CONFUSED && PROUD

Indie | Semi-Selective | Low-Activity | Loves you | Written by Mob

[ironsguilt]

                “ you’re gonna kill yourself, tony. and i’m not gonna be part of it. ”

                      “ i shouldn’t be alive, unless it was for a reason. i’m not crazy, pepper.  ”

                            indie tony stark and pepper potts by zorua and stark.

[agrikiinder]

boy oh boy. Sorry for the low activity, but I have just been extremely busy with life stuff. I’m in a very intensive program that’s going to be close to 9 months now and finding the time or the creativity to write is getting hard. I’m not going to leave like I did last time though! I still love and respect Charlie too much, but to my friends and followers just know that this blog is officially gonna be marked as low-activity.

[naragun-deactivated20161113]

I highly recommend you follow the person I reblogged this from.

[itsaubreylmfao]

i have a PhD in getting myself into really bad situations 

[rpmusings-galore]

                                               (  y o u   d o   c a r e  )

                                                 you care so much,

                                           you feel as though you will

                                                    bleed to death

                                                with the  p a i n  of it

[barkoxe-deactivated20140905]

[agrikiinder]

xidoctor‌:

            “  technically  newport  jazz  festival  hyphen  new  york  !  they  went  through  a  bit  of  a  phase  &  i  wanted  to  go  see  ray  charles  .  ”        he  claps  his  hands  together,  excitement  brimming  underneath  every  spontaneous  movement  .         “  whatever  the  appropriate  amount  of  time  is  to  stand  in  a  box,  now  C’MON  —  you  can’t  just  tell  me  there’s  ice  cream  &  then  derail  the  conversation  with  pointless  questions  .  ”        his  eyes  were  shining  with  childish  wonder  as  he  observed  their  surroundings,  taking  in  the  booths,  the  people,  the  lights  .

    “ Were you expecting me to take you to the ice cream? ” she smiled, despite her confusion. This guy was sort of funny, and although the question was yet unanswered at that point, she found herself walking beside him towards the truck anyway. Lucky, she thought, that this was the way she wanted to go anyway— Probably.

    “ I didn’t even know we were having a conversation, mate! ” Dressed very peculiarly. The thought intruded briefly as she spoke. The way he moved and looked around brought the image of a science teacher to mind. Though she’d never met a science teacher that called questions pointless. “ And I really don’t wanna burst your uh, jazz endeavors, but I think it’s a little too late to see Ray Charles. ”

[agrikiinder]

pjsuper‌:

@agrikiinder cont

“I’d get over it, but like… please don’t hit me in the balls with a bat,” he says, and he’s wincing, either from the imagined pain of getting hit where the sun don’t shine, or from the actual pain of the knot on his forehead, even PJ’s not sure.

He grimaces as she presses the ice pack harder into the tender spot, eyes closed and eyebrows knit together. Ouch. And then the ice pack is placed into his already cold hands, and he presses it to his head instead, since she’s clearly mad.

“It’s not like it would do anything. I’m already dead.”

    Despite his protest (  or perhaps because of it  ), she felt the impulse to. Had there been a bat lying around, she might well have picked it up just to scare him.

    “ Yeah, dead to me if ya don’t start taking better care of yourself. ” She pointed at him accusingly. Charlie never really completely knew how his whole situation worked— but surely he wasn’t invincible. Perhaps death couldn’t reach him, but who said injuries couldn’t either? 

    “ I saw a documentary about brains. Worst thing I ever saw. You could go blind with one wrong neuro-electrical move in there! ”

[savntered-arch]

CHELSEA’S COMMISSIONS

i’m currently planning a trip for next month so i need extra cash, my guys. if you’re at all interested in commissioning something from me, feel free to instant message me or send me an ask. thanks!

ICONS- $3 for 50, $5 for 100

HEADERS- $6

PROMOS- $7-$9 depending on detail and complexity

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[perrfectly]

Photo by Arno Smit

[agrikiinder]

          YOU TREAD ME IN THE VERY DIRT

    BUT STILL         (   LIKE DUST   )            I RISE

                                                 indie | semi-sel | multiverse oc | written by mob                                                                                     promo by savntered

[agrikiinder]

❦   okay i think i am going to make a specific good omens verse where charlie relocates to london for work. I Am Not Ashamed. im here to have FUN. good omens is AMAZING. i DESERVE THIS.

[agrikiinder]

          YOU TREAD ME IN THE VERY DIRT

    BUT STILL         (   LIKE DUST   )            I RISE

                                                 indie | semi-sel | multiverse oc | written by mob                                                                                     promo by savntered

[perrfectly]

If you love a flower, don’t pick it up. Because if you pick it up it dies and it ceases to be what you love. So if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession. Love is about appreciation.

Osho (via perrfectly)

[hobo-shades-blog]

[agrikiinder]

‵ if i can still breathe, i’m fine. ′ (from pjsuper!)

@pjsuper​​ | Aesthetic Prompts | Accepting!

   “ So if I wacked you in the knackers with a bat— or a golf club— would you still be fine ? ”

    She had no patience today, it seems, for boys who liked to pretend they’re undamageable. She pressed the icepack a little harder on his head only to pull away a moment later. Then she took his hand and placed the icepack within it.

    “ What if you have a concussion or something? Those are not good, they’re the opposite of that. Fall asleep and not wake up not good. ”

[amourmemes]

❥     𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒   𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌   𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓   .

a  list  of  my  favorite  one  -  liners  from  the  website  pinterest  . feel  free  to  customize  as  you  wish  !

‵  perhaps  i’ll  write  a  book  of  great  shit  i’ve  done  nobody’s  ever  noticed.  ′ ‵  as  god  as  my  witness,  i  will  never  be  a  victim  again.  ′ ‵  i’m  becoming  less  interesting.  the  world  is  noticing  and  so  are  you.  ′ ‵  you  are  such  a  soft  and  messy  thing.  nobody  knows  how  to  take  care  of  you.  ′ ‵  with  each  passing  day  i  can  feel  my  potential  melting  away  into  nothing.  ′ ‵  everyone  thinks  i’ve  gotten  better.  i  haven’t.  i’ve  just  gotten  better  at  hiding  it.  ′ ‵  i  haven’t  felt  real  in  a  long  time.  ′ ‵  i  told  my  therapist  about  you.  ′ ‵  and  i’m  plagued  by  childhood  traumas.  ′ ‵  you  don’t  need  a  reason  to  save  people.  ′ ‵  and  here  you  are  living  despite  it  all.  ′ ‵  i  can  do  this  .  and  even  if  i  can’t  ,  i  have  to.  ′ ‵  i’m  afraid  of  what  i’ve  become.  ′ ‵  i’ll  do  this  my  way.  ′ ‵  you’ll  be  just  like  your  father.  ′ ‵  i  wanted  to  write  down  exactly  what  i  felt  but  somehow  the  paper  stayed  empty.  i  could  not  have  described  it  any  better.  ′ ‵  sometimes  i  have  a  way  with  words  —  sometimes  words  have  their  way  with  me.  ′ ‵  some  days,  i  feel  everything  at  once.  other  days,  i  feel  nothing  at  all.  i  don’t  know  what’s  worse;  drowning  beneath  waves  or  dying  from  the  thirst.  ′ ‵  don’t  promise  to  live  forever,  promise  to  forever  live  while  you’re  alive.  ′ ‵  you  wear  the  kind  of  smile  that  would  be  cruel  not  to  kiss.  ′ ‵  in  your  hesitation  i  found  my  answer.  ′ ‵  thinking  of  you  is  a  poison  i  drink  often.  ′ ‵  flowers  will  grow  from  by  bones.  ′ ‵  if  i  can  still  breathe,  i’m  fine.  ′ ‵  you  already  know  how  this  will  end.  ′ ‵  who  am  i?  ′ ‵  i  fought  the  war  but  the  war  won.  ′ ‵  we’ll  never  be  those  kids  again.  ′ ‵  they  made  you  into  a  weapon  and  told  you  to  find  peace.  ′ ‵  they  know  you  walk  like  a  god  —  they  can’t  believe  i  made  you  weak.  ′ ‵  a  scar  means  i  survived.  ′ ‵  i  was  not  made  to  be  subtle.  ′ ‵  my  purpose  is  greater  than  my  pain.  ′ ‵  you  will  not  choke  the  divine  from  me.  i  am  my  own  god  and  martyr.  ′