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somehow my mom always finds a way to mess my birthday up

thanks guys i so appreciate not being told happy b day from all my friends

i never vented about this but last friday, a friend asked me out and it sounded like a joke so i said yeah and told the table we were girlfriends. then she was like,,,, hey no im serious lets date, and i said no, i kept saying no the many times she asked. she never touches me and she put her hand on my arm and it freaked me out so i sat at a new seat from her. She moved closer. She started asking me why i didnt like her. "Why? Why dont you like me? Tell me why?" And asked me out again after my last class.

im scared of her now because it will be awkward but im not stable enough to date someone like her, nor someone who is pushing me to date her.

i guess i should have figured the one person who messages me for my birthday is the person that ive been trying to get over

If it makes you feel better im crying for this all

im sorry

SHOWS WHERE THE FRIENDSHIP LIES. I ALWAYS FELT SO LEFT OUT AND ALONE. I CRIED SOMETIMES BECAUSE LISTEN. NO. ONE. CARED. IT FUCKING HURTS. EVERYDAY IT GETS WORSE. ILL NEVER LOVE ANYONE BECAUSE NO ONE EVERY LOVES ME BACK. NO ONE EVER CARES TO REJECT ME. NO ONE EVER CARES TO SEND ME A "HOW ARE YOU?" MESSAGE. THATS FUCKING OKAY. IM OKAY. THANKS FOR FUCKING STOPPING IN.

also you know what i love how fucking no one else from the damn group cared to message me

i miss you??? But you dont give a shit if you havent tried once to contact me. Youve probably unfollowed me. honestly i dont blame you i deserve it. I suck. Im an asshole. I loved you and you didn't love me. Thats okay. You loved someone else, who loved someone else. Its a triangle. They didnt deserve you. So this is my closure i guess

i feel like im fucking drowning in broken friendships

see it burns and i dont get why i even did it

i hate that i started to self harm again. i just was starting to heal from my last scars and im just making more. It will take years. ive ruined my skin again.

i wish everything was back to normal with my olf's.. i know thats too much to ask as well.

i think i may like someome but i know it wouldn't happen. yet it just is unstoppable

hi!! i felt pretty today without makeup and without doing my bangs or anything to my hair!!!

#positive

thegoodvybe

hi mom! did you fucking miss me? do you remember the times that you kissed me? hey mom! look at me fly! look at me falling through the sky. bye mom! im wishing you well. heres our story to tell.

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