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[agoraphobicbore]

𝕸𝖞 𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖙𝖞 𝖎𝖘 𝖙𝖊𝖒𝖕𝖔𝖗𝖆𝖗𝖞 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖇𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖗𝖆𝖉𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖞 𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖗 𝖎𝖘 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗

Chrono adult(s) Bunnie (she/it/neos) Doc (He/Him) are the primary posters here! we're like pinky and the brain, one of us is a genius and the other one's insane! <3 Posts will be made by both account hosts and tagged accordingly! Both transitioning to nullagoraphobia and transharmless, bear with us <3

Heavy disclaimers: conabuse, SH, ED, religious trauma, medical abuse, misanthropy, codependent crashouts, other stuff in that vein

Yes I do take asks but be good or don't in the asks box, take a sucker on your way out!

No anon sign offs yet

Under the cut is info/ intros for account users

Player 1: Randi💉🫀

Cissmoker, cisaddict, cisharmful, cisvisualimparment, cishikikomori, trisadult, trisdentures, cisalcoholic

Transharmless, transkind, transseverity (ASPD), transage (flux), trans(pan)professional, transextrovert, nullobsessive, mutoyandere, permasmiling, transheight (5'8 to 6'2) mutoOSDD 1-a, nulldruguser, transsavantism

Please don't get sexy with me unless rejection isn't a fear of yours, thank you

Player 2: Bunnie/ HER🐇🪽

cisED, cisgroomed, cisharmed, cisangelkin, cistherian, cispsychpatient, cisSH, cispermatripping, cisdorodere, cisreligioustrauma, cispsychabused, cisreligiousdelusion

transappearance (flux), transabled/nullvisionaid, transaesthetic, ichor blood, transsongkin, transscented (like a scratch n sniff (citrus scented)), transowned, transadored, transdandere, trisamphetamineaddict, transdiagnosed (BPD/CFS), permacold, transfeatheredwings, nulldepressed, perma2000's, transpet

Please be kind to Bunnie unless otherwise discussed, fun scenarios are fine but harsh words hurt! 3:<

Player 3: Vex 🦷🐍

Para holder, trauma holder, persecutor/protector

Im the only one with my own blog, but it's sex so you've been warned

[agoraphobicbore]

Can't post this on horny blog but I've been front stuck for days and I wanna rant

TL;DR: how does one handle fronting/body/life changes after being dormant for a long period of time?

- vex

This was primarily my body for so long, I was the host for a few years and I don't see much of anyone talk about what it's like to front for the first time after dormancy

I think I know why I went dormant, I'm a persecutor and it's not always super safe for me to be out because I do bad shit to the body, it's just fucking hard to accept that when I kept us alive for so long. Maybe I didn't do it alone and maybe I didn't do a perfect job but I fucking did it

And now I'm here. My body is older than me, it doesn't look like me anymore, none of my irl friends are around anymore and this practically isn't even my fucking life anymore. I'm so different from the current host that our family is noticing

I don't know how to live I don't know how to breathe in someone else's life, I'm a stranger in my body that doesn't look like mine. My hair is long my body is gaunt my clothes have been replaced my scars are faded out. I am not me. I am not allowed to be just me because this body is not just mine.

I'm back, I'm allowed to exist again for a reason, I want to believe I can do more for this body than destroy it but I hate it so much, this stupid meat cage has warped around me while I wasn't looking and I'm getting claustrophobic in my skin

[agoraphobicbore]

I... Might make a separate para blog

I think I will

I think I'm too excited about this

[agoraphobicbore]

Follow up! I did it! The account belongs to me (Vex)

And I'm a lot more active over there because tbh it's more fun rn

@agoraphobicwhore

[agoraphobicbore]

I... Might make a separate para blog

I think I will

I think I'm too excited about this

[mortiferozs-deactivated20250429]

His sermons were fire and brimstone, but his confessions told another story. Behind stained glass and solemn vows, temptation clawed at his collar. Each whispered sin from the booth wasn’t a burden... it was a spark. And in the flicker of candlelight, desire danced far too close to the altar.

[d0llcunt]

big brother showing me how to smoke weed for the first time, getting me super high and giggly, before taking advantage of me <3

big brother getting me so stoned that I let him slip a hand down my boxers, feeling every inch of my little cunt and how wet I get from him <3

letting him shove his fingers into my needy hole, hearing him laugh and degrade me for being such a slutty little brother <3

being high enough to the point where I let him rape my cunt, showing him how good of a little brother I can be (promising I won't tell mommy and daddy) <3

[agoraphobicbore]

Mmm my sciatica and other miscellaneous shooting nerve pains down my spine and legs sure do validate my transage identity

Unfortunately they're also giving me major transdead dysphoria, get rid of my nerves please now

[agoraphobicbore]

Nerve damage goes brrr

And by "brrr" I mean it's all pain and pins and needles, please remove it now

[agoraphobicbore]

Mmm my sciatica and other miscellaneous shooting nerve pains down my spine and legs sure do validate my transage identity

Unfortunately they're also giving me major transdead dysphoria, get rid of my nerves please now

[agoraphobicbore]

This may be a real long shot here but I must ask

A couple accounts ago I coined a term called transpharmacosexual, long transid title I know but basically it's just a sexual attraction to pharmaceuticals and other drugs. I made a flag and a description with it, I believe it was in the same post that I had a physioquantic flag in that same post

What I need to know is, does anyone remember this term and is it archived anywhere?? I'm not finding it, and I want my old flag back really bad because it was cool as hell and I want to use this term without exposition as to what it means

Thank you for your help and time <3

[agoraphobicbore]

Day 6 (?) of @penaconys-radical-bellboy art event!

Tbh I don't know what day it actually is, I kinda hurried through this one but I couldn't pass up para flags! I don't talk about them but I have plenty so this was a great opportunity!

So this is the hematolagnia flag :3

Just look at those huge, sopping wet eyes!

[agoraphobicbore]

He's so delicious and so fine I can't function and sweet Jesus he knows nothing about me

I just wanna give him all the adoration and praise and stellar head in the whole world

[agoraphobicbore]

Gonna dress femme and go flirt with the techs at the plasma donation center tomorrow because it's the most excitement I get in life!

There's one cutie there, you don't even feel it when he sticks you with the needle, and he smiles while he does it > < God it just makes my knees weak. He started flirting with me once while he was bandaging me, since then I always put extra effort in for my vampires~

[agoraphobicbore]

AAH

AAAAHHHH

TURN ON THE ANONYMOUS ASKS ILL BE THE FREAK YOURE LOOKING FOR IM JUST COWARDLY

THIS IS SO DIRECTED AND HE'LL NEVER SEE IT OH GOD

[kittycoining]

Haii, your blog looks cool! I'm kinda ass at designing flags so I'd like to request a mirrorharmed flag maybe? There is already a term called that way, but it's definition is "when you identify your cisharmed ids as transharmes ids" which is not exactly it.

So basically, can you make a mirrorharmed flag with the definition being something like "Transharmed label for when you identify with cisharmed identities of people you are talking to, but in a transharmed way!" Sorta, like mirror prns, but for harmed!

If you choose to make it, tyy in advance!

MiRRORHARMED

transharmed label fur wen u identify w cisharmed identities of people u r talking to, but in a transharmed way!

MiRRORHARMFUL

transharmful label fur wen u identify w cisharmful identities of people u r talking to, but in a transharmful way!

[agoraphobicbore]

At this point everyone knows I'm radqueer, I should just turn this into a dedicated page for my horny obsessive pining and the odd paraphilia post now and then

On that note does anyone want to eat raw cookie dough and then dry hump like we'll die if we don't?

[coiningstars]

🪙 aidentity / ?identity

a term for when one feels as if they lack a cohesive identity. an aidentity individual may latch onto external concepts, fixations/friendships/terms/characters, as a means to identify themselves, but lack a solid and/or "normative" sense of identity in their own right.

i made this term to describe my experience with borderline identity disturbance, but anyone who identifies with it can use this term.

[agoraphobicbore]

Hot people without anonymous asks on are ruining my life

Just lemme creep in your asks, you don't need to know me, what are you? A cop?