mental health slump// i am not doing so well, an update
as most people know i tend to use my fics as an escape but lately when i open my dash i see so many triggering topics in form of long posts that always say "reblog this or else you are ___" which.. if it didn't happen so often i would be alright with but lately just scrolling has been making me gloomy because of how grim and disturbing they can be, and because of the things i end up reading i have been feeling a bit worse mentally. requests may be at hold and i may purge my inbox with a few requests being exceptions
so please be patient while i silently get my shit together again
and i'd like to remind that a lot of posts are reblog bait which tend to have guilt tripping undertones, IE subtly insulting people who don't reblog; i just want to remind you that you shouldn't have to reblog long posts full of triggering content to show support for people or feel guilty for showing support offline or even avoiding PSA's for your own mental health, most of those.. they're overwhelming and it's okay if they're too much for you. they certain are for me too.
sorry for going on a ramble but it's something that's gotten to me a lot recently as the amount of triggering content i see just.. made me stop writing for weeks now honestly; it sucked the motivation out of me.
Requests are closed but feel free to send your own headcanons/ideas or just talk with me; i prefer light hearted talk incase you wanted to ask, and i thank you a lot for that, genuinely.
until next time; i will be on and off, you can find me on discord.
-Mrs immortal
i’ve come to the decision that i will no longer be writing for crk. i will be leaving this blog behind.
i realise now that that sounds quite harsh, so i’ll explain more here. in the past month & a half (?) my motivation to write has near completely disappeared. i was only able to get those two crunchy chip fics finished because i knew i was leaving. writing has felt more like a chore, something i have to do. and i know that that isn’t true, but it’s what has felt like to me for the past while. whenever i opened my drafts or my inbox, i felt like annoyed with the fact that my requests were something i had to get done.
so i’ve decided that it’s best for myself that i do not continue this blog. i have had such a great time these past months, interacted with my moots, read great fics & just overall, really enjoyed myself, and i don’t regret any of it.
but adding on to my decreased motivation, i’ve also fallen out of my interest in crk. i’ve been playing the game for 11 months, and as much as i love the game, it’s very hard to properly enjoy playing it now, and this has effected my will & motivation to write.
i hope you all don’t hate me for this, but i won’t be coming back to this blog. i love all 211 of you, and i’m sad to leave you all, but this is what’s best for me.
and to my moots - thank you for making these past months so great! your praise & your interactions with me were motivation to keep going & i can’t thank you enough <3
and i’m sorry to the people who’s requests won’t be done. please don’t hate me 😖
i’ll add the link to my previously pinned post here.
so, yeah, this is the end of the road, i guess? i’ll be logging out of this acc soon after this is posted. i’m leaving my blog up so people can still read what i’ve written.
enjoy life everyone, i love you all so so so much (/p) & i hope every day treats you well :)
seems like you're not the only one, i fr deleted the ask and thought it was just me lol
anyway, to whoever this anon is, they better be thankful this feature exists because they are 1 step away from catching hands publicly :)
I think I have a type: dark skinned men who are far too sassy and would probably have a severe case of favouritism for their S/Os
God my brainrots hit me in the head again and here i am, yoinking espresso as an F/O lmfao
this MF was the first F/O and he's still the strongest one
god I wish lobster would join the CoD cast in kingdom. or have red velvet be more involved. bc like without dark choco the darkness gang feels too goofy and silly and not intimidating and powerful like they’re supposed to be :( pom has nobody to really play off of and clash heads with now which was really fun to see play out
now that they don't have the toxic workplace worker Pom can't do jacksH- L M F A O- but yeah, it feels very goofy/silly and i'd make fun of them during a boss fight which is just telling
i'd lowkey love to see RV stay behind and actually end up becoming a dog trainer or smth that boy deserves a happy life and I refuse to give Pom competetent co-workers
honestly though, it'd be interesting if the CoD fell apart overtime as an arc? let 'em hit the ground and crumble like some bad boy band kek
Hi! Cần you do about pitaya, lotus, lychee dragon or all three, that your choose. Headcannons or fic idk. Anyway I really like your blog.❤️❤️
you mfs LOVE these guys huh. like goddam i didnt know the dragons were that popular but like yeah i WOULD like to be an all-powerful monster’s object of affection so i understand you fully
side note lychee lowkey gives me “ackshually theyre a 2000 year old demon trapped in the body of a 14 year old magical girl” vibes so their headcanons can be read as completely platonic lol
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Pitaya/Reader & Lotus/Reader & Lychee/Reader
Notes: headcanons, fluff
Content Warnings: none
A/N: dragons adopt me into their polycule challenge
Pitaya
Pitaya is so very rough on the outside, but on the inside? Soft. A big ol kitty cat.
They won’t ask to be pet, but they WILL grab your arms and put your hands on their head.
Purrs loud as hell when you pet them.
Oversized lapdog — they will do whatever it takes to curl up on top of you.
They honestly didn’t know how touch-starved they were until they met you.
Pitaya is always super warm on account of where they are from. They enjoy being your personal heated blanket on cold nights.
Hollyberry often invites you and Pitaya to parties at her castle. It amuses her to see her old rival in fancy threads, looking like they’d rather be ANYWHERE else while their partner totes them along.
Hollyberry is impressed that you, in her words, “managed to tame the beast.”
Pitaya bristles and insists that they are not tamed. This is immediately disproven when you tell them to stand down, to which they sigh and say, “yesss, dear.”
Their tail never healed properly on account of how they’re a TERRIBLE medic (“I ssstopped the bleeding.” “You plugged the wound with leaves.” “…But I ssstopped the bleeding.”) so it gets sore from time to time. Alleviate this with kisses and massages.
^^You will have to play doctor when they get into scraps with random warriors and knights looking to prove themselves.
They have an eye for gold jewelry. It’s their favorite gift to both receive and give (they think gold looks extra good on you).
^^Uneducated in mortal courtship, Pitaya was VERY confused at your reaction when they unassumingly presented you with a pair of matching gold rings.
They’re a bit of a hothead, so they will leap directly to violence when faced with someone who doesn’t treat you with common decency.
They will, however, simmer down at the simple sound of your voice.
Pitaya proudly parades you around in front of the other dragons. They all find it very annoying, but Pitaya tells you they’re just jealous.
Lotus
You have a very special place in Lotus’s palace: next to them.
Lotus strums melodies for you with their mandolin, and they sometimes even add lyrics.
They always gather a few water lilies to thread through your hair when you are around.
They refer to you as their most precious flower.
Lotus loves it when you tell them about culture outside of the Lotus palace — whether that be about song, dance, art, sports, or even customs, they enjoy hearing about all of it.
They especially enjoy it when you celebrate your customs and traditions with them.
They sometimes ask you to tell them a joke, and they’ll snicker at it no matter how terrible it is.
They will actually grant your wishes and NOT steal your life force.
Why would they want to take away the vitality of such a lovely person?
If you are too humble to make wishes, they will make some on your behalf to ensure your happiness.
Hydrangea is infinitely jealous of the attention you receive from the Dragon.
You make Lotus do and try a lot of things they wouldn’t normally do. They find that partaking in menial tasks with you somehow gives those same tasks a new meaning.
During the Wish Festival, Lotus will always join you at the base of the palace to release a lantern. Though it doesn’t do much for them, seeing you enjoy yourself stirs something warm inside of them.
Often muses that their paradise couldn’t be paradise without you.
Lychee
Little bastard 100%
Be a bastard WITH them though. Fuck some shit up together ❤️
They will crawl all over you like you’re a jungle gym.
They will also demand to be held and carried around either in your arms or on your shoulders (make them feel tall. Feed their ego. Do it NOW).
^^Don’t even make the argument that they can fly. They don’t care. CARRY THEM.
Like Pitaya, Lychee loves to be pet. Unlike Pitaya, Lychee will directly ask you for pets and scritches.
They call you their favorite follower, but they secretly see you as more of an equal. You’re way better company than the other dragons, anyway.
Showing genuine compassion for them as opposed to empty worship from their “followers” makes them go “😀???”
They seriously don’t know what to do but it makes them feel fuzzier than Fluffles so that must be a good thing, right?
“Say the thing.” “Uh… I care about you?” “Yesssss that hits the spot.”
Lychee makes those under their control do your bidding as well as theirs.
You and Lychee are in an ongoing prank war. You never know when you’ll fall victim to their latest (harmless) scheme. You plan some elaborate jokes as well.
Lychee also likes to take you to help them mess with the other dragons. Scrawl crude words into the sands of Ananas’s island. Plant invasive weeds in Lotus’s gardens. Pour water on Pitaya while they sleep. The possibilities are endless!
They love laughing with you. Having someone to just be hysterical with makes their little feral creature heart so happy.
temporarily back from the dead; potentially not lol
i got a small urge to write some headcanons so..
im gonna dig through my convos and pile up some new stuff to post: should i start with espresso, RV, crunchy chip or affogato?
1: Espresso with an S/O who has always been supportive and how he shows gratidude
2: Dragon RV/Dog-boy RV bites the mailmen and more crack HCs
3: Crunchy chip with an animal tamer S/O; he's a simp :)
4: Dragon affogato, romantic HCs; oh boy.
and 5: PDA meters for random characters, how much filter do they have in public?
Yes, i still have a hell ton of requests but i have nothing good written for those right now and i'd rather not serve half-baked chicken and give people food poisoning in text form lol
Requests are closed for now but you can send your own headcanons and i will reply to those :D
