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You never realize how much stuff you have until it is time to move. I really should start unpacking, but I can name a million other things I rather be doing. This is honestly the only time I regret going shopping. On the bright side, this place looks amazing.
See that's why I only brought what I needed and sent for the rest - granted, it still took me weeks to finish unpacking but that's not the point. Bayview is amazing, really. What part are you living in?
“I’m not one for introductions since I almost always swerve off into a different topic. But, hi. I’m Matthew and I could really use a snack or something after sacrificing sleep to pack and unload. God, see what I mean?” He said with a chuckle at the end.
Hi, Matthew! I would suggest jalapeno poppers as a snack because they're my favorite. Get yourself some jalapeno poppers.
Thought it would be fun to give everyone a great welcome back gift. Wasn’t sure what people wanted but I thought pictures of me everywhere would be ideal. Anyone who stayed behind are more than welcome to take a few copies for themselves. Pictures work great to scare rodents away.
I can easily say that that's the most... Unique welcome back gift I've ever been offered and I've been offered a lot of welcome back gifts in my life. But yeah, pictures of you probably ideal.
Even though it was yesterday, I’m celebrating my birthday tonight. With means alone who is in town and who wants to come for food, booze, music, and sweets then you’re welcome to stop by my place!
The day we get back, I'll take you out for your birthday since I'm not there at the moment. Maybe we'll even do some puppy looking at. Was your birthday good?
I’m not hallucinating. I’m fucking tired because I’m stressed out and worried and scared as shit, but I’m not seeing things. And no, I’m not going to leave it to someone else, because that’s how I ended up in this position anyway. Yeah, tell them not to come out - but it honestly would have been nice if - I have to be honest, I’m not even going to ask you because it’s obvious you don’t, but I am just… you say anything for me, but you can’t even offer to be here for me yourself? You’d send me a bunch of strangers? Like, I wouldn’t have made you leave your vacation, but I could have really used someone. This has been fucking awful. I think I might need a time out.
You know if you asked me to come out there and help you look for Wigs, I would be on the first goddamn flight out to New York. You should know that already. I'd send a bunch of strangers before I came out there because they're closer than I am right now and can help you right now, where it's going to take hours for me to get out there. If you want me out there, say it and I'm there. Otherwise, I'll talk to you later.
Alright, thanks. And I know you can, but it’s not about you handling it, it’s about me not being able to handle it. I appreciate the sentiment, really, I do. I’m just sort of burnt out right now and it’s getting dark and that’s two days he’s been missing, and… I am feeling pretty damn hopeless. It’s not that it’s infuriating, its’ that I don’t know how to deal with it right now, and I’m sorry, I wish I wasn’t like this right now, but, I can’t help it. I mean, they don’t have to come out here for someone they don’t know - and I’ll be honest I can’t really deal with strangers right now. I… yeah, please keep believing, for both of us, okay?
I know, sweetheart, I know. But please do not be sorry right now. You can be sorry later. I know you don't want to, but you need to rest. You're not going to be able to find him if you're tired and hallucinating. Let someone else search for him and get some rest, please? I understand. I'll tell them not to come out, just keep their eyes open for him. But if you change your mind and want the extra help, just let me know and I'll make more calls. Anything for you. You got it, babe, a double serving of believing for the both of us.
I’m not going to debate a hypothetical situation; it would never happen, so it’s moot. I’m not saying like - not like a time out time out. Just if we should talk later on tonight, but nothing I say is coming out right today, so just. Never mind. I… I - look, I’m not in a good place. I don’t want to ‘throw’ things at you because I’m going to feel worse than I already do and I don’t know if I can handle that. In the sincerest way possible, there is nothing to say. I just want to stop feeling so out of control and angry and find him. You’re the only person I have left in my corner right now.
Don't worry about it. We can talk when you find Wigs. There is nothing to feel bad about, not with me. I can handle it, I understand, and I get it. I'd be the same way if Freddie was missing. I am always in your corner, 'Bastian. No matter what we say to each other or what we will say later on. I'm here to be positive when you can't be, I'm here to have hope when you're feeling hopeless. So my positivity and hope might be infuriating and maybe it's not that helpful but it's what I can do for you right now when I'm so far away. I'll make some calls, get some friends out there to help you out. But I have to believe that you'll find him, for you. Okay?
They are really the worst thing. I am feeling better and on full speed to enjoy this place.
It's been nice, hasn't it? I really love the trips that this place puts on. It's nice to be able to do whatever you want here but still have that structure.
I know that feeling, between the river shit and then horseback riding today, and your boyfriend decided racing trucks were a good idea, I’m gonna need a week-long nap after this. Hey, you’re welcome, you’re always invited, I was glad you came along. Ugh, Dianna, don’t – that’s really tempting. They’ve gotta have some of both around and handy somewhere.
I'm looking forward to a month long nap after this trip... Oh that was his idea? You won, though, right? I was glad I did too, it was really fun. We'll have to do it again, when things die down, you know? It's tempting and I'm gonna do it.
Yeah, I’ve never been a big fan of tomato juice so I stay away from them. Whiskey and wine are more my thing. I haven’t been camping for a while either, unless you count spending the weekend out in the woods for a music video shoot camping…I hope so! I’ve talked to my bosses about taking those days off, hopefully with enough notice they can work around some things.
Vodka's my alcohol of poison, but right now I don't even want to look at the stuff. Well, did you camp our during the music video or did you go back to a hotel? That part is important. Of course, they should be able to. Put Emma in like a 2 day magical coma only true love can break.
I’m having the ultimate flashbacks to my fans calling me “mom” and actually believing that as a fact. You might have made me cringe! Damn, I’m so sorry. At least that messy part afterwards was enough proof to show everyone you had a good time during the day. Right? Yeah, an article mentioning feeling the baby starting to move somewhat feeling like a gas bubble lead him to that one. You’ll all get to find out — we wouldn’t be able to keep a secret.
Why!? Why do people think calling celebrities that is okay? Even I get comments like "mom" on instagram and I just stare at it in confusion wondering when I adopted so many people. Oh jeez, Darren, please. And again, thank you for asking me to be Godmother. I was so surprised. I still am, but really happy. And I can't wait to learn more about Gummy Bear. I'm not calling them Gas Bubble.
“Luckily it isn’t broken, just torn a tendon in my ankle and got off quite lucky really. Jumping over a balcony gone wrong then later performing on it, it’s a bit embarrassing really.”
A bit embarrassing, perhaps, but at least you have a fun story to tell. Or you can get creative and just make some shit up.
You should blame me if I did, that’d be super fucked up and disrespectful, and we both deserve better than that. Listen, I am really having a hard time, so… if - I just had it out with Zach and I don’t want to have it out with you, alright? So if we need a time out, let’s have one, because I can’t handle this on top of everything else right now. I didn’t say it to make you feel awful and I don’t have the capacity to make you feel better about it right now. I just… I don’t. I have no idea what’s going on with my folks, but I feel completely out of fucking control and you don’t know that! I wish everyone would stop saying that because it’s making me go fucking crazy. Just… don’t say it.
I sure as hell wouldn't be happy if you did it, but I still would have understood. Doesn't mean I wouldn't have been pissed off and wouldn't have given you hell later. We don't, Sebastian. I get it. You're terrified and angry, I get it. So whatever you need to throw at me, I can handle it. We can't just take a time out every time one of us has a hard time, no matter what the situation is. You didn't make me feel awful, I made me feel awful for it and you don't have to make feel better about anything. Okay, okay. I won't say it again. I don’t know what to say.
.Haha. I did the same. Well, there wasn’t anyone to wake me up, so I just slept right through. I don’t think that would make you a bad bartender, at least to the people you are serving. Delicious and potent is what we want! However, if you worked for a bar, I’m sure they’d be a little upset because they wouldn’t be making enough money not having all of their watered down drinks served. Have you at least gotten out and done some things after that?
I would probably get fired the first day because of the fact that people didn't spend enough money because my drinks would be powerful. Mostly, yes. There's a few things I didn't get out and do and I totally regret them all, honestly. I'm disappointed in myself for not doing everything for this trip.
Yeah, well I suppose that’s true in the end. What the hell, you’re my girlfriend and you think I’d ever just leave you somewhere - let alone unfamiliar and black out drunk? I’m not that kind of man. Especially not to you. You don’t have to make it up to me, just… I don’t know. It happened and it was honestly disappointing, but it’s in the past now, so just enjoy the remaining time. I have no fucking idea how you forget that, but it’s all such fucking bullshit I can’t even fucking look at either of them on top of the months of weird shit they’ve put me through. It is not going to be alright if I don’t find him. Not even close.
Hey, I never said I thought you would, did I? I said I wouldn't blame you if you had, which is totally different. Don't put words in my mouth because you're understandably pissed off. I know the kind of man you are, baby, I do. No, I do, and I will, okay? I feel awful about it. It is bullshit, but... Something has to be wrong for him to just... Forget about Wigs - on top of everything that has happened. You are going to find him, okay? Even if it takes a while, you'll find him.
I don’t know what you’re like when you stay in line, so nothing to compare it to yet. I would never have left you there, though with you being black out drunk for the first night we got to spend together in a few weeks, it may have crossed my mind for a split second. Hopefully you can enjoy the rest of the week, there are a few people who don’t drink so you can hang with them. Yeah, Ludwig is missing and I haven’t really talked to Ma or Tony about details because I’m honestly afraid I’m going to fucking lose it, but Tony took him to the park and… forgot that he was with him, and left him. I haven’t found him, but I’m still out looking now, and… what do you think? I’m basically the farthest fucking thing from okay.
Well, if I was staying in line, I wouldn't be me so.. I don't think you'd like me too much if I did that.. At least all the time. You know, I wouldn't have blamed you if you had, but thank you for not doing so. I swear I'll make it up to you later. I'll do my best to enjoy the rest of the week. How do you forget that you... You know what, that's not important at the moment. Finding him is, the details can matter after the fact. It's going to be alright, 'Bastian, you're going to find him. Just breathe.
If this trip is anything to go by, probably can’t do much of the keeping you in line part at all, frankly. Of course it was me bringing you back? Who else would it have been? C’mon now. What’d you think I was going to leave you or with someone else? Anyway, I won’t stop you from not drinking, especially bloody mary’s, for the rest of the trip. Just a short film I did with Jenna and Natalie, Zach ended up directing, about an affair going on in a hotel. It was fun. I don’t know, you’ve been busy - maybe tonight after I’m back from getting my ass handed to me truck racing? I’ll need some consoling.
Come on, would you like me as much as you do if I just stayed 'in line' and did whatever you wanted me to? Listen, in my drunken state, I thought you were the cookie monster when you tried to wake me up for dinner you can't blame me for not knowing who brought me back but no. I don't think you would have just left me there. No, please, I wish someone had stopped me from drinking. I don't want to drink for the rest of the trip. Fuck, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I've been busy and not around and now Ludwig is missing and I'm sorry. What happened? Is there anything I can do?
