Agapanto Blu

The problem with being a queer psychologist is that I spend way too much time telling people that if I had a time machine I would immediately use it to go back and murder Freud without hesitation Ao3 & Pillowfort @AgapantoBlu

[agapantoblu]

My love language is handmade croissants that took me three days and came out ugly because it's too hot for the butter to keep its shape, and sapphic nape scritches

[gambling-with-the-king]

I give you gwen! Exams are over (for now) but merlin + drawing is good in the holidays too

[agapantoblu]

Been working on a batch of croissants for the past three days, in a struggle against these temperatures which kept trying to melt my cold butter before time, and the end result is a bit wonky looking but I tasted them this morning for the first time and they are Good!

[stuckinapril]

[stuckinapril]

happy if you have scholarly inclinations there is usually something wrong with your sexuality july

[agapantoblu]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Merlin (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Gwen/Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Aithusa & Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) Additional Tags: Kidnapping, Mild Gore, fear of madness, Polyamory, Getting Together, Cold iron, Implied/Referenced Torture Summary:

Arthur is going mad, as his father before him. There is no other explanation as to why, randomly, when he is alone, he will start seeing a small white dragon hell-bent on stealing Excalibur from him.

Or is he?

[agapantoblu]

"Your stupid horse got me in the head with a hoof," Merlin counters drily.

For as many years as he'd been employed in the royal household, Merlin never quite got the hang of riding and therefore likes it just as well as polishing armour. Still, Arthur saw men die from the kick of a horse, and the thought of such a fate makes him shiver. "It's lucky you have such a thick skull, then."

and

Merlin grabs [the pillow] midair. Arthur hums his admiration because he's half-asleep already. "You are getting better."

"As I told Gaius a hundred times already, it was just a graze. I can see and move and think perfectly."

"Now, you couldn't think before either."

and

When he takes a break, he can tell Merlin also noticed and is studying him with a too keen eye. "I'm not dizzy. Just distracted."

"Don't you have to think in order to be distracted?"

and

"You would tell me-" he accidentally says out loud, following his only thoughts and realising he must not be making much sense but being unable to stop nonetheless, "-if I was losing my mind."

"You've never been much smart from the beginning," Merlin says.

and

"Just… thinking." He notices the opening the moment he concedes it, "Don't."

"You know that's bad- oh, come on." Merlin flicks some dirty water his direction with his fingertips. "You're no fun tonight."

So what I am learning about my writing is that I truly only have one joke and I'm not above milking it for all its worth

[enchantedbook]

"The Wild Swans" Jennie Harbour, 1921.

[agapantoblu]

My croissants!!!!!!!

[omarfor-orchestra]

Qualcuno che parla politico mi spiega

[agapantoblu]

I'd swear I had a mutual who knitted a Sophie hood scarf, where are they, I need to know if it turns out okay in the end or if putting it on makes you look like Baba Yaga on a rough Monday

[limbel]

cage for @morgwenmicrofic

[arthurianmedia]

Nimue: Are you really a wizard? Merlin: A hand wizard.

[gu3rrillag0th]

Goodbye, old friend.

[wifegideonnav]

gonna be honest i don’t know how many more ‘enter the 6 digit code we sent to your phone’s i got left in me

[khmelisuneliart]

my babies

[agapantoblu]

I Need this vacation to come so baaaaad

[agapantoblu]

VACATION

[agapantoblu]

I'm starting to prep to plant the winter blooming flowers and I saw that the spring bulbs are for pre-ordering so I took a lil time checking them out and now my online cart is 200€ in plants

[crazy-brazilian]