just a girl♡

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[lila4a]

How beautiful it would be if every gram I lose was gained by THIS person…

[afterglowstar]

genuinely fueled by spite atp and to show anyone who ever wronged me... something ☆°~♡~°

[afterglowstar]

i just caught my roomate doing a workout all of a sudden

she said she wants to tone up bc she gained some weight in her thighs. i know its so mean but im kinda glad she did? i also notice it a little. i feel horrible bc shes my friend but i cant stop wishing to get even smaller so the differences in our bodies are more apparent.

[afterglowstar]

i really wanna be the kind of person that buys tons of snacks but never eats them ☆

anyone have tips? 😌

[vanilllagirlss]

[fatpinkpig]

I would rather die than stay this fat for 3 more months. This body is not mine and I will sculpt it into a body that is.

[luluswl]

i 🩷 kate moss

[angelicgirl67]

how i feel after a fast

[d1calh8ter]

What it genuinely feels like to ⭐️ve

[lxxnxxx]

[cokeonmyclit]

Don’t eat it, you don’t deserve it

Not because you don’t deserve food.

Because you don’t deserve to feel regret.

You don’t deserve to ruin ur progress.

You don’t deserve waking up the next day hopeless feeling like you’ll never be thin.

You don’t deserve to gain.

You don’t deserve to feel fat.

You don’t deserve to hate yourself.

[afterglowstar]

just ended my fast at 93h. pretty proud of myself. ill try to fast tomorrow too so i can eat dinner with my friend on friday 🪽

[afterglowstar]

another 72h+ fast 𓆩♡𓆪🪽

i made it to 72h right now, but im aiming for at least a day more... this time around im drinking some electrolytes which is really helpful with fatigue! (ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ.ﾟ

on friday im meeting up with a friend from high school who hasnt seen me in almost two years so this is really been motivating me to ⭐ve some more. i wonder if she will notice anything. i dont even think i look any different. plus my roomate is gone again for the day - what a blessing rn.

i feel so down. i just got my period too and i feel so academically stupid compared to my peers. it makes me feel deeply ashamed. i just want control so im determined to keep this thing going for as long as i can. if i cant be smart or capable, i will at least be skinny. i NEED to be skinny. i want to hide myself, shrink myself ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

[strawberriesandbees]

[eveslove]

me bodychecking every time i pass a mirror

[afterglowstar]

its so sad that this is lit my build 😭 ughhhh

[kitkatmqcha]

that hunger will be worth it the next morning on the scale.

[l-3-nu]

Kitties say “meow” while pigs say “I’ll start tomorrow”

[angelnextdoorx]

when she jumped she probably thought she could fly