app deleted for a couple months and all of this is so much better. I can read again, i have been enjoying movies again, and im able to play games with my husband now!

I do sometimes really miss tiktok, but all ive gained being off it, its just not worth understanding the latest meme honestly.

[aestheticgoblin]

I scrolled my blog until I got to 2014, it was crazy to see how much I was struggling with some super heavy stuff, and seeing how hard I pushed everyday to get better.

I am so proud of that girl. I think she'd be so happy if she could see me now with my cute little family. I wish I could go back and tell her the pain and struggle is going to be so worth it.

[aestheticgoblin]

Postpartum depression will have you writing the most unhinged essays on Substack about things you should not be sharing on the internet

[aestheticgoblin]

[aestheticgoblin]

[ot3]

its awesome that neither mind reading nor god are real and all of the thoughts inside of your head are completely private and consequenceless forever #myprivacy

[aestheticgoblin]

sounds like something a mind reader would want be to believe...

[wintersangelic]

"i asked chatgpt--" okay well i asked the angel of music and he said i was an insolent boy and a slave of fashion.

[opera-ghost]

yikes, unfollowing now. was a huge fan of his opera. had no idea he kidnapped the lead soprano and threatened to kill her fiancé if she didn’t marry him

[kosmogrl]

okay first of all unclench your jaw

[aestheticgoblin]

Don't tell me what to do