yo, hi y'all. this is a new writing blog dedicated to victon ♡
starting from today, i'll take requests related to this beautiful boys, and hopefully we alices could be friends at some point. i'm doing this mostly because i want to improve my skills in writing in english, so you can always ask for any of the following categories and i'll do my best to comply:
heyy it's been a while since I last chatted with you but I hope you've been doing well!
did you hear about Seungwoo's comeback and military enlistment recently? I'm so excited for his solo comeback but I'm having mixed feelings towards his military enlistment. I was watching his live when he told us he'll be heading off into the military next month and that he's been quite stressed about everything that has happened in his life....
hearing him express his worries and blinking back his tears made me want to run over to him and give him a big comforting hug 🥺
What are your thoughts on his solo comeback and military enlistment? I really hope our Snoopy can lean on us when his down and that he'll take care of himself as his schedules will become busy once again 🤧
omg hi! it's been a while indeed, have you being doing well?
yup, i heard and i had to take a couple of days off of social media to process the news since i wasn't expecting it at all 😅 i'm very excited about his new album cause it seems to be very important to him and he's a wonderful artist, i'm sure it's going to be outstanding and hopefully we'll be able to give him great results in return!
and about his enlistment... i have mixed feelings too. i'm happy he got to do what he loves (music) in the military too and from what i've heard, he'll be able to communicate with us often, so i'm not so worried about his absence. i'm actually thankful he'll get to sleep and eat properly, and we will welcome him back with open arms. what i'm worried about is all the things he said in that live because it must be really difficult for him to bare with everything giving the situation with the pandemic after all he went through in the past few years. he's so strong and i admire him a lot for being so sincere with us, and i really hope he gets to feel better soon 🥺 i wish him the best today and always!
Hi love, I really enjoy your blog🥰 was wondering if you could write something I was thinking of. Which Victon member do you think would enjoy the soft dom role the most in a romantic relationship with a (secretly) subby partner with corruption, size kinks who also happens to be a little in need of a daddy who makes sure they have their shit together, like praise and discipline involved? What would that look like in your opinion?
Hello! thank you so much for requesting, I had so much fun because I actually had to think a lot before writing this 😅 I would love to know your opinion as well ><
You can find it here. Have a wonderful day and take care! ♡
mtl to indulge to the soft dom role: victon edition
warnings/side notes: nsfw content. mentions of praising, corruption and size kink. the request was a little bit more detailed than what i wrote in the title, so i tried to fit everything in a mtl >< please correct me if I'm wrong but from what I understand, my lovely anon asked me to write about the sexual and non-sexual aspects of this type of relationship, and here it is.
seungsik
I think this one is pretty obvious, cause for me he seems like the type of partner who would enjoy the power dynamic of leading, rewarding and caring for his s/o in and outside the bedroom the most. I don't think he would bring the idea up by himself but he would be definitely willing to be that person in your life who makes sure you're okay at all times and praises the shit out of you in any given circumstance. Giving his nurturing personality I think it could come naturally to him, and he would be firm and controlling with you without forgetting the caresses, the cute pet names and just in general the mix of soft and rough you need and like. He also puts your pleasure above of his, he would always try to maximize your satisfaction.
seungwoo
Listen, I'm pretty convinced that inside of him the soft dom and the hard dom persona are constantly fighting but most of the times the soft one takes over. Specially if we're considering the non-sexual aspect of the relationship, he is indeed very kind hearted and it would be instinctive for him to reach out to you. If we're talking about sex, then he would be the type who appreciates a naturally well behaved partner and prefers praising over punishing, but won't hesitate to do the later. He is a giggly boy with a goofy and teasing personality, but he can be stern if needed.
byungchan
I struggled a lot to decide if I should put him before or after Sejun, and he ended up here. I feel like he is a very playful boyfriend in the sheets who likes to push your boundaries, but is also consistent in his idea of never being too rough on you. Not because he can't, because he can, but because he loves the idea of you submitting willingly better. He's not one to put on with any bratty behavior, so he would make sure his partner stays in line, sometimes even putting his size kink to work. For the most part he is tranquil but powerful.
sejun
Oh, this boy. I know he is very much a softie who likes to joke around at times, but don't be fooled. I think I've mentioned it before but I believe he has both a strength and a corruption kink, so he would make that work in his favor while domming you. He knows that sometimes he can be too much so he's constantly checking on you and is the king of aftercare and soft commands, he's really the perfect contrast of a rough demeanor and a sweet mouth full of praises. Also, he's great at taking care of others and it would reflect in your everyday life too.
hanse
I definitely think he could try because to me he comes off as very gentle and thoughtful, but I also think he's more of a switch rather than a dom. And when he doms, he doms hard. So I don't really think it fits his personality for the most part? But who knows, it's always a possibility.
subin / chan
I don't have much to say about Subin aside from the fact that I don't think he would enjoy taking the dom/sub thing outside of the 4 walls of your bedroom. Pretty much like Subin, Chan prefers to keep every power dynamic/the intimate side of your relationship, private. If any, both of them would try it for you but would find difficult to keep up with the role and would end up needing your guidance if it's something you have more experience on.
I just wanted to say you’re literally my fave writer on here and wish for you only good things ❤️❤️
it seriously means a lot whenever i get this type of messages ): for a writer it's not so much about the notes or the followers, but about the feedback and the honest compliments from time to time. it motivates us to keep writing so thank you so much, I'm glad you like my content 🥺
Hai hai!! I've just recently found your blog and I love you writings😭😭
Can I request a seungsik fluff where he's had a long day and all he wants is cuddles. 🥺🥺👉🏻👈🏻
hi! I'm so sorry for the long wait! it took me long to gather the energy to write again, but I'm back with this, i hope you like it? 🥺 thank you so much for reading and enjoying my stuff, it means a lot ♡
summary: in which seungsik only wants you to take care of him after a long, long day.
g: fluff, slight angst but not really. requested!
warnings/side notes: it's quite short and i wrote this with "this is how you fall in love" by jeremy zucker and chelsea cutler in mind, so i apologize for the extra cheesiness and the (serious) lack of dialogue. i hope it's still good.
the low thud of your door closing made you look up from the e-mail you were currently writing.
you had finished your mandatory work hours ago, but since you liked to get things done in advance so you wouldn't have trouble or pressure later on the week, you had decided to finish some extra tasks before sleeping. in the still of the tuesday night the only thing that could be heard was the sound of your fingers typing hurriedly and the ocasional sip on a cup of hot tea. it was late, probably way past midnight, and you weren't expecting visitors. knowing that the only person with an extra key to your house was seungsik, you put your laptop aside and waited until you saw him entering the living room.
strange, you thought. it wasn't that you weren't used to have him there, but only a few hours ago he had texted you to tell you that he was going to be filming for some variety show till noon and it was impossible for him to drop by your place. you had wished him luck and agreed to see each other the next day, so you were surprised to have him standing in front of you.
usually you would have jumped to his arms to greet him with pecks all over his face, but this time you remained glued to the couch. his movements were slow and heavy, as if he was too tired to keep walking for long and the puzzled look on his face sent shivers down your spine. he was usually bright and smiley, no matter the late hours or the situation so you were a bit taken aback, trying to catch his eyes with a concerned expression on yours. when you finally made eye contact, his brows dropped in a way that made you tilt your head. and so you opened your arms with no hesitation, welcoming him without the usual happy smile he was (half) expecting, but with the world's most loving expression plastered on the relaxed lines of your face.
his knees gave out almost in slow motion and he immediately pulled you into a hug, squeezing your body in his arms in an attempt to bring you as close as possible. as you caressed his forehead and stroked his dark locks with your fingers, he tenderly nuzzled his nose in the crook of your neck. a couple of minutes passed and his shaky breathing froze you to the core, but you tried to remain gentle in your touch for him.
no real word was exchanged but his nervousness slowly faded into calm exhales as your scent filled his nostrils and your sweet warmth made him feel safe. his slightly damp hair and cold clothes gave you a hint on the weather outside, but you still turned your head to the window only to confirm that it was softly drizzling in the streets.
"honey?" a soft humm was the only response you got and as you motioned to take his jacket off his body you couldn't help but giggle, because his embrace tightened and he frantically shook his head, as if asking you not to move just yet.
"c'mon baby, we need to get you dry clothes or you'll get sick"
he groaned but untangled himself from your waist, puppy eyes tiredly fixated on your features and lips unconsciously pouting. you grabbed his hand on yours and dragged him to your room, where he waited for you while you looked for the extra pair of pants and shirt that he always kept there. when you came back you found him still standing in the middle of the room, trying to blink away the sleepiness.
"you want to take a shower?" he said no and you bit your lip, still concerned but fighting back the urge to ask too much, "are you sure?"
"yeah, i just want to be with you"
nodding with butterflies flying wildly in your gut, you handed him the little bundle of clothes "here, I'll be back in a minute"
you left him there to change comfortably and went to tidy up the other room. you swear you tried to hurry, but ended up smiling when a muffled "y/n~" made its way to your ears. you returned only to find him on your bed, already struggling with the blankets with his hair adorably ruffled in a halo around his head. as you hopped next to him, your body crashed almost too hard on the mattress which made him laugh.
nearly two minutes after you were both wrapped around each other again, his face was unbelievably close to yours and his warm breath fanned over your lips. you absentmindedly caressed his cheekbones and lower lip, smiling at the way his eyelashes fluttered.
"are you okay, love?"
you knew it was too late to hold a proper conversation, but you still tried in case that he had something important to say. even though you knew that he would tell you if he really needed to, whenever he felt ready.
"today was just hard. you know it's always hard, but today...," he sighed, voice as low and soft as yours, "I'll do better tomorrow"
you nodded, knowing him too much to understand he didn't needed anything else at the moment. your legs tangled with his underneath the covers and you pressed a lip-closed kiss on his mouth. he hugged your hips, and you buried your face on his chest. after a few minutes and after you thought he was already asleep, he spoke again.
Hello! Thought I'd ask what you have for requests currently, cause if you need ideas I could help with that just don't want to overwhelm you 🙂
hi! thank you for asking, currently i only have some requests pending that goes from a-z nsfw headcanons, to "first night with" scenarios for the remaining members, and a few smut/fluff requests for subin, byungchan and seungsik. hopefully I'll finish them soon, but if u want to request anything my inbox page is always open ♡
summary: just as the tittle claims, this is how the first night sleeping together with him would be like.
g: fluff, smut. requested!
warnings/side notes: gender neutral reader x hanse. established relationship. handjob, no proper lubrication, cum eating. the nsfw part is under the cut. i've received requests for all of the members in this specific scenario, and I'm actually excited to write them all. for now, i hope y'all enjoy this. ><
your relationship with him wasn't new, in fact you had been a couple for almost a year, but with his chaotic schedule and your own busy life, it was almost impossible for you two to spend time together outside form his studio and the sporadic coffee or tattoo dates.
that time was one of the very few occasions in which you were both free on the same day and so you offered to watch a movie at your place in hopes of helping him to leave behind his stressful week
of course he had been in your apartment before, not as often as you in his dorm but it wasn't an unfamiliar place for him.
soon enough you were both snuggled on your couch, popcorn on your covered lap and his arms securely attached around your frame.
recently he had been particularly excited about this harry potter movie, and even when you knew it was a bad idea (because you always end bickering and debating about which character is better), you didn't regretted your decision of bring it up one bit.
his hands on your waist holding you close to his body and your intertwined legs under the blanket as the movie unfolded in front of you were a bit too much of your liking, you didn't even complained when he argued about slytherin being the best house.
laughs, gasps and scattered kisses were shared for about three hours. it wouldn't ever stop surprising you but it was amazing how he could watch the movie for the nth time and still be amazed by everything.
after it was over he reached for his phone, and the bright screen made you both cringe in your place since the rest of the lights were off and it hurt your eyes momentarily.
hanse looked at you with pensive eyes at seeing the late hour, wondering how on earth would he get home.
you hesitated for a bit, but then
"you can sleep here, you know?"
he bit his lip, deep in thought because he didn't wanted you to feel forced to invite him or anything but he as well didn't want the boys on his back with questions and complains if he appeared in the middle of the night.
"are you sure? i can always call our manager"
"and having seungwoo scolding me on the phone first thing in the morning? no thanks"
you tried to joke to hide your nervousness, hoping he could get the hint and realize that your offering was sincere
he finally nodded, and you both got up
after tidying up and turning off the tv you headed to your room and he followed, suddenly quiet but happy on the inside because it was the very first time you would sleep together
despite the ease with which you moved around each other, it felt like a big step for him
you shyly handed him a large pair of shorts and a purple shirt and he chuckled, thanking your habit of buying oversized clothes that often were a bit too big for you
you entered the bathroom and after washing your face and changing into something more appropriate for sleeping you went out
hanse was laying on your bed, scrolling through his sns feed when you jumped on the bed and hugged him from behind, head on his shoulder blades
you stayed there for a few minutes, trying to ease your mind and calm your racing heart
despite of being in a relationship with him for quite some time now, he hadn't seen your bare face before so you were kinda nervous, not knowing what to expect or how would he react
your boyfriend was the type of boyfriend to remind you all the time how much of a beautiful person he thinks you are, speaking of both your looks and your soul so it wasn't really an insecurity of yours. however, the bubbly feeling on your stomach persisted
by the time he tried to roll on his back to hug your body, you held onto him tighter and mewled against the soft fabric of the shirt
"what is it, baby?"
"I'm not wearing any makeup"
you cringed at how high pitched your voice sounded, and he chuckled before untangling your arms from his waist and sitting on the bed with his back on the headboard
he attracted you to his lap and even when you tried to snuggle on the crook of his neck, he held your chin with the hand that wasn't busy on your hip and stared at your face
"i can tell"
you mouth fell agape, though you weren't offended. yes, he had a smirk plastered on his handsome face, but he was gazing at you in the most loving way, eyeing back and forth from your eyes to your lips, and his touch on you was just as tender as ever
you smacked playfully his shoulder and he broke into a fit of giggles
you were happy and you could tell by the way he couldn't stop smiling that he was happy too
his thumbs caressed your hip bones, and your hands gently stroked his short, black hair. it was a matter of time before he leaned on to peck on your lips, humming at your warmth
"let's go to sleep, you look tired"
he nodded at your words and dragged you with him until you were both under the covers and your head rested on his arm as a pillow
he insisted on being the big spoon, so you let him, easily falling asleep with his other arm around your torso and a goodnight kiss on top of your head.
alternative ending here.
let's say that when you told him "let's go to sleep, you look tired" he nodded, but instead of actually going to sleep he kissed you one more time
he bit on your bottom lip and your lips parted, giving him access to play with your tongues and deepen the kiss
you melted, sharply inhaling when he squeezed your thighs and ass, and just as your own hands reached his shoulders for support, you could feel the tension still latched on his body
it was true that after the wonderful evening you spent together he was far more relaxed than he would like to admit, but he still felt heaviness on his back. you understood his silent plead, and smiled against his lips
kiss after kiss, you tried to massage his shoulders to help him relax, loosing momentarily your balance though he was there to stabilize you
his lips lingered over yours for a few seconds, a choked gasp escaped his throat when you accidentally grinded on his clothed crotch and you murmured a soft "sorry"
you placed yourself on his thighs instead of his hips, playing with the hem his shorts and waited for him to nod before sliding them down his legs and throwing them aside along with his underwear
soothing caresses landed on his soft skin until your fingers finally wrapped themselves around his shaft and he threw his head back. your thumb rubbed his tip before stroking him, slow and gentle in order not to hurt him
you felt him grow hard in your hand with each minute that passed and as your wrist made all the job controlling the speed, your other hand collected the precum that started to spill
because of the position it wasn't possible, but you could see in his expression just how much he wanted to thrust into your hand and you chuckled, taking advantage of his sensitiveness to pump him faster
he was a mess, whimpering and growling under his breath. knowing of how much he loved when you complimented him, you kissed his lips without stopping your hand
"look at you, you look so pretty this way"
he whined, furrowing his eyebrows when your pace haltered before picking up again and adding pressure around the base with your other hand
he wasn't going to last much longer, and as you felt him on the edge, you lowered yourself to face his crotch with and idea to prevent making a mess on your bed
he moaned loudly, eyes shooting open in half of a second when he felt your lips and warm mouth around his length
your tongue around his head was sloppy because you didn't want to tease him too much, just enough to push his limit and make him cum
you sucked, hollowing your cheeks and not long after he came undone on your mouth
length twitching and heavy pants were all you could hear and see when spurts of white filled your mouth
his fucked out expression made you chuckle, and he tried to playfully glare at you through his heavy eyelids but you couldn't care less, standing up to help him dress up again
you rolled on the bed, giggling when his arms engulfed your figure and attracted you to his chest
"are you okay, love?"
you nodded, turning around to face him with a bright smile on your lips
"yeah, why?"
"you know, it was your turn"
"it's okay, we'll see tomorrow"
"but-"
you knew he wanted to return the favor, but you also knew how tired he was so you dismissed his complaints and kissed his jaw, hugging him back
I've been doing a lot better now that all my finals are over with. Your scenario was uploaded just on time when I wanted to sit back, heal and replenish myself after all those cramming study sessions
say, did you hear about seungwoo's drama debut that happening on the 27th? I can't believe he's going to be making his acting debut 🥺 I saw the trailer and omg,,, my heart is soft for him
also, if you don't mind, could I name myself ☺️ anon? just so that it'll be easier in the future hehe
sure thing! I'm wishing you all the success with your results for your finals, now it's time to be proud of your efforts <3
and I saw! i'm super excited especially after the teaser, his character seems very soft and charming and I'm looking forward to this new stage in his career because he seemed excited to try acting. I'm also very curious about the plot of the drama 🥺
Hii! I'm the person who requested the Seungwoo scenario and I just wanted to say that I absolutely loved it! It felt so real, like the female reader was actually me haha... Thank you for writing such a healing and beautiful scenario, I was comfort and warmth by it 🥺
Aside from that, how have you been doing? I hope you're doing well and taking care!
omg, hi! thank you so much for the feedback, I'm glad you enjoyed it just as much as i liked the writing part, it was very healing for me too ♡
and I'm doing fine, thanks for asking >< what about you? take care as well!
hi! do you have any suggestions for accounts similar to yours that also post seungwoo imagines?
hi, hello! I'm actually not so sure because lately I haven't been around enough to know whose accounts are still active, but some of my favorite blogs are @/heocnah @/cravicton and @/bearseokie. they all write for the group as a hole I think, but you can definitely find some interesting seungwoo stuff in their works.
I'm sure there's a lot of good writers out there as well, as soon as I find some I'll write their @'s here. :)
Hii, I saw that your requests are open so could I request a female reader x Seungwoo? (Preferably longer scenario if that's okay) maybe something about how the (younger) reader is someone who has lots of patience but has recently been overwhelmed in feelings but doesn't want to burden Seungwoo since he's and idol and all that one day she just explodes and Seungwoo comforts her (with soft smut)? Thank you~
hi! thank you so much for requesting and for reading my stuff, I really enjoyed writing this. I changed a bit the smut part because I didn't knew how to do it without forcing it awkwardly considering the plot I gave to your request, but I can still write a part two if you want to! I will be more than happy, just let me know your thoughts :)
summary: after some tough weeks in which you only tried to be fine, your loving boyfriend is there to remind you that feeling overwhelmed is still okay.
g: angst, fluff, slightly suggestive. requested!
warnings/side notes: fem reader x seungwoo. i twisted a little bit the original request and it came out angstier than it was supposed to, but i hope my lovely prompter doesn't mind. mentions of anxiety, intrusive thoughts, and a minor injury (someone crashes their finger with a cupboard). please read at your own discretion and remember, if u have any suggestion for this part you can always tell me.
"Hey, doll are you okay?"
You snapped out of your reverie as your boyfriend's soft voice made its way to your ears and his slim fingers caressed your chin. Looking up, your gaze was met with his worried eyes, making you feel as if an invisible hand was squeezing your gut. He had been calling you for the past twenty minutes to let you know that he was wrapping up his work nicely and you could go home soon, but you were so absorbed in your thoughts that you hadn't heard him.
Although his studio wasn't that much of a small room, you started to feel suffocated from the moment you stepped in with snacks and a bottle of water for him; but you stayed in hopes that been with him could calm you down for a little or at least distract you from your hectic life and all the trouble you were going through at the moment. It had worked, partially. As soon as you came in he had wrapped you in a hug and had dragged you to his couch, cuddling with you untill he had had to get back to work in a song for his upcoming album. You were contented with the attention he gave you at first, but after a while and because you were waiting for him without anything interesting to do aside from snooping around, you ended up alone in the same couch for a couple of hours.
Now it was time to go home, and he was waiting for your answer, his nervousness slowly increasing as your eyes darted from him to the rest of the room.
"I'm okay, let's go", whispering loud enough for him to hear, you stood up and laced your fingers with his. You smiled reassuringly, and notwithstanding he didn't believe you, he nodded and lead you outside. He wasn't the type of boyfriend to pressure you into telling him what was going on and you were thankful, sometimes the only thing you needed was to feel his warm hand in yours.
The truth is that you weren't okay. In fact, you would describe your life as messy and your feelings as chaotic. You were still a student, and even when most of the time you were successful in the process of balancing your responsibilities at school and your part time job, sometimes it was too difficult. Especially when any issue arose with your family, your friends or your boyfriend. And because of all of these, lately you had been very stressed. Nothing was going in the direction you wanted and you felt frustrated with every day that passed and the results of your hard work weren't the ones you expected.
Every time your professors handed back an assignment with a low grade, every time your boss at job scolded you for not paying enough attention, or every time your friends complained to you for not being as bright and smiley as always, you felt the lump in your throat growing bigger. It was difficult living like that, especially because you weren't the type to vent your feelings to anyone and so you had to deal with yourself and your negative thoughts all alone.
Of course, you trusted Seungwoo a lot. Of course, if you were any different you could have told him about this long time ago. You knew he was young enough to understand college life, and he was a very good listener, the type of problem-solving person you needed at times, but you didn't wanted to trouble him with unnecessary stuff. Especially since he himself was an idol and had his own burdens. It was true that you had been slightly more irritable, but in his presence you had always tried to remain calm so as not to make him suspicious. He always had a lot of work, seeing you was not always possible and that's why you preferred to make the most of any time with him instead of talking about "banalities", as you liked to call it.
And so your feelings remained bottled up for weeks, hot, bubbly and ready to spill over. If you weren't as patient and level-headed as you were, you would have exploded a long time ago. For better or for worse, you were good at hiding your emotions, knowing that the pain and the worries would eventually fade away. You were determined to be the good girlfriend, friend and student you always were, even if it seemed impossible.
You arrived at your place with Seungwoo's hand still in yours and you made your way to your apartment in silence, comfortable in each other's company. He was sleeping at yours, taking the opportunity since the manager gave them a few days off and their dorm was empty, and Seungwoo didn't liked coming back to a deserted place.
"Are you hungry? I can cook something if you are"
You changed your shoes into slippers and he shook his head, immediately laying down on your sofa and observing you as you went to the kitchen. His round eyes were full of curiosity. "I'm full after all the snacks I ate"
You cocked an eyebrow and nodded, "I'm gonna make some tea just in case, can you put my phone to charge?"
He went to your room to do exactly that, but not long after he heard a pained squeal coming from were he left you and he rushed there, finding you in the middle of the kitchen with your brows furrowed and a pout. His eyes checked on you first before wandering around the room in search of what could possibly hurt you and when he couldn't find anything, he cleared his throat.
"Is everything alright, baby? I heard you scream"
You looked at him with small tears in the corner of your eyes and showed him your hand, making him coo at you before grabbing it and placing a kiss in your wrist. "I accidentally crushed my hand with the cupboard"
"What were you looking for?"
You signaled to the floor, where a piece of cutlery that he failed to spot in the first place was.
"Spoon"
He frowned before turning off the stove and walking you to the sofa. He signaled you to sit and examined your finger closely, concluding that it wasn't anything serious and you would be okay after a couple of hours. When he looked up, however, he was surprised to find your pretty eyes still filled with tears and a turbulent feeling behind. You were biting your lip so hard that you were probably going to bruise it.
He figured it must have hurt, but you weren't the type to shed tears so easily so it was something else. He attracted you to his chest, placing you on his lap before speaking.
"Honey, you know I don't like pushing your buttons but I'm gonna ask you again. Are you okay?"
You let out a shaky exhale, quickly trying to shut down your whimperings and small cries that weren't meant to be heard. A gentle hand started patting your hair and the sole movement left you quivering, a sensation of comfort slowly building up in your stomach. Said sensation settled down when you heard low, harmonic hummings. You weren't sure of how much time had passed but with every second your body melted a bit more in his embrace till your nerves weren't crisped anymore and you were able to speak, although in a small voice.
"It's just. I've been coping with a lot of stress lately," you sniffed and closed your eyes, his rhythmic heartbeat vibrating through his chest to help you concentrate, "I feel like nothing I do is ever enough"
His free hand softly stroked your thigh to encourage you when your voice seemed to falter.
"I make mistake after mistake and I'm tired of it, I feel like I'm disappointing everyone even if they don't tell me. And if not, I'm for sure disappointing myself," you chuckled, using the back of your hand to brush off a single tear that landed on the tip of your nose, "I also miss you a lot these days. I know we are past that stage, but lately I wonder if I'm what you need. You know, with your career and everything"
At this point you were only rambling, letting out everything you kept inside for so long. You weren't one to be insecure, especially after so long, but sometimes you couldn't help it. You were younger than him, and you weren't an idol or a celebrity, so you never really understood what he was going through. When Seungwoo tried to say something, you raised your hand to dismiss the last part of what you said.
"I know it's not your fault and I'm going to work on that. It's just, I feel like I can never truly relax and today it was too much"
You were doing well to keep everything in line, but after the tough day you had had, even making tea was a difficult task and everything came back to you at a high speed. You remembered the feeling of helplessness that took you over in the exact moment in which the spoon hit the floor and the metallic sound triggered you because you were distracted, finally making the glass spill. Shivering, you looked up only to find your boyfriend staring back.
"I'm sorry for not noticing before, doll"
Seungwoo sensed a sorrowful feeling creeping up his throat, certainly regretting not paying more attention to your needs. He promised to himself to become better, for you, because he couldn't stand the look of fear and confusion in your eyes even though not everything was —and actually most of it wasn't— about him.
He tenderly manhandled you so you were straddling his hips with your thighs, facing him and unable to escape from his deep, dark gaze.
"I don't know if it's any use because right now I want to say so many things, but you should know that you are not a disappointment and I'm proud of you"
You tried to bury your face in his chest but he held you firmly, cupping your cheek with one hand and gripping your hip with the other. He leaned forward and kindly kissed you, full of warmth and a whole new different type of passion. You melted again, falling apart in his hands because of how much you enjoyed his touch on your body.
Your hands came up to his hair and your fingers quickly locked themselves in his soft, brown strands. Minute after minute, your sloppy make out session escalated in intensity and you had to pull away to breath properly.
"Seungwoo?"
He batted his lashes with a goofy smile, hands still roaming under your shirt. "Yes love?"
I'm sorry i've been kind of inactive for the past few weeks, unfortunately I'll be having my finals soon and I have to focus as much energy as I can on that in order to finish my semester in the way I want to. For my lovely prompters and moots, I'm always grateful for your patience and I hope you can wait a little bit more. I won't post three times a week, but I'll try to upload something every weekend to finish with the pending requests. For the time being I will open my inbox again, so you'll have around a month to ask for everything you want to read. Hopefully I'll be totally free from school on april and I'll be able to write on my days off.
Hope y'all have a wonderful day and thank you for reading this nonsense. Take care and remember that even if I don't personally know you, I'm proud of you and I'm rooting for your life ♡
