Adventures in Solitude

hi. I'm lonely. follow me on instagram @adventures_in_solitude

[agatha-alders]

"Just remember, the same as a spectacular Vogue magazine, remember that no matter how close you follow the jumps: Continued on page whatever. No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That’s how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice. None of this matters. We’re just warming up." - Chuck Palahniuk #yolo #fomo #tbt #etc

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If you’re anything like me, you shouldn’t check you internet browser history when you’re wondering where your day went. We Know Your Personality Based On Your Orange Juice Preferences | buzzfeed What Stereotypical Character Would You Be In A Rom-Com | buzzfeed From Darling To Daring: Kylie Jenner’s Evolving Looks Over The Years What Makes a Woman 'Wife Material': Men Reveal the Surprising Truth | The Stir How To Be Alone | YouTube 7 Ways To Spend Time Alone With Yourself | Bustle How To Be Happy: Learn How To Feel Better Today | YourTango What Men Really Think Of Your Selfies | YourTango How to Stop Procrastinating - YouTube Diet for Depression | Foods that Help Depression | WebMD Kim K’s photo remake breaks Internet, Amber Rose pic forgotten forever | Fusion

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Currently reading #hannahklee #inspiration #feelingblessed #careergoals #yolo

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Not hungover at all. Making responsible adult decisions. "People frequently comment on the emptiness in one night stands, but emptiness here has always been just another word for darkness. Blind encounters writing sonnets no one can ever read. Desire and pain communicated in the vague language of sex. None of which made sense to me until much later when I realized everything I thought I’d retained of my encounters added up to so very little, hardly enduring, just shadows of love outlining nothing at all." - Mark Z Danielewski #hangover #onenightstand #regrets #somanyregrets #McDonaldsBreakfastAllDayTho #yolo

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"Some people are uncomfortable with silences. Not me. I’ve never cared much for call and response. Sometimes I will think of something to say and then I ask myself: is it worth it? And it just isn’t." #MirandaJuly #same

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Came home early from the party to eat pizza and swipe through people I never want to actually meet IRL. So, things are going pretty well for me right now. 😑 #tinder #tinderella #noBobImNotAparkingTicket #stillhavingsomuchfun #superlike #thumbworkout #love #lol

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Looking for #love in 2015 💘 step 1: get a selfie stick. ✔️

#selfie #sexy #selfiestick #cinderella

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#currentlyreading #jonasnobel 😑

#yolo #sorryboutit

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“I don't know about other people, but when I wake up in the morning and put my shoes on, I think, Jesus Christ, now what?” #CharlesBukowski

#bukowski #nowwhat #shoesonfleektho

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[agatha-alders]

This is the post where you see how well I'm doing without you. My neighbors have not been complaining about Phil Collins blasting at strange hours of the night. When Martha started sending me concerned screenshots of my 'recently listened to' I did not have to turn my Spotify account to private. I have not been taking long walks alone each afternoon. I did not get a cat. I'm "doing me”. I've made so many new friends. Look how many followers I have, I didn't buy any of them. I'm having fun every night, and I never think about you.

#doingme #fun #somuchfun #reallyimhavingagreattimeokay

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#someofthisisnttrue #againstallodds #babycomeback

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How many cigarettes does it take to cure a broken heart y'all?

#butreally #aintnocure #heartbreak #sad #regrets #lungcancer #adele

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"The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd; the longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are." #FernandoPessoa

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"Sometimes I’ll be talking to someone, and I’ll be like ‘Yeah, I’ve been really lonely lately’ and they’ll be like ‘Well we should hang out!’ and I’m like ‘No, that’s not what I meant. That’s not what I meant at all." #JohnMulaney Same.

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Netflix to numb the pain of existence. -_- "How did I get into the world? Why was I not asked about it and why was I not informed of the rules and regulations but just thrust into the ranks as if I had been bought by a peddling shanghaier of human beings? How did I get involved in this big enterprise called actuality? Why should I be involved? Isn't it a matter of choice? And if I am compelled to be involved, where is the manager—I have something to say about this. Is there no manager? To whom shall I make my complaint?" -Søren Kierkegaard

#forrealtho #netflix #kierkegaard #summertimesadness #orangeisthenewblack #regrets #yolo

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You know how sometimes the only things on your grocery list are whiskey and cereal? #groceryshopping #foodie (at Vons)

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Hi, I'm Agatha. #ihatemonday #firstpost #morningselfie #sexy (at Glendale, California)