Weigh Down On Me Stay TILL Morning Way Down, Would You Say I'm Still WORTHY?
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Weigh Down On Me Stay TILL Morning Way Down, Would You Say I'm Still WORTHY?
CARRD HC'S LORE / BACKSTORY MEMES
I’m going to take a couple days break and mostly write on discord for a bit if anyone wants to add me. I’m like…? Got bad anxiety right now and I feel like I’m spiraling a bit so abhshdhdhdhdb
Hoppy stepped closer to inspect the other sheep plush. Under the dark light of the toy factory, it made everything look much darker. But upon getting a good look, Hoppy would realize the error she hade made. This was not the toy she was looking for, but someone else.
"Mika.. never heard of a toy named that." This was due to all of the brain washing that she, and all the other toys in the decrepit factory suffered from the Playtime Co. employees. "Anyway, it's good you're here and not.. out there." The green rabbit would shift uneasily, moving a plush hand up to motion for Mika to follow her. "Things are REALLY bad, the Prototype is sending more of his grunts out to find us."
Mika wants to argue that isn't their "toy" name, just something they've picked up and called themselves. But... the less they make themselves stand out too much, the better. And now? Mika's at a crossroads of having to survive and explore around the Safe Haven. Mika's plush body moved on its own. Nerves already getting to them. Mika's glad to have met her here and not in a situation where they're getting chased by the Doctor or Prototype's grunts. They listen regardless. It's imperative they get this.
"...Is this Prototype guy really that bad?" Mika sounded like they lived under a rock. Or- perhaps they just kept their nose out of Safe Haven affairs. Didn't even KNOW such a place existed. "I mean; I guess he is if he's making you feel this unsafe. Guess I owe you one, huh?" Mika offers an uneased beam of friendliness. "So... this Baba Chops person you're looking for, is she your friend?" Mika wasn't sure if Hoppy's call out to them earlier when she mistaken them for Baba was friendly or not. Perhaps her voice is just like that.
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"Chezzi... that's REALLY not good? Like- I know I'm not one to judge and all considering I'm terrible with insomnia, but... wait-" It just hits them now that they realize that Chezzi is literally a magical cat. "...Is this a cat joke or something? I've never owned a pet cat before, so I don't know if like it's actually just a cat thing." Chezzi gets his own special room in the Afterlife too! Meaning he COULD sleep as long as he wanted to. Time passed by very differently in this realm. Day and night wasn't a constant, more of an aesthetic. "I would suggest that sleeping all day isn't a good idea... m-maybe we could go and mess around in a Candyland or something?"
CONVERSATIONAL SENTENCE STARTERS
❝ you wanna know how i know you’re a good friend— not just for me but in general? i always feel better after hanging out with you. ❞
❝ sometimes things aren’t alright and they’re not gonna be okay for a while. and that’s alright. as cliche as it sounds it’s okay to not be okay. give yourself time. ❞
❝ have you even taken the time to let yourself feel it? everything that’s been happening. eventually, you have to slow down and let it feel real. ❞
❝ i’m not really the advice type, but i am damn good at coming up with distractions to forget the bullshit for a while. ❞
❝ was this not what you expected? ❞
❝ i think the whole idea of ‘finding yourself’ is kind of bullshit. we are what we chose to be. we make ourselves. ❞
❝ did you come by for a reason or did you just want some company? ❞
❝ i’m going to tell you this, once, because i think you need to hear it. you deserve more. you should expect more from the world and put in the work to get what you deserve. ❞
❝ i brought some seeds for your garden. i thought about bringing a bouquet but— this way you can grow them and enjoy them longer. ❞
❝ please, stay for dinner? i enjoy your company. ❞
❝ come sit a little while with me. tell me how you’ve been? really. ❞
❝ you don’t know how glad i am to see you made it. here, let me get you a drink. ❞
❝ if you’d like to discuss it in private, we can step outside? ❞
❝ whatever it is you wish to tell me, it won’t leave this room. ❞
❝ well, i’ve been wanting to talk to you. but i don’t really know how to put it all in words. ❞
❝ how have you been sleeping? ❞
❝ don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t quite look well. ❞
❝ don’t feel bad for not knowing— i was trying not to bother anyone. you didn’t know because i didn’t let you. ❞
❝ miscommunication is a shitty trope in sitcoms and it’s even shittier in real life, so let’s just take a moment to breathe. and let’s get on the same page. alright? ❞
❝ is this a time for me to listen or fix it? ❞
❝ i don’t really have anything to say, i just know that i don’t really want to be alone. ❞
❝ could you just…talk to me? it doesn’t have to be anything important. i just like listening to your voice. it calms me. ❞
❝ honestly, it was a long time ago. i don’t really remember the details. ❞
❝ i’m rather proud of you. i don’t say that often, so believe i mean it. ❞
❝ you seem content here. happy, even? ❞
❝ i’m not here to drudge up the past. i’m just hoping we could have a future. ❞
❝ i see you’re not getting much sleep either. should i make us both some tea, then? ❞
❝ are you sure you didn’t want to mention something to me? ❞
❝ are you sure you’re alright? ❞
❝ i’m a fan of your work, actually. ❞
❝ you have more of a reputation than you might think. ❞
❝ you haven’t heard of me? how refreshing. ❞
❝ go on, tell me what’s on your mind. ❞
❝ something is troubling you, yes? ❞
❝ with a smile like that, i can’t help but want to know your secret. what’s got you so cheery today? ❞
❝ come on, you’re clearly upset. and i’m not the asshole who pretends not to notice. ❞
❝ oh, i’m going to enjoy making my first impression with you. how am i doing so far? ❞
Mika’s tastes in romantic partners by the way.
"Hmmm... I should REALLY start swapping out my piercings. I wanna get a dangly belly piercing and a dangly chest piercings, but I don't know what kind of object I want on it. I was thinking of stars or hearts, but I can't decide. Dammit. Sometimes free choice is a curse."
cheekbone. what makes them smile ?
carpals. what small habits do they have ?
phalanges. what is their relationship with touch ?
BARE BONES (HEADCANON QUESTIONS)
Seeing what life has to offer. Mika once they died got opened up to so many possibilities. They were FINALLY free. They're not imprisoning themselves at their abusive parent's home or in the fuckin' car of their SUV. They can go ANYWHERE and EVERYWHERE they want. Example: Mika got to visit a beautiful place in Thailand after they had dreamed of going to that country for years. Seeing so many cultures and jaw dropping landscapes that Mika would NEVER have had the currency or means to go to. Mika passes off as nothing more than a tourist and doesn't pay Mika any mind aside from staring a little too long at the foggy blue eyes.
Bouncing their leg too much or biting the inside of their cheek. It's just something they do that isn't really harming anyone or themselves. Just... they like the taste of their cheek for some reason and the bouncing leg is mostly a nervous habit, but they'll do it just cause if they feel the tic to do it. They can't help it and no one really points it out, so they don't really care.
It's... complicated. Mika's view of themselves only goes as so far as they're only good for their body and nothing else. When they start dating people, they're a very nervous style of attachment. Always wondering if their partner is going to leave them for someone prettier or less "tainted". Mika's only real experience with touch and sex goes so far as to being with Sapphire, but Sapphire makes them feel real even when they KNOW Sapphire isn't. Nothing more than... a physical embodiment of their worst and needy traits. So- touch is something they will allow anyone if asked, but they're always self-conscious about the chub of their stomach or their burn wounds on their belly or thighs. THAT'S what gets them the most.
Mika will let people touch their skin and body on the premise they don't stare too long at the burns or that they don't mention them unless Mika FEELS that they can trust that they aren't being judged or disgusted by. They'll fuck anytime, but having a real open and emotional relationship with them is tough because they can't distinguish real emotional romance and meaningless sex.
( * BARE BONES.
a selection of headcanon questions inspired by key bones in the human body.
skull. what memories/thoughts do they guard the most from others ?
cheekbone. what makes them smile ?
mandible / jawbone. what are they incapable of saying out loud ?
teeth. what lasting mark do they leave on others ?
hyoid / neck. who taught them to speak up, or stay silent ?
clavicle / collarbone. who/what do they lean on when they're vulnerable ?
scapula / shoulderblade. what burden do they carry on their back ?
sternum. what makes their heart pound hardest ?
ribcage. who/what are they trying to protect ?
humerus. do they use humour as a shield or a weapon ? what from/to ?
radius. who/what do they reach for first in a crisis ?
ulna. who stands by them no matter what ?
carpals. what small habits do they have ?
metacarpals. do they ask for help or clench their fists and bear it ?
phalanges. what is their relationship with touch ?
spine. when do they lose their backbone, what scares them ?
pelvis. what future or legacy are they afraid/excited to be responsible for ?
sacrum. what sacrifices have they made ?
coccyx / tailbone. what outdated beliefs do they still carry, if any ?
femur. what drives them forward ?
patella / kneecap. how compliant/obedient are they, who will they kneel for ?
tibia. who/what keeps them moving forward ?
fibula. do they ever feel overlooked ?
tarsals. what past mistakes stick with them with every step they take ?
metatarsals. if they could disappear for a day, where would they run ?
Now that I think about it and mentioned it more- Mika's piercing areas are VERY sensitive. Mostly the nipple and belly piercings of course. Jolts of tingles whenever someone touches them and they can immediately feel a sensation of pleasure and ticklishness almost. As if their body was given an intensified number of sensations when they're in their realm. Mika wants to do more actual dangling piercings on their stomach and nipples. They've seen like... link sets for nipples where they're pierced and held by a chain? Definitely Mika's dream choice of 'jewelry'
It was the king's heat season, so he was exceptionally friendlier and flirty-er. He watches Mika with hooded lids, relaxed and unmoving, always smiling though. Amused at being treated like some kind of beast that could switch up on a dime, and he very well could.
"Of course I don't mind, you know you want too so I'm giving you my absolute permission. I promise I won't bite you, haha."
"I... yeah. Yeah, I guess I... do." Was Mika that easy to read? To see how that they felt around Alexander? Or just around people in general? Mika's face is a hot pink curtesy of their temporary body having actual blood and heart to pump a color to their cheeks and bridge of their nose. Mika's heart fluttering against their chest like a bird in a cage. They're actually about to feel up a literal demon. Holy shit. Mika's palms caress naturally around the pec area of Alexander as if knowing exactly where to feel up. Or- their attention just shifted to the glittering piercings on his nipples. Fuckfuckfuck-
Smaller thumbs trace against the edges of his nipples wanting to even feel the edges of the piercing. Mika had their own set of glittery piercings on their stomach and nipples underneath the modest turtleneck that was starting to feel like a goddamn furnace. Their tongue too that didn't even count for the dangling moon piercing on their earlobe. Pain didn't exist in their realm, and they could easily just get a piercing and be on their merry way. "It's... uh- really nice, Alexander. I have my own set too. Though they're just simple barbels instead of rings." Mika's trying to not be a pervert, but- not exactly within their strong suite of being able to be modest about the staring.
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You ever get those days where even if you do completely nothing… like you just want to sleep? Like I’m genuinely so exhausted / drained and I have no reason to be (maybe a crash out from drinking a redbull but that’s about it I think) like I genuinely don’t know what to write or find my muses voice.
Kinda thinking of starting up my fandomless OC and my multi muse again tbh. Maybe im spreading myself too thin on here.
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"Well hello~ Go ahead, make a wish. Touch them. Ever hear of a wish dragon~?"
Mika's gaze caught like deer in the fucking headlights. Yeah... should Mika be seeing who Mika considered an ally like this? So muscular and... divine... Yet... Alexander DID tempt them. Wondering if they should even consider placing their smaller, smoother hands onto that chest. Those absolute meat grinders. "I uh... yeah... yeah I think I have?" Their tone distracted by ogling at the others pecs. Jesus, Mika is going to tempt themselves into touching the demonic lord's actual chest.
'Make a wish'. As if being dead AND owner to an afterlife realm wasn't their wish granted already. "You... sure you don't mind?" Consent is sexy and the tone that Alexander was having was either playful or taunting. Mika can't tell. Mika cautiously would raise their hands to hover above the leaned down lord to just... nervously look between those pecs with the shiny jewelry dangling and pierced to those eyes looking for any sort of trap or change.
WAKE UP
Where… where the hell is he? Mika's eyes felt hazy. Flooded. Like he wanted to cry, but no tears could be shed. Mika's memory felt like it was scattered into the wind in the moment. It's hard to even focus straight in the moment. Mika's trying to piece together everything that's happening right now. Their body felt… warm. Even though it should be on the cold hard floor. Except… there's noises in the background. Their eyes slowly adjusting to his surroundings. He's lying on his back staring up into a pure night sky. Stars lit the sky twinkling and shining in their own little way. Mika wanted to just lie here all night in a way.
Let the moment of the stars and moonlight shining on their pale skin. Mika's blonde hair covering their eyes, making locks of hair dangle in between their dark blue hues. He knows he needed a haircut eventually. Or… wherever he is, that is if it had a barber shop. Blowing the side of his face where the lock of light colored hair is in their face, shoved aside easily.
Grunting, he rolled over onto their side lying their head down onto the pavement. And… what was in front of them greatly confused them. Even on the pavement, Mika could glance into the distance. A tropical beach… palm trees with strawberries the size of a basketballs growing on the trees. Tan sandy beaches that is brightly colored. Pleasing to the eyes. As if someone slapped a poster on a wall of a vacation pamphlet, this would be what it looked like to them. "The… hell?" Mika's voice trailing off in a dazed confused stupor.
The pavement looked VERY familiar to the bar that he had just left. Dark, black sticky asphalt. Memories slowly sinking in. Mika would sit upright onto their bottom watching the ocean colored a dark blue from the nighttime barely showing any other color then that. "Okay… what... where am I? What the fuck happened?" Mika places his right palm onto his head squeezing their eyes to remember as much as he could. "Okay… okay... I-I remember… being at the bar with Maddie, Duncan. We were partying... because of some sort of graduation... and then… it was getting late...- And then… I left the bar... And then I-I..." Mika's eyes spring wide open...
"Fuck, I remember now. Some guy pulled a knife on me and told me to give him shit… I didn't have cash or anything on me. So." Mika scrambled to their feet in that moment. "NO… NO. NONONONO-" Mika instantly flung up their shirt to reveal… nothing. It's like it never happened. No wound. No scarring. Just a normal body. He's still wearing the same clothes he came into the bar with.
Soft shaded red hoodie, though a couple of stains on it from the alcohol. Sweatpants. Not the most fashion based individual. Their regular black tee. No knife wound or any ripping. Even putting pressure on it did nothing. It didn't even hurt. And Their shoes. Okay... so, if he's not dead, then where the hell is he? Did he get kidnapped after he got shanked!? Mika inhales a breath and exhales a breath. It's not paced properly. More acting as a shuddered pant that slowly became more and more panicked. "Fuck, okay… I-I jus' need to call Maddie."
He would ruffle through their pockets, finding nothing. "FUCK!" Mika exclaimed. They must've taken it when he got kidnapped. But… if he got kidnapped, why would they just abandon them on a beach of all places? Especially a nice-looking beach? Did they just find nothing on them and abandon them? Nothing made sense. Oh well. Suppose he might as well scan their surroundings.
Mika would look at the beach firstly, seeing how it's tropical. Sure a far cry from being in the city, that's for sure. Although, he's highly certain that strawberries didn't grow on trees. Mika would fold their arms, adjusting his glasses on their face. There's none on the ground and he didn't feel like climbing a tree as soon as he woke up. Not on their agenda today. Nothing on the beach besides the strawberry trees looked out of place.
That is until Mika turned around, noticing something that REALLY stood out of place. A large building in the middle of nowhere behind him. It's dark neon signs buzzing and humming without a electrical source anywhere. It was like it was standing find on it's own. Mika walked away from the beach in order to examine the sign. It's large, cursive letters on the front of the building read:
Chill Afterlife
Odd. It sounded quite cryptic and morbid. Sure, he's passed a couple of bars and nightclubs in their lifetime. Hell, even BEEN in one. But this stood out like a sore thumb. The walls were made out of a brick texture with the sides painted black over it. The front entrance had those red 'curtain' things you'd see in a movie theatre to hold back a line in order to get into the club. But there's no one here. There isn't a line waiting to get in, or people leaving. It's like it were completely bare besides one figure standing alone besides the entrance. Good! Good, there's still hope for them.
He just had to figure out what the hell is going on. So, maybe this bouncer could provide answers. Quickly jogging up to the entrance, where Mika had hoped he could get at least a phone call to his sister or friends. And here… here is where things took a drastic turn that made Mika stop dead in their tracks. This bouncer… looked as though he shouldn't even BE here… existing. Mika didn't even feel scared… or creeped out. It's more along the lines of this innocent confusion that plagued at them. Mika stared at this bouncer like he had two heads.
The bouncer isn't even human. It's… a anthropomorphic Dalmatian dog, wearing very skimpy clothing. A sleeveless croptop, and some weird version of a jockstrap attached to his waist not even trying to hide the bulge against his crotch. Mika glanced back up to the Dalmatian bouncer, trying to form words in their throat. "Uhm… Hello?" Mika tries to greet awkwardly. As if the bouncer couldn't even register. Thankfully… or unthankfully he was noticed easily. His dark eyes peered into Mika. His fingers holding a cigarette between his index and thumb. He puffed an exhale of smoke.
"Well, well. Look who decided to finally show up." A low chuckle played at his tone, flicking away the cigarette towards the sand. Clearly this guy didn't care about littering. Mika just cautiously studied this 'bouncer'. Upon further examination, this Dalmatian guy is INCREDIBLY scrawny. This guy couldn't throw out anyone even if he tried. Though, his sleek and soft frame did not deter Mika from being weary. The bouncer could tell Mika isn't exactly trusting at the moment. He warmly smiled as if seeing a old friend. "It's okay, Mika. I'm not gonna hurt ya." Mika blinked twice registering this random guy KNEW their name. Mika stammered his next response.
"H-How... do you know me?" Mika questioned nervously. The bouncer approached closer with no fear in his step. His paw pads pressing a shape into the sand in front of him.
"I know you have a lot of questions, hun. And I'm here to explain it to you." He answers in a simple manner.
Mika laughed in response as if finding something funny. "Yeah… you could say that.. uh, for starters… how.. are you here?" Mika makes a gesture. "Like… how do... you... y'know... exist?" God, Mika is SO bad at conversing with others. The dalmatian follows a laugh as well from the question.
"Well… I just do. I'm the one who keeps things running here so that way no one that shouldn't get in does. I may not look like it, but I have my ways of dealing with people." His voice had a odd quirk to it. Almost… flamboyant like. It's a teeter between normal and feminine. "I get to look at this pretty beach a lot. It's nice, don't you think?"
Mika looked over their shoulder where the ocean washes back and forth against the tide. He's never seen such a nice beach in a long time, but, it's besides the point. Mika turns back to furrow his brows worriedly at the bouncer. "Uh, yeah.. it's really nice. But.. dude.. please be honest with me.. who are you really and why am I here?" The bouncer's smile faded in that instant. As if knowing that this question was going to come up eventually.
He reaches into his crop top and pulls out a pack of cigarettes from nowhere. He flicks a lighter in the other that also came out of nowhere and alights the end of the cigarette. He inhales a puff, and exhales, staring at the pavement besides him. As if trying to think of a response. And- then he sighs longingly.
"Mika, hon… there's not an easy way to say it." Mika would nod softly, although their heart was lurching in their throat scared what he had to say. This place... it felt like a dream, but not one at the same time. The sand under their shoes. The salt-licked breeze against the back of their neck. This felt too real. Then came those four words. The words Mika desperately didn't want to hear.
"Mika, love… you're dead."
Those words made Mika's jaw drop instantly at that point. His heels back up in shock at this response. Their eyes widened in pure despair. "No…No... no... nonono.." Mika would feel their face flushing hot and the anxiety rising heavily in their chest. This can't be happening. This couldn't! Mika was just 26! He had so much life to live left, so much to do… so much to accomplish, so much to say… Mika would huddle into a ball onto the ground. Their jaw still hanging agape. "No. I-I can't be...! I-I '...- I '...- Can't."
Mika felt their emotions welling up like a ton of bricks. Mika's never been the greatest at letting their emotions out in front of others. Their hands pressed up to the sides of their head, burying their head into their knees. "This has to be a nightmare. I-I can't be dead. no.. my-my sister… my family... FUCK FUCK FUCK!" Mika exclaimed aloud sobbing into their knees.
The bouncer sighs knowing this wasn't going to be easy for either for them. He would approach Mika and kneels down to their huddled and crying form. Rubbing his palm back and forth soothingly. "Shhhh… shhh... I know. I know, hon. I'm sorry. If I could've beat around the bush, I would've. But you know as well as I do that wouldn't be fair to you." The bouncer takes another inhale. "My name is Damian, hon. I promise I know it's not easy to accept… but, you won't be alone here, I promise. Actually, there's a lot of people who have been waiting for you." He added. Mika would sniffle a breath, looking up at him with teary, puffy eyes.
"W-Wha'? Wh-who..?" Damian smiled lightly, as if knowingly.
"I can't say, Mika. It would ruin the surprise." A giggle followed. "But all I can tell you is that they've been waiting here for you so very patiently, and now that you're here, they're dying to meet you." Damian added seeming to try to build up the suspense. "Besides, it's not safe here late at night. It's nearing morning soon so it's safe for now. I'll explain everything on the way in. Are you ready, Mika?"
It wasn't really like he had a choice in the matter. If he's truly dead and stuck here, then he might as well go see whoever's been waiting on him supposedly. And Damian knew more than Mika obviously. If he says it's not safe at night, Mika isn't going to take any betting chances with getting into trouble ALREADY. Mika sniffles another breath nodding softly. Damian helps Mika up to their feet keeping an arm around their shoulder to gently guide them into the building. "This way, honey." The revolving doors already calling their names with no one waiting on the outside. As if these doors had been calling to their soul for the longest time.
Entering into the building, Damian swiveled past the door for the both of them to enter into the lobby where the inside was a LOT bigger than it was on the outside. There's a joke to be made here somewhere... but Mika isn't in the best state of mind to really call upon it. The inside looked strangely like a hotel for some reason. Like walking into a literal hotel lobby. The insides were still painted that midnight night black color with a few dabbles of some pink lines against the color scheme of the walls as if trying to attempt to add stripes. Twinkling stars seemed to coat the inner lobby with how far the ceiling reached into the dimensions. Leaving enough room for the... well rooms and for souls to go to and from their rooms. Damian would speak up.
"This is our lobby, as I'm sure you can tell. Usually, me and your receptionist workers here will let a few souls who get lost here or pass on enter into here until they can find a suitable place to go once they sign into a book lodger. Your world isn't only just protected by me, hon." Damian explains as Mika leaned into Damian shoulder, wanting to stay close to their new friend and guide. For a one-story building, there's even escalators here! There must've been a lot more floors here. Damian noticed this glance from Mika and would grin knowingly.
"Oh, those? I wouldn't think too hard on it if I were you. This place is a mystery. What I will say is that is the floor to where our guests go to rest and relax if they so choose. Though no one REALLY needs it since there's no need for sleep here." He would bump Mika's hip lightly in a playful manner. Guiding the pair over, He approaches the lobby counter where Mika had to stop and stare at the receptionist...s? Mika's never seen ANYTHING like it before. They felt their entire body go rigid from being unable to look away. Like something magical was just happening right in front of them.
Before their eyes, would be two snake beings that had a humanoid-like torso; yet there would be a curvaceous snake-like body at the bottom from below their belly. A long, girthy tail seemed to slither across the inner room even if they tried to coil up. Pantless. Both snakes stuffed into a wool, dark blue and brown plaid button up cardigan sweater. As if they both tried to wear the same clothing at the same time and it made them look puffy and awkward.
It then hits them. Upon further examination, they were... in the same body. Oh. They were conjoined. Two heads made up the body, with each side colored a respective contrast to what body part they owned. Their wool sweater had a rather... settable set of mounds underneath the sweater. Don't... look, Mika. Even if it causes a small fluster to their cheek.
The left head, a brightly orange colored set of scales with dark black eyes staring into Mika with what seemed to be a mixture of... interest and skepticism. As if that was the first human he's ever seen. Light brown hair slinked down his head resting against the sides of his shoulders and neck. His maw protruding two sharp, venom filled fangs. His left hand rose up and placed down against the counter to the receptionist desk hidden behind a structure that would cut off the guests and snake receptionists from the outside world. How could they even leave!?
He blinks twice. "New soul, hm? We don't get a ton of human looking souls. Weird." He commented. Damian rolls his eyes as if this head was trying to be dense.
"Sol... this isn't JUST a soul. This is Mika! The one we've been waiting years for!" He would grin excitedly turning to flaunt Mika off with both of his hands as if showing off something amazing. And from the name alone, the two heads perked up. His expression changed from this bored skepticism to clear and alert interest.
"No shit? Well, I'll fuckin' be. It's about time you showed up, mister. Been keeping us waiting for a long time." A beat and a tease. He would roll his head down with him to look for and acquire something from the bottom shelf, sifting through random papers and items until they both pull out a green binder and puts it down onto the counter desk.
"We've been waiting a really long time! Like things got sooooo boring around here!" The purple head on the right groaned out dramatically. Her features looked vastly similar to this "Sol" guy. Her own set of light brown hair, albeit messier and more tied into a ponytail that rested against her right shoulder. Her dark black eyes glazed wonders and giddiness into Mika making a complete opposite from Sol who seemed to be gruffer and blunter. Her right hand opens up the lodger and takes the pen from the tiny metal tin next to her writing something down into the paper.
"Enough, Luna. I'm sure he gets the point already." A roll of his eyes and leans his head more closely to the opening of the receptionist desk to focus on the human. "Alrighty, since our big boss finally entered into our wonderful home. Welcome to Chill Afterlife, Mika. This is your personal paradise, so feel free to go ham. Though, we have rules here, so listen up." He would scoot the binder closer and pulls a pen from his side as well and tapped the end of the pen on the paper in a tic-like manner.
"First off: No fighting or killing. At ALL. If you have a disagreement with someone, sort it out without violence or bring it to our attention. There's usually security that wear jeans and vests and have this hat on them. You'll know when you see em'.
Second: You CANNOT bring anyone here without our knowledge. There's souls in different dimensions who would absolutely wreck the shit out of this place, and Damian can easily veto em' back to their dimension, but just so you're aware. If you want to bring someone out of their realm, you let us know first before you do it. It's just for safety and making a headcount out of everyone who comes here. Everyone here is just to relax and have fun, and we can't have some asshole ruining it."
"Yeah, there was a jerk here once who was so sure that he could do whatever he wanted and stuff. Loud, rude and just all around unpleasant to be around. He didn't even really want to sign in thinking that "having to sign his soul away was idiotic". Even if that's just what we're supposed to do." Luna would huff a breath and placed her palm on her snout as if the very memory annoyed her.
Sol would nod and continue as he would look through reading the text on the paper. "Moving on..." He comments with professional flair.
"Thirdly: This IS REALLY important, so make sure you listen. You cannot leave Chill Afterlife after 12:00 AM. You can go to different dimensions and different worlds that are stationed inside of the club, but going directly outside the club after 12:00 AM is a death sentence. We don't even know what will happen to your soul if it leaves here outside, nor do we plan to find out. 3:00 A.M. onward is safe.
Fourthly: under no circumstances can you smuggle things for the clients or patrons here. If they want their own shit, they need to get it and have it approved. If it's for yourself, fine- but you can't bring illegal shit here that would get us visitors from dimensions looking for said items. Just buy your own stuff and you should be fine.
Lastly: Just be respectful, shouldn't be too hard to follow. This is your club and all now but just don't be a dick and all. I've heard great things about you, so, I'm sure it'll be fine. Enjoy your afterlife, and that's all we ask for."
After that wonderful speech by Sol, he would begin to write down a name into the logbook where he shows it to Mika. "This is just for record keeping. So that way we know who's actually a resident here and who isn't. This page is for our residents who stay longer than guests who are just here for a day or few hours. You got the second to last page. So, woohoo." He said in a dreary and fake tone. "Anyway, I'm sure you're done standing around. And I wanna get back to my job. So; off you two go." Sol would flick his hand for a motion to go away. Damian rolls his eyes.
"Always nice chatting with you too, Sunny." He grinned mischievously.
"Christ, I hate it when you call me that." He grumbled. Cue a middle finger. Ah, Mika gets it. Sunny. Like the sun. With that sorted and out of the way, Mika and Damian could go towards the main area of the nightclub. Luna would wave a greeting goodbye in ecstatic glee.
"Bye Mika! Bye Damian! Let's talk again soon, 'kay!?" Mika guesses he should go and talk with her and Sol when they weren't so busy.
"Okay! We will!" Mika calls back out with Damian hastily guiding Mika away from the desk towards the secondary set of escalators that would roll them down to the main club.
Mika would raise a brow, grinning sheepishly. "Is he always like that?" He inquired with a small laugh.
"Eh, sometimes. He gets annoyed when he isn't able to do his job. But he's fun when he wants to be, so we keep him around. Sometimes it's funny just to poke at him." He laughs softly. Mika seemed to be easing more and more around Damian. Even though the news of him being dead isn't still settling well, Damian seemed to be trying to cheer Mika up from his dilemma and his realization of his death. Mika would gaze around his surroundings. The neon dark pink lights still shined through the club walls. Some shown alcohol signs, some showed 18+ on the wall, another showed 'Chill Afterlife' on the top of set of stairs. Still casting that bright neon pink on the staircase leading downwards.
"And down we go, hon. This is where we'll enter the main 'play' area. It's actually really nice." Percy lets go of Mika where the two would descend down the staircase that is still glowing a dim pink color to light the way down so they don't trip and fall.
"Hey Damian? Uhm. I have a question... How LONG have you guys been waiting for me? Because... you guys make it sound like you've been waiting like years for me." He would laugh at his own statement. Percy would grit his teeth a bit.
"That's... because we have, hon." He would reply turning to face Mika, who's expression turned a bit grim.
"O-Oh... I see. Uhm... sorry?" He elicits a laugh from Percy.
"Oh, honey it's not a problem. You're here now and that's all that matters. Besides, we have enough entertainment here to last us a long time. Drinks are free, food is free, and they always replenish themselves so, we don't have to worry about running out. Like I said, this place is weird."
"Who discovered it?" Mika inquired curiously wanting to know more about their realm.
"No one. It just came to be, like me and a few others. Some of the souls here actually work here. So; it gives them purpose. Some prefer to just rest easily and party and have fun. Everyone has their purpose here." Percy answered.
They finally made their way downstairs from the main staircase and what Percy said about entertainment wasn't a joke... this place is MASSIVE. the souls here? They all looked so vastly different. Mostly was different and some were anthropomorphic themselves. There's a stage club in the far back of the room where it had a catwalk that led to a stripper pole. Behind the stage is curtains where they'd exit and enter onto the stage.
Pulsating music played in the background. Mostly electric, bounce, EDM, Bass based tracks, and just all around an energetic atmosphere. There are a lot of people everywhere. Some watched the stripper girls dance around the pole and entertain the oddly shaped and indistinguishable figures in the seats that were a soft leather cushion that one could easily lean into. Some sat at the bar talking amongst themselves and drinking their drinks. Speaking of the bar... it had a LOT of Mika's favorite alcohol choices. Whisky, Brandy, Tequila, Bourbon, Some cocktails, and most of them were flavored alcohol. T'V's planted above the bar playing various sports and TV shows Mika didn't recognize.
Mika would wander over to the bar, gazing at the assortment of choices and flavors. A bartender smiled warmly at the human.
"Can I getcha anythin'?" Mika would turn to face the bartender. And BOY was this guy a tall fucking drink of water. Built muscles constrained by a rather professional set of clothing. As if that the bartender worked in a casino or somewhere fancy. A server vest with rolled up sleeves allowing those big dogs to breathe. Dark cherry red skin that looked reptilian in nature. Long horns that hutted from the side of his head and curled behind him. A heart shaped spade-tail would flick behind his bottom. Curious and inviting. The most distinct feature was those glowing, four orange eyes that stared down at them with such a warm intensity.
Mika wasn't sure if he should feel scared or welcome. He would shake their head. "Oh! No thank you, I'm just looking." He would reply gently.
"Just let me know if you want anythin'." His voice an English accent. Suave and smooth. He would turn back to tend to the other customers. Giving them refills or a separate alcohol. Still, this place is lively. A nightclub wouldn't be Mika's first choice of an afterlife, but he supposed he can't be picky. At least he GETS an afterlife. It's still on their mind that he's dead, but it's slowly drifting to the back of their mind. Distracted by the assortment of things to do in here. Dmian would approach from behind Mika and patted their shoulder.
"Like it so far? If you want anything different, all you have to do is just let someone over there know and they'll change up the activity. We got comedy clubs, we got karaoke and singing, we got a projector for movies and video games. I know you like those. So, we have those too. Any console. Any game. Though, chatting with people back on Earth will be difficult since, well... we're all dead. But online only exists for this realm of course, so, you won't have to worry about that. We also have fashion shows, TV's. We offer a lot of content. Even sports which are in real time on Earth, but again... can't bet or nothin'. Dead. I could go on and on, but I won't bore you with the details." He would continue the tour. "Over there, we have our jukebox for the music. Can play anything." Damian knows this is a lot to take in so far, so he decides to check in with Mika.
"How are you holding up, hon? I know it's a lot, but, we do want you to feel comfortable here." Percy tries to smile in order to comfort Mika. Mika sits down on one of the U-Shaped booth chairs where he tries to gather their thoughts.
"Honestly? It's... nice and all, but.. I-it's really hard not to get over the fact this is really it. I'm never going to see everyone again. And... shit. sorry, I don't mean to ruin the moment. I-I just... wish I had time to say goodbye." Percy frowns a bit and sits down next to Mika.
"I know, hon... I know. But, it'll get better. You'll see. I promise." Damian decided enough was enough, and he would reach over to pull Mika into a hug. "You'll see how beautiful it can be to be dead too." He felt Mika shudder a breath against his chest not trying to cry again. He knows Mika is under a lot of stress and anxiety from this whole ordeal. So, he wanted to show Mika the bright things about his afterlife. Damian would look up at the time. 4:45 AM. Mika didn't need to sleep... but he knows he needed to rest after the day he's had. Percy would stroke Mika's wrist lightly.
"Hon, I know it's a lot and if you want to rest, just let me know and I'll take you to your bedroom. You can meet your guests later." Mika would lift up their head and shook it. Sniffling and using their wrist to wipe their eyes.
"No... No, it's okay.. sniff.. just.. had a moment." He would reply as he would glance over to the bar. "Is there any tea in a can I could have? I could kill for a peach tea." Mika would chuckle softly trying to lift their spirits up. Percy nodded.
"One peach tea coming up." And Percy left Mika to stew in their thoughts for a moment. All these workers under them and they all seemed (mostly) happy to see Mika and know them. Mika didn't have anything significant about them. This whole place really belonged to them? Mika didn't know how to run a business, much less a magical, interdimensional club! He knows he's got Damian, but he can't rely on him always. Things felt like such a mess. Mika would bury his forehead into his palms.
"Fuck me, man." He murmured, until he felt Percy's soft hand touch against their shoulder in a soothing manner.
"Here we are, hon. One peach tea." Percy sits across from Mika where he'd begin to sip on the Drink. The flavor felt so damned refreshing and able to calm their nerves. As if freshly crisp and delicious to their liking. He inhales and exhales. Trying to think of the words to come into mind.
"Damian? Thanks for doing this all for me... I guess I was just also thinking about all this... I always thought one day I'd end up in Heaven or Hell, or Hades or something. I don't know. I never guessed I'd get my own little personal afterlife. It's just... so... so much." Damian didn't speak, just letting Mika vent. "I can't help but think how everyone would be without me... and... what Earth would be like without me." Mika shudders another breath taking a sip of their tea. "It's just I want to think about anything else other than the fact I'd fucking dead, Percy. But I can't stop thinking about it." He admits. And Percy places a palm onto their hand.
"I know it's not much, but you do belong here. You belong here in so many ways. We all want you here, Mika." Damian shifts as if trying to think of something or as if trying to find a way to put it. "...Because we ARE you, Mika." Damian admits. Mika furrowed their brow and cocked their head as if thinking Damian's just being cryptic again.
"Huh...? Wh-what the hell are you talking about." Guess Damian shouldn't have left it off that. He continues focusing his attention on the other.
"Mika. Remember when I said that when this place was made, we came with it? It's exactly that. When your pain, fears, desires and hurt was all rolled up into one- this realm came into existence. It KNOWS what you want, baby. And it knew that you couldn't do this alone. So... me, Suden, Sol and Luna were all created. For you. We are a part of you. Well, there's another one that works here that's been dying to-" And a sudden drop in pressure and atmosphere suddenly reverberated into the air. The lights flicker and then proceed to dim heavily. Fog rolled onto the ground. Thick enough to not be able to see. Mika's heart racing.
"What's going on!?" Mika panicked in thinking something bad was happening. But Damian had no reaction. His eyes locked onto the stripper stage.
"Our last worker. Right on cue." Damian says as if unenthusiastically. Mika would turn their gaze to the stage and headlights seemed to shine onto the stage, where fog billowed from behind the curtains. Entrancing. Mysterious. Until the curtains pull back, casting a heavily dark blue haze onto the stage, revealing a sleek and beautiful figure emerging from the curtains. And Mika's heart instantly dropped and jaw slack. The being before them was entrancing and barely wore anything at all.
Their immodesty only hidden by a tight, silver thong with sparkling gold thigh highs, the entertainer would swivel their hips and stride sultry-like across the catwalk flaunting their ass and their unnaturally, yet godly crafted curves. White wool seeming to cast the fluffy entertainer in colors of bright, baby blue dyed tipped wool with some lavender on the body while they blue is on their head. Their stomach churned at watching the flank seem to roll and rotate along with sliding themselves against the pole hooking the ditch of their knee against the metal, letting out a soft- yet hormonal moan of delight. The tone sounded light and feathery. Mika felt as if the world stopped for a moment as though the afterlife held its breath.
"Damian... who is that?" Mika's voice sounded wistful and lost in thought. Damian could already see that the entertainer was working their charm like an aphrodisiac. Damian leaned forward.
"That honey... is Sapphire. Our most favorite and widely received worker of the afterlife. And he's been waiting for you solely." Mika would feel their skin prick and face heat instantly. Their gaze rushes to Damian trying to protect themselves with protests.
"Me!? B-But I don't even know him! I look SO out of his league. C'mon, Damian- stop fucking with me!" Damian doesn't even back down, more so giggle to himself pointing a finger next to him.
"Is that so? Well... I think Sapphire has his attention all on you right now, hon." Damian would teasingly comment which made Mika freeze, turning their head slowly back to the stage where Sapphire had stopped his sultry dancing and shaking his hips and ass. All eyes were on them. Sapphire's expression held something of excitement, horniness and delight. Mika felt as if that he's being put on the spot. Until Sapphire drops a finger pointing at Mika beckoning them over. A low, mouthed "Please" would be heard. Gulping, Mika turned to Damian as if asking for his permission. A nod follows instructing Mika to go ahead.
Sliding out of the booth, Mika would shakily walk over to the catwalk stage where it stood just above to their forehead height. They look up to the stage where Sapphire had clicked his hooves onto the stage and knelt down. The bulge between Sapphire's legs evident how tight and distracting the article of clothing was. Sapphire doesn't say anything for a moment as if trying to drag out this encounter. Until...
"My, my... you're even cuter in fuckin' person, baby." His tone so sweet to the ears. Gentle and flamboyant like. Honey-rich words seemed to dangle in the conversation as he purred in delight. "C'mere. I want you up here." Sapphire offers a humanoid hand for Mika to take as Mika would bleat.
"I-I! Sapphire, right? I'm flattered- but I-I don't think-" Mika was immediately silenced by a placement of Sapphire's palm atop their head.
"It's okay. You're safe, little moonlight. I know you're scared. Trust me. Okay?" Sapphire's voice was hard to argue against, and Mika was just told that this one in particular was wanting them. Mika whined nervously and nodded.
"Okay... just- I don't know how to dance." Mika would take the offered hand and climbs atop to the stage where he met Sapphire face to face. Mika kept a respectful distance from Sapphire. The domestic sheep had no such intentions of letting Mika be bashful. Upon the second Mika got their footing onto the stage, with surprising strength, Sapphire would pull Mika flush against his naked body causing the human to gasp out. Sapphire is impossibly soft and fluffy. His skin smooth and feminine-like. Mika felt as if their own heat was going to rush to their groin and stomach.
"I don't want you to dance, honey bunny. I just want to know what you feel like. Sound like. And it is beautiful." Sapphire's tone husky, sultry and breathy. Mika's body shivered against the confident and soft sheep allowing a small, cooed croon to follow upon seeing this.
"Ohhh, baby... you don't gotta be nervous. I can feel you like a bird in a cage. Your emotions all over the place. The way your legs are knocking into mine. You need someone to take care of you, don't you?" His tone filled with threats of promise and bliss. As if promising to protect something valuable. "I know exactly what you need. But first- I think you need this. A little sneak peak." Before Mika could even ask what Sapphire was talking about, a sudden press of his lips against the humans' lips causing Mika to jolt. This... this was their first ever kiss. With a boy. Mika... loved it? Sure- Mika knew their sexuality a LONG time ago.
But to have one willingly and initiating a kiss? That SOMEONE wanted to be with them? To touch them? The way that Sapphire's fingers were cupped against Mika's hip keeping them in place. Sapphire's other free hand slides up to cup Mika's cheek and send even more electricity into their veins. Mika doesn't pull away. Is Mika that pathetic he'd let a stranger kiss them? Yet- it's something Mika's wanted for so long. To melt into another person's touch and let the world pass them by. Mika's voice even slipped an unconscious moan muffled by the kiss. The way Sapphire's tongue slips into their orifice. Mika doesn't pull away. Craving. Hungrily.
Only for Sapphire to be the one to pull away with a string of saliva bridging their lips. "Mmmph, you even TASTE beautiful, baby. Fuuuck... you're gonna drive me crazy already, Mika." Mika... never even gave their name to him. Mika blinked for a moment. Sapphire continues. "Why don't we take this in your room? I don't think you want to give a show on your first day here." Sapphire giggles again and slinks his fingers into Mika's digits and pulls them dragging them towards the catwalk staircase.
"We'll be in Mika's room, Damian. Thanks for bringing me them for me." A purr and a blow of a kiss to him where they walk past the catwalk stage and into a dark, gaping entrance of a room where the lights seemed to dim and darken them entirely. Sapphire's grip firm yet gentle. Leading them for the very first time to their assigned room where they could experience TRUE bliss and love.