Never Trust Anybody But Yourself

These are my thoughts, i don't support any kind of mental disorders!

[nsg-7]

“disappointed, but not surprised” has been my biggest mood this year.

[4-2-4]

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“I am exhausted with trying to be stronger than I feel.”

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[nepofledgling]

If you’re a woman that’s really sexy of you

[sunsetquotes]

“We tell our stories differently, don’t we, you and I?”

— Paula Hawkins; Into the Water

[verbautezukunft]

“I lost my way, I lost myself, and I’m trying to find myself again, but it’s hard.”

— Spencer Hastings, Pretty Little Liars (via thoughtkick)

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[prone-to-suicidal-tendencies]

[polev]

“In me, something is broken. I try over and over again to understand what happened.”

— Anaïs Nin, from Nearer the Moon: The Previously Unpublished Unexpurgated Diary, 1937-1939 (via luthienne)

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[zeerbreekbaar]

Als je mijn stilte niet begrijpt, zal je nooit begrijpen wat ik je te zeggen heb

[svdcore]

Here’s the thing

I don’t want to be sad. I don’t want to hurt. I don’t want attention. I don’t want pity.

I want to feel loved and needed and valued and I want to be respected. For some people, whether it’s because of their upbringing or mental health, that’s extremely difficult.

My mind is in a very dark place. I don’t want to romanticize depression. It’s a terrifying monster that consumes me. Most people in my life don’t see it. And they will never know.

Because the monster in my mind won’t let me scream for help.

[afraidoffallitouch]

To the girl who replaced me

Dear replacement, you may know nothing about me. He may say nothing about my existence, you may never hear about me but i was the girl before you, the girl who loved him to the core of her world. I was the girl he looked at with love in his eyes. I was the girl who held a place in his heart. I was the one he found refuge in. I was the one he held hands with. I hope you never find out about how we fell apart. I hope you never experience that pain. Dear girl, you don’t know how much blessed you’re to have him in your life. He is the best that could happen to anyone yet we parted ways. It hurts me up to date that we were never meant to be. Please don’t hurt him like the way he hurt me. I hope you learn how to love his flaws and live with him when he feels like running away from the world. I hope you learn how to embrace him when everything is falling apart and above that all, i hope you learn that you’re his future and i’m his forgotten past. It still hurts that we drifted apart, it hurts more to know that he found a replacement for me when i thought i was his first and forever love, but i guess i was wrong. He is not the same guy who broke my heart. I hope he loves you enough to keep you happy forever. He has been through hell, he has seen the worst, he found love and lost it, please take care of his heart and nurture it with care. I hope you become the last love of his life. I hope you never have to leave him like the way i did. Cherish every moment you have with him. Love him as if there’s no tomorrow. I know that he loves hard and deeply and he may do the impossible to keep you with him, please never leave him. Be the Coolness to his eyes. I hope you never have to sleep with the guilt of breaking someone you love. I hope that you will never see darker days alone. I hope you two live an eternity of happiness.

Sincerely, old news.

[httpsbrooklyn]

[poems-and-word]

“What do you say when the feelings don’t fit into words?”

— Tammara Webber, Between the Lines (via books-n-quotes)

[vanheeswijckgitte-blog]

“Soms verwachten we teveel van anderen, omdat wij diegene zijn die zoveel voor hun zouden overhebben.”

— (via nederlandsequotes)

[poems-and-word]

“Understanding is the first step to acceptance, and only with acceptance can there be recovery.”

— J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (via books-n-quotes)