A Hit of That Heaven & Hell

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“We're forever gonna have a fucking reason to sin. Let me leave my soul to burn and I'll be breathing it in!”

Highly selective, 20+ mutli-muse roleplay account for characters from the Hellaverse. Condemned by Axel. Does not follow first. Blog born 12/14/21. Remade 7/23/26 Mun is 30+ and has been roleplaying 20+ years. Muse List Rules

Affiliated with: @littledollv, @spidersins, @a-hell-of-a-time, @outcastedxdragon, @canoparia, @salpphoschisms

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Helluva Boss season 3 airs in 67 days.

Just thought you should all know that.

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Anons off because I'm not playing your stupid-ass game.

[outcastedxdragon]

Warm hands cup the face of the demon responsible for taking of so many human souls, for the death of all those who would dare displease him, and he treats him with such tender care —- eyes soft and full of deep Longing - it was an emotion beyond love, beyond devotion, it was a trust and a love so deep there was not a single word in any language to describe it properly— but they didn’t need a word for what they have - it was known only to them and to them alone.

At Naberius’s admission he chuckled and ran his thumb along the other’s cheekbone .

“And you are mine, my muse, my universe, my friend, my heart, I trust you with every aspect of me— always have and always will my beloved Hound “

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An angel crafted to follow orders without question-- that's what he once was, and what many thought him still to be. Naberius never felt any desire to explain the difference between being programmed to be a faithful soldier and wanting, with every cell in his body, to follow an order. His Lord gave him free will, and His will became the raven's own.

His life truly began the day he met The Angel before him, and it will end if Lucifer falls. There is nothing without him. The years Lucifer spent closed off were agony enough.

Such a thing will never happen again, though. This servant's soul was now threaded into his Master's own. Lucifer's agony was his agony, and Lucifer's joy was his joy. He can feel what His Lord yearns for before he speaks it.

Words were unnecessary, and yet those spoken by His Master moved him-- struck a chord so deep inside his soul that tears pooled in his eyes... and then slowly flowed down to wash against the hands holding his face.

His wings spread outward and then forward, enveloping the King who gave him the gift of something to live for.

"Even if all hope is lost and somehow we both lose our way, And even if the darkness comes and tries to take you far away, I'll become the light that shines down, enveloping all dark you see, I'll hold you close and won't let even God above take you from me."

He slowly reaches up, his fingers delicately wrapping around His Lord's wrists. "Everything that makes me whole, belongs to you. I'll give my heart and soul. "... I'm yours."

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He is greatful for that he is— the blue flame soothing his spooked nerves .

“I had a nightmare, you were missing from my life, and the pain was .. to horrible to bare “ To be without Nebby even for a moment was agony .

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"From your life?" The raven asks as his head delicately tips to the side.

As he steps from the shadows, the design of a constellation sweeps across Lucifer's ceiling; Canis Major fills the room with numerous sparkling lights.

A warm smile eases across the marquis' face. The coldness that typically accompanies the deep gold of his eyes is lost.

"No matter where I am, no matter what occupies me, if you call my name, I will be there."

He settles to one knee once he comes to stand before his master.

"You need not fear my absence. I have been yours since the moment you brought light into my eyes."

[outcastedxdragon]

The dragon is settled and soothed from his startling dream— the emptiness the darkness of being alone, faded away with the comforting light of Canis Major as it filled his grand room with dazzling lights, •I will be there• quoth his raven, his words wrapping around him like a reassuring embrace, his sprit will always be lifted - evermore, by the sight of his most loyal companion coming to rest beside him.

The Fallen king smiles like sunlight at his bird, hair the color of moonlight framing his face as serpent eyes take in the sight before him.

Oh his heart does swell — “And I yours since the moment I laid my eyes on you, all those eons ago in the upper clouds, I still don’t know what you saw in me that day, I was so young and Naive and overly confident , a troublemaker indeed” he chucked remembering the high elder’s whispered insults about him.

“I can only hope to repay the loyalty you’ve shown me with my own towards you” he reached out to gently cup the other’s face .

“I’d be lost without in my life Nebby~”

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Once more, the raven looks puzzled. How could His Lord not know what he saw in him? On that day, to this very day... He never saw Lucifer as a troublemaker. Young? Yes, they all were. Not one of them knew what plans had been made for them-- not really. That was something Naberius knew even back then... and yet, he did not care. He was given an order, and he would follow it; that is what he was made for.

It wasn't until his eyes fell upon Lucifer-- when the mere sight of him brought light and color into the crane's eyes for the first time... that he truly felt anything... warmth, affection, adoration, loyalty-- not the mindless devotion he was created with, but a chosen desire to stand by The Light Bringer's Side so long as whatever gave him life lived on.

He could say all of that, and yet... he found it simpler to sum it up in one singular word. As His Lord's hand reaches out to cup his face, Naberius' eyes flutter shut, his entire body relaxing, his wings giving a soft shudder of delight.

"Everything," he whispers as his eyes slowly open once more. "That's what I saw in You that day."

"You are now, and have always been my everything."

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I realized it was officially 7/31 and went for it.

Old blog is gone. I thought I'd feel some hesitancy or some amount of sadness, but no. Nothing. It became such a cesspool of toxicity at the end.

Won't be missed.

Your regularly scheduled Axel-brand-bullshit will continue here in the coming days.

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Me talking to @a-hell-of-a-time about Danganronpa:

I love Peko! I'm such a sucker for the loyal protector who would take a bullet for their ma-- you know where I'm going with this, you've seen Naberius exist.

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Naberius: I would be a terrible father.

Also Naberius: raised Andrealphus' kids when he wasn't looking

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This blog being christened by Naberius being obsessive over Lucifer seems incredibly appropriate. <3

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Lucifer and Naberius' relationship will henceforth be known as "A secret third thing only known by them"

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This blog being christened by Naberius being obsessive over Lucifer seems incredibly appropriate. <3

[outcastedxdragon]

He is greatful for that he is— the blue flame soothing his spooked nerves .

“I had a nightmare, you were missing from my life, and the pain was .. to horrible to bare “ To be without Nebby even for a moment was agony .

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"From your life?" The raven asks as his head delicately tips to the side.

As he steps from the shadows, the design of a constellation sweeps across Lucifer's ceiling; Canis Major fills the room with numerous sparkling lights.

A warm smile eases across the marquis' face. The coldness that typically accompanies the deep gold of his eyes is lost.

"No matter where I am, no matter what occupies me, if you call my name, I will be there."

He settles to one knee once he comes to stand before his master.

"You need not fear my absence. I have been yours since the moment you brought light into my eyes."

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@outcastedxdragon asked: “Naberius .. are you there?”

A candle suddenly flicks to life, casting a delicately burning blue flame that illuminates the silhouette of a man standing in the far corner of the room.

"I am never far from you, My Lord."