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How do you unlike someone if they're more likable now more than how they are before?

How do you stop having thoughts of them when you just started wanting to know them more? It's impossible to not fall for somebody you thought was a good person then later you'd discover they're a gem.

The saddest part of liking someone who's not into you is not the part that they will never like you back. It is the part where you try your hardest to unlike them, but you just can't.

To my crush of eleven years

Hi. It’s been a while. I haven’t thought of you for years but here I go again, just a flash of your name on my screen gives me butterflies. I did not expect to feel this again because honestly, I’m tired of loving and not being loved in return. But I guess feelings do have a life of its own. They crawl back in our hearts when we least expect it.

I know there’s not even a tiny chance that you think of me too but at least I get to see you and talk to you even it’s just about how our activities as a group will go. Thank you for existing. Thank you for letting me know that my feelings are not how I thought it was, just a feeling, that it’s temporary and short-lived. You see, after eleven years, after a day of seeing you, after a little conversation with you, nothing has changed, I haven’t changed. I still treat you snacks. I still carry things for you. I still silently watch you and listen to every word you utter. I still think you are beautiful and funny. I am still crazy for you. Your laugh makes me laugh. Your smiles make me blush. Just your existence makes me happy. How could someone affect you so much when they don’t even do much?

I hope I could say these things to you. I hope I could confess and tell you how wonderful I think you are. But telling you the truth could also mean losing you or our friendship. It’s too precious and I wouldn’t take the risk. So just for the sake of letting this off of my chest, I want you to know that I LIKE YOU. SO. MUCH. I am overwhelmed with my feelings for you and I don’t think I could keep it any longer. So yeah, I know you won’t be able to see this but I still want to say it. I have been having feeling for you for eleven years now.

Believe in yourself because if you wouldn't, no one else will.

Okay. I think I'm over Clexa now but now my obsessing with Sea Mechanic. Oh gosh those brunettes are going to be the death of me.

I have a huge crush on ALYCIA DEBNAM-CAREY

Who else? Come, jump the kru.

itallstartedwithakiss

The ships I could never get over with:

1. Clexa - Eliza Taylor as Clarke Griffin and Alycia Debnam-Carey as Lexa (the 100)

2. Korrasami - Avatar Korra and Asami Sato (Legend of Korra)

3. Camren - Camila Cabello and Lauren Jauregui (Fifth Harmony)

4. KoiDao/FonBelle - Fon Sananthachat as Dao and Belle Kemisara as Koi (Hormones)

Why do I always get obsessed with fictional couples. Like I feel their love and pain, and I don't want to ever stop because then I'd have to face that my life is nothing like their story. I hate it but I also love it because that's the time I get to be reminded how much human I am with my emotions and complexities. But again, these feelings are artificial and at some point, I need to stop thinking about them because I'm afraid I would not see the difference in reality and fantasy anymore.

I miss the sun.

I miss the rain.

I miss everything but pain.

I've been seeing this on netflix and I skip-watched this before like 3 to 4 years ago but I did not like it but now that I gave it a chance since I am bored and looking for something to make me sleepy, Gawd! THE SUBTLETY AND THE SLOWBURN. I LOVE IT!

#newness #adulting #relationships #love #nicolashaultishot #thoseyes #boredbuthappy #inlove #forever

Yes, sure, plans can be cancelled, some challenges are hard to over come, you can also fail a task, but never ever give up on your dreams and on dreaming. If one dream seems impossible to achieve, there are a hundred million more that you can create. So yes, do not stop.

Being locked up at home taught me that earth doesn't need humans; we need earth. What we only did to this planet is to destroy it and today while we, humans, are getting sick, the planet is healing itself. Clear skies, greener trees, less garbage in oceans, birds started chirping happily outside and the best news that I have read recently is that the ozone layer is finally recovering --- all of these happened because we stayed at home, away from the rest of the world. This pandemic could be a danger to human existence, yes, but it is also telling us something beyond ourselves. That if we just respected and took care of our planet enough, maybe this wasn't suppose to happen. Right now we can only wait for a vaccine to be discovered and hope we are still alive until then. But if ever we survive this pandemic, which I strong believe in, I hope we start treating the planet like our lives depend on it and not the other way around. Earth is our one big and only home. https://www.instagram.com/p/B-6Zh9HnDKT/?igshid=tqodgdb9tgks

Fuck. I miss you.

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Romance - Marketing Nightmare

The only country where Romance went #1 on the charts was Canada.

I love Canada since I’m from Canada, but that’s literally the only positive about this unfortunate statistic.

I just need to make one thing clear, there is nothing wrong with Romance. It’s a great album with a lot of amazing songs. So please, Camilizers and Harmonizers, keep listening to Romance!!!

For me, there was one massive reason why Romance didn’t outperform CC1: It was a marketing nightmare!!!

As a marketing major, I have been cringing for months because CC2′s marketing strategy and execution have been abysmal. Any non-marketing person could’ve seen it coming, but especially as a marketing major, I just had BAD BUTTERFLIES the whole time. I knew even before the album was announced that it wasn’t going to outperform CC1 because her team wasn’t focused on the right things. Having great songs is literally only a small piece of making an album successful. It mostly has to do with how the artist and album is marketed and how much hype, anticipation and listens can be created.

This is a general rule for anything in business: You can have a great product, but if no one knows about it and why it is great, no one is going to buy it.

#1 - Shawmila

It worked to get that #1 song for Shawn and Camila, but it killed her album because it reeks of PR. And people hate fake relationships to promote music these days. Shawn caught the good side of this all because his album was already released and needed a boost which a lot of people didn’t even realize. Camila on the other hand caught the bad side where it looked like she was just seeking attention for her upcoming album which everyone knew she was releasing sometime soon. She has lost a lot of respect and fans because of Shawmila which is really unfortunate…

#2 - Singles

Way too many! Senorita, Shameless, Liar, Cry for Me, Easy, Living Proof all before she released the album and then My Oh My basically when she released the album. That’s half the album before we’ve even heard the whole album. Where is the build up and anticipation for a single? How can a single grow on audiences when another one comes out less than 2 weeks later? And then another and another.

And on top of that she had way too many promotions for every song on talk shows and award shows. It just got confusing. There was no defining single to lead up to Romance. With CC1, we had Havana obviously and some would argue followed up by a second great single to directly promote the album in Never Be The Same. Senorita could be argued as the defining single for Romance but also it could be for SM3 so that’s not really a defining single.

#3 - Rushed

Things happened too fast with too much happening. No one knew for sure that Senorita was going to be on Camila’s album until the track list dropped, especially since it was already put on Shawn’s album. So basically the official start of CC2 promotions came with Shameless and Liar in early September and then it was a freaking circus. She was running around doing so many talk shows/award shows/performances, releasing music videos and songs, doing PR with Shawn, and didn’t have time to connect with fans and build honest anticipation and hype. And then her album dropped at such a strange time like right when Christmas season was beginning.

Basically, her management just kind of let everything blend together rather than building up to the moment of release.

#4 - Everything was built around Senorita

There’s no doubt. If Senorita had flopped, they would’ve paid a lot more attention to Romance, but because Senorita did everything and more in terms of charting, popularity and being a money maker, they let Romance slide. It gave them more reason to force Camila to put more energy into her PR with Shawn because it was getting attention (didn’t matter if it was good or bad).

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All in all, the biggest marketing error her team made was pulling down Camila’s image with her PR with Shawn. It was/is just too forced and it will hurt her for a long time. It’s evident with her tour not selling out the way they had hoped and not as much traction with her album or any of her songs except Senorita.

I don’t care if Epic is trying to pull her down to get her to stay with them because they are ruining a great artist that has a lot of long term potential. They just slammed her into the ground. Just like Fifth Harmony.

Note: Romance really is reminiscent of 5H3 in terms of promotion and PR focusing on other things than the music.

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The Romance Tour is Camila’s way out of this mess. If she gives these shows all she’s got in terms of connecting with fans and being her true self without incorporating any sort of PR tactics, she will win her fan base back and gain back respect from the industry.

If she can get back to her roots and sing her heart out and show people how amazing her mind is still, she has nothing to worry about.

aggymago

On point. Truth is the essence of art. All these lies sabotage her art.

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Yennefer smiling - requested by anonymous

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Newest obsession #GuveUsSeason2

She's a girl

She's a dream

She's a new beginning

Is SHAWMILA Real?

I did some backtracking down 2015 up to 2018 and saw interviews of the two, tweets and posts exchanges, video clips and photos of them together before SEÑORITA and I therefore conclude that Camila and Shawn are JUST FRIENDS. Ever since IKWYDLS they made it clear that they are just friends and nothing more. Up until now they still say that they are just friends despite all these videos and photos of them being intimate and if they say so then I believe that. What we see today is for the general public to think that there’s something more between them than just friendship so that people will be intrigued. When people are intrigued, they will talk, then the the two will be all over the news and then more people will recognize them and soon they will be trending and VOILA, SEÑORITA is number 1 on every chart. That’s how it has always been in the entertainment industry and it will be like that forever. It’s called PROMOTION. It’s the sad truth. Many artists are victims of these stunts and Shawmila is one of them.

Another thing that I want to point out is the fact that these two singers were both rumoured as gay. And I most certainly agree that Camila is gay or a least bisexual. I’m just not sure about Shawn because I am not a fan but he seems too feminine to me so yes, I think he’s kinda gay. Anyway, given that situation, what better way to cover up that rumour? BEARDS! Both have been linked to various people and were handled differently everytime but all didn’t quite do the job because many people still think the rumours are true. I personally think that some of their past relationships somehow involved genuine feelings. Like for Camila, I think she did like Austin before, it’s just not mutual. Then there’s the rumour that she and Lauren are dating which was obviously true. The management saw an opportunity to deflect the issue about the two girls and made Austin-Camila happen. But Mahoney boy isn’t up for it and ran away with a girl named Becky G. So CAMREN still goes on and off behind closed doors with a lot more beards to keep covering up their prints.

However, with Shawn and Camila, I don’t see any romantic attraction. What I see are two friends who are helping each other by staging a fake relationship. Even from all of these stunts at the cafes, the beach, the concert and their performance in VMAs, romance is non-existent. It just gets cringier and cringier everytime. It will only stop when their management is already satistied with the money that they are making out of it. I feel sorry for both artists because I can see that they are uncomfortable especially Camila. She gets bashed for being with Shawn for some reason. Although, I honestly think Shawn is a nice guy and both of them just wanted to make music but all the hate on Camila is not acceptable. As a Camren shipper, it saddens me more because I know that she endures all this hate not just for her career but also to protect her real relationship with Lauren.

She’s not what they say she is. All this PR is not to milk from the fame of Shawn. I know in my heart that Camila is a hardworking, very talented and genuinely kind person. It hurts me because I know the truth but I can’t be going around defending her and tell people the reason she’s with Shawn is because she can’t be with the one she truly loves freely and that their managements are control freaks. Either they’ll think I’m in denial or simpy delusional.

Bottomline is I don’t believe in Shawmila but on the side note, Camren is resurfacing. Camila just dropped two songs, Liar and Shameless. The latter comes with a music video and both shouts CAMREN. More reasons for us, Camren shippers, to shove on Shawmila shippers’ faces that we are NOT DELUSIONAL. This also means that maybe, just maybe, Camren could still be or is back together. I guess the ship never did sink, it was just converted into a submarine. SO KEEP THE BOAT AFLOAT, SHIPPERS!

We still have CC2 and LJ1 coming. I’m so excited. I’m sure both will be dope.

So that’s it. STOP HATIN’ AND START LOVIN’! HAPPY SHIPPING!

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