5/♪

[ahum420]

Si se supone que ya te olvidé Que lo de nosotros ya descanse en paz Dime, ¿qué hago aquí en mi soledad Pensando en cómo estás?

Dime si hay otra boca que te besa Si todavía sigo en tu cabeza Quiero saber si con otro tattoo Te tapaste mi nombre Con otro nombre

Yo por el contrario casi pierdo el alma Pa' no sentir tu adiós que me desarma Traté de negociarlo con el karma Y me dijo, "Todo se paga" "Todo se paga"

Yo por el contrario casi vendo el alma A cambio de vivir sin sentir nada Y sé que se me nota en la mirada Que tus recuerdos maltratan Pero aún no me matan

Quise hablar con el karma y pedirle que me dejara Olvidar su cara Que me perdonara Porque siento que apuntas, pero no disparas Le grito a Dios, " ¿Por qué me desamparas?"

A veces miento Pa' ver si es cierto Que puedo respirar sin ti

Pero tú sabes que no es así Tú sí estás bien sin mí

Yo por el contrario casi pierdo el alma Por no sentir tu adiós que me desarma Traté de negociarlo con el karma Y me dijo, "Todo se paga" "Todo se paga"

Yo por el contrario casi vendo el alma A cambio de vivir sin sentir nada Y sé que se me nota en la mirada Que tus recuerdos maltratan Pero aún no me matan

Ah (lai-la-la, la-la-la) Na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na Ah-ah (oh, woh) (Que tus recuerdos maltratan) (Pero aún no me matan)

[ahum420]

[Verse 1] How long has it been since that day? My muffled way of speaking remains unchanged The mirror reflects an ideal image, miles away And still today, I set these clumsy fingertips to work again

[Verse 2] Ostracized by someone's words, left all alone It can't be helped, I was never wanted anyway Stained lingering crimson, a silent debate behind the jeers "Is a defect something special?" If so, I'm a fraud from the very start

[Pre-Chorus] To sacrifice for the things I long to see come truе I've broken the things I hеld most dear Regret crowds me, I can't breathe So I find the peace peeling off the emotions Do I become an adult Not even knowing how to heal the wounds after falling Nor without knowing the repent for the mistakes I made

[Chorus] Inside this dim vivarium I was endlessly dreaming of myself That light swaying in the distance felt like calling for me

[Verse 3] Before I knew, I turned around and I was here alone A mirage wanders into this cluttered room Why do the tears and the frustration keep overflowing? The tips of my bitten-down nails are stained red again

[Bridge] "I can hear them in my head" "Voices of me and aren't me" "Over and over, and over again Diminish the meaning of my birth" "Why can't you do anything?" "Why don't you know anything?" "I don't know," "I don't know" "I just don't know" "I've grown up to be Without knowing a single 'right' thing" "You didn't believe in anything" "You couldn't believe in anyone" "What you needed before the fame Was just a simple 'It's okay'" "I'm sorry I let you lose your place to belong" "So, it's alright if you never come out again" "Deep within the swaying capital Inside that light, I heard the song of a mechanical girl" "I want to go there, too"

[Chorus] Inside this dim vivarium I was endlessly dreaming of myself Stay within reach, don't leave, don't change Inside this dim vivarium No matter how lost I am, clinging on, or lose my sight The light swaying in these eyes is the future I drew that day So long I still Have to sing

[Outro] Until the dawn breaks, I am not alone Because the "You" in the closet Is still crying

[ahum420]

Siempre voy a ser distinta los demás Tirarme al suelo para luego lastimar En el momento del silencio Yo no, yo no, yo no, yo no Yo no, yo no, yo no, yo no

Yo que te sirvo para olvidar, La soledad y el miedo que van Dejando en mi interior vació Dejando en mi interior vacío

Yo no busco verme en ti Ni al tiempo convertir Ser el instante de tus días mágico Ser el momento que ansías Yo voy, yo voy, yo voy, yo voy Yo voy, yo voy, yo voy, yo voy

Yo que te sirvo para olvidar La soledad y el miedo que van Dejando en mi interior vacío Dejando en mi interior vació

Yo voy, yo voy, yo voy, yo voy Yo voy, yo voy, yo voy, yo voy Dejando en mi interior vacío Dejando en mi interior vacío Yo voy, yo voy, yo voy, yo voy Yo voy, yo voy, yo voy, yo voy

[ahum420]

You were always there to hold my hand When times were hard to understand But now the tides of time have turned They keep changing

Seasons range, but you remain the same A steady heart, a sun to rain You'll be the light that's shining bright High above me

Autumn gold losing hold We are leaves meant to fall There's a meaning to all that fades

Freezing winds were stayed by warming words To touch your healing to the hurt I'll treasure every lesson learned to the embers

Fire fails, blushes pale We will answer the call There's a meaning to all our

Seeds of eulogy to sow along with dreams Fill the need that can leave us grieving alone

Frail is our beauty in the end But all we count is sentiment

A memory stays to guide the way, and whisper Don't lose sight, don't deny We are leaves meant to fall There's a meaning to all our

Seeds of eulogy to sow along with dreams Fill the need that can leave us grieving alone A symphony resounding in our minds Guides us through what we knew would come all a long

Sometimes I feel I don't have the words Sometimes I feel I'm not being heard And then I fear I'm feeling nothing more

Sometimes I feel I don't want this change I think we all have to rearrange And now I feel there's no one losing more

Seeds of eulogy to sow along with dreams Fill the need that can leave us grieving alone A symphony resounding in our minds Guides us through (As you hear me) As you do (As you need me) Making true What we knew would come all along

[ahum420]

For all the times that you rained on my parade And all the clubs you get in using my name You think you broke my heart, oh, girl, for goodness sake You think I'm crying on my own, well, I ain't

And I didn't wanna write a song 'Cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care I don't, but you still hit my phone up

And, baby, I've been movin' on And I think you should be somethin' I don't wanna hold back Maybe you should know that

My mama don't like you And she likes everyone And I never like to Admit that I was wrong And I've been so caught up in my job Didn't see what's going on, but now I know I'm better sleeping on my own

'Cause if you like the way you look that much Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin' You should go and love yourself

When you told me that you hated my friends The only problem was with you, and not them And every time you told me my opinion was wrong And tried to make me forget where I came from

And I didn't wanna write a song 'Cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care I don't, but you still hit my phone up

And, baby, I've been movin' on And I think you should be somethin' I don't wanna hold back Maybe you should know that

My mama don't like you And she likes everyone And I never like to Admit that I was wrong And I've been so caught up in my job Didn't see what's going on, but now I know I'm better sleeping on my own

'Cause if you like the way you look that much Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin' You should go and love yourself

For all the times that you made me feel small I fell in love, now I feel nothing at all I never felt so low when I was vulnerable Was I a fool to let you break down my walls?

'Cause if you like the way you look that much Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin' You should go and love yourself

'Cause if you like the way you look that much Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself (yeah) And if you think (you think) that I'm (that I'm) still holdin' on to somethin' You should go and love yourself

[ahum420]

[ahum420]

Out of my mind Gun up to the mouth No pretension, execution Live and learn, rape and turn

Fret not family Nor pre-judged army This is for me And me only, cowards only try it

Don't you try to die Like me It's livid and it's lies And makes graves descending

It's not worth the time to try To replenish a rotting life I'll end the problem, facing nothing Fuck you off, fuck you all

Tortured history Addict of misery This exposes me For weakness is a magnet, watch me do it, do it

Don't you try to die Like me It's livid and it's lies And makes graves descending down

Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it Doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice? When a mind's made up to go ahead and die What's done is done and gone, so why cry?

Tortured history Addict of misery This exposes me For weakness is a magnet, watch me do it, do it, do it

Don't you try to die Like me It's livid and it's lies And makes graves descending down

[ahum420]

We are all turning the world Just disconnected like We're learning how to fly and Falling into all the mistakes We couldn't erase But build me a garden By God, I will care for it

All heeding the call We are the echo's flight, our Arms into the sky and Falling into all the mistakes We couldn't erase But build me a garden By God, I will care for it

So let me be enemy to the grinds and the racing heart Let me be hands to the cracking wall You grip when the current starts Let there be joy in the journey A lesson we learned in sound To disconnect from the shadow I must leave the ground

So let me be enemy to the noose and the fading will Let me be open arms Tell the living world I am grateful still Let me be music And let me be the joyful sound I can disconnect from the shadow I can hear it now

We reach for the longest shadow We reach for the hidden hurt We reach for the night like we are old light falling to Earth Bring storms full of welcome water Bring me home again

We reach for the longest shadow We reach for the hidden hurt We reach for the night like we are old light falling to Earth Bring storms full of welcome water Bring me home again

There's life in the songs for no one Let me grow

We are all turning the wheel Together we learn to see and Soaring just to keep from Falling into all of the graves We dig on the way And land in the garden Like soft where I buried it

So let me be enemy to the noose and the fading will Let me be open arms Tell the living world I am grateful still Let me be music And let me be the joyful sound I can disconnect from the shadow Hear me now

We sing to the weeping widow We sing to the dying dirt We sing to the day that we are old light falling to Earth Bring storms full of welcome water Bring me home again

There's life in a song for no one To grow is a garden's worth There's joy in the journey, we are old light falling to Earth Bring storms full of welcome water Bring me home

As we fall into softest soil Is this one rose enough for you? And who would tend To our garden That no one sees

For no one See how the sun over calm ocean Sings, "this is who I am, my rose" Safe from prying eyes, this is who we are

We are all one with the world Reconnect your mind We're learning how to fly and Falling into all the mistakes We couldn't erase But build me a garden By God, I will care for it

All heeding the call We are the echoes, fly, our Arms into the sky and Falling into all the mistakes We couldn't erase But build me a garden By God, I will turn the world

We can turn the world Old light falls Old light falls We are all

We can turn the world Old light falls Old light falls We are all

[ahum420]

I woke up again with the same regret Jump into this mess, no exit yet Every choice I make, it falls apart But that's the beat, the groove is in my heart

Pathetic, I wear it like a crown I crash, I burn, I laugh out loud Yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm reckless, yeah, I know it's true But it's the madness that gets me through A hopeless anthem just for me I find my song, yeah, yeah, yeah

They think they know me But that's the old me Usеd to control me But now they moldy (Yup) Committed and I did it And you labеl me a menace and a villain 'Cause you can't get with it Hate my presence, hate my business Got no feelings, good riddance

I'm reckless, yeah, I know it's true But it's the madness that gets me through A hopeless anthem just for me I find my song, yeah, yeah, yeah

Running out of time, the rush ignites my mind Light another smoke, fill the empty sky Everything's a mess, I play along Just another day, doomed but having fun

Pathetic, I know but can't be done Laugh it off, just counting down, three, two, one

No more games, no more chains Switching lanes, from this space, out the race On my own, on my pace No more FOMO from this day (Ayy) Don't explain, all that pain They insane, when it's time, let 'em pay The world in flames but they still chasing fame

I'm reckless, yeah, I'm breaking through And it's the madness that lights the fuse A twisted anthem just for me I find my way, yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm reckless, yeah, I know it's true But it's the madness that gets me through A hopeless anthem just for me I find my song, yeah, yeah, yeah

[ahum420]

¿Qué más quieres de mí?, si he pasado esta prueba de tu amor Y no tengo el valor de escapar para siempre del dolor Demasiado pedir que sigamos en esta hipocresía ¿Cuánto tiempo más podré vivir en la misma mentira?

No No vayas presumiendo, no Que me has robado el corazón Y no me queda nada más

Sí Prefiero ser el perdedor Que te lo ha dado todo Y no me queda nada más

No me queda nada más

Ya no puedo seguir Resistiendo esa extraña sensación Que me hiela la piel Como invierno fuera de estación

Tu mirada en la mía Ignorándose en una lejanía Todo pierde sentido Y es mejor el vacío que el olvido

Yo prefiero dejarte partir que ser tu prisionero Y no vayas por ahí diciendo ser la dueña de mis sentimientos

No No vayas presumiendo, no Que me has robado el corazón Y no me queda nada más

Sí Prefiero ser el perdedor Que te lo ha dado todo Y no le queda nada más

No (no) No vayas presumiendo (no vayas presumiendo) Que me has robado el corazón Y no me queda nada más

Sí Prefiero ser un perdedor Que te lo ha dado todo Y no le queda nada más

No me queda nada más

¿Qué más quieres de mí? Si he pasado esa prueba de tu amor

[ahum420]

I wanted you to know, I've learned to live without it And even though it's colder now, I no longer feel surrounded And you never listened to me, and that's the thing I tell the others You were my harlequin bride, I was your undercover lover, but no You never saw me naked, you wouldn't even touch me Except if you were wasted But you were trying your best, and that's the thing I tell the others I was your robot companion, you were my favourite colour, and, oh

And I'm caught up on the person I tried to turn myself into for you Someone who didn't mind the push-pull parlour games Someone who wasn't always cryin' on the journey back Someone who didn't feel the low blows either way Thought I was waitin' for you, when all along It was you with the countdown kill switch And it was me with the blindfold on

And I was tryin' my best, and that's the thing I tell the mirror I was in love with the thought that we were in love with each other

What might be good for your heart Might not be good for my head And what was there at the start Might not be there in the end

Do you wanna hurt me? Do you wanna hurt me? 'Cause nobody hurts me better Do you wanna hurt me? Do you wanna hurt me? 'Cause nobody hurts me better

Came in like a dream, put it down like a smoke We used to be a team, now we let each other go, yeah Your cigarette ash still clingin' to my clothes I don't wanna stick around, I just wanna let you know Came in like a dream, put it down like a smoke We used to be a team, now we let each other go, yeah Your cigarette ash still clinging to my clothes I don't wanna stick around, I just wanna let you know

Came in like a dream, put it down like a smoke We used to be a team, now we let each other go, yeah Your cigarette ash still clinging to my clothes I don't wanna stick around, I just wanna let you know Came in like a dream, put it down like a smoke We used to be a team, now we let each other go, yeah Your cigarette ash still clinging to my clothes I don't wanna stick around

No one's gonna save me from my memories Nothing to lose, but I would've given anythin' To get closer to you and all your enemies I've got a few of my own And this throne didn't come with a gun, so I got a different energy I still see you when the lights get low I still hear you when I'm on my own The parasites and the nightmares calling my name like, "Please just let me go"

This one's for you and your problems, your good day job Your bad karma, what are you afraid of? The same trauma, show me what you're made of 'Cause you talk about your constant pain like I ain't got none And I've learned to live beside it, and even though it's over now I will always be reminded

[ahum420]

I can see what the world has done to you I can feel the weight Feel the weight

I can see what this life has handed you I can feel the weight Feel the weight

This time, this time Things'll work out just fine We won't let you slip away This time, this time Things'll work out just fine We won't let you leave this way If you want you can will it You can have it I can put it right there in your hands

I can hear what the spirits are telling you I can clear the weight Clear the weight

I can see all the wolves as they circle you I can crush the weight Crush the weight

This time, this time Things'll work out just fine We won't let you slip away This time, this time Things'll work out just fine We won't let you leave this way If you want you can will it You can have it I can put it right there in your hands

This time, this time Things'll work out just fine We won't let you slip away This time, this time Things'll work out just fine We won't let you leave this way If you want you can will it You can have it I can put it right there in your hands

[ahum420]

Alright Yeah-oh!

I, I wonder why, I wonder why I've come undone I've come undone Stay with me, Lord (Play with me) Okay, I know I missed it The point, I mean, I missed it good And if I could (change it) Good God, I would

Stay with me, Lord (Play with me) Now, I've seen the way I'm headed Down and down, the truth descended Have it here and without worry Baby, please, there is no hurry, I'm fine

Stay with me, Lord (Play with me)

Stay with me, Lord (Play with me, ego, it's only a soul) For now

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know I-I, I know

We are the world (I know) We are the hope (I know) We are so happy to sing along, yo Come

Now, I see the way I'm headed Down and down, the youth descended Hell is here, but it hath no fury Woman still, there is no worry, I'm fine

Stay with me, Lord (Play with me) Stay with me, Lord (Play with me) Stay with me, Lord (Play with me) Stay with me, Lord (Play with me)

[ahum420]

Ya no tengo miedo de ti Ya toda mi vida eres tú Vivo, tu respiro que queda aquí Que consumo día tras día

No puedo dividirme ya entre tú y mil mares No puedo ahora estarme quieta y esperarte

Yo que habría estado por ti En cualquier lejana ciudad Sola, por instintos sabiendo amarte Sola, y siempre ya junto a ti

No puedo dividirme ya entre tú y mil mares No puedo ahora estar cansada de esperarte

Oh no, mi vida, no No aguanto, amor O regresas o quédate No vivo ya, no sueño ya Tengo miedo, ayúdame

Mi vida no, te creo amor Te me vas y todavía Me juras que es la última Es mejor si no me fío

Aah-uh Oh Aah-uh

Busco en la noche en cada estrella tu reflejo Mas todo ésto no me basta ahora, crezco

Oh, no, mi vida, no No aguanto, amor O regresas o quédate No vivo ya, no sueño ya Tengo miedo, ayúdame

Mi vida no, te creo amor Te me vas y todavía Me juras que es la última Es mejor si no me fío

Aah-uh Ooh, hey Aah-uh

Hoy no puedo dividirme ya entre tú y mil mares No puedo ahora estarme quieta y esperarte, hey No puedo dividirme ya entre tú y mil mares

[ahum420]

As we fall into sequence And we're eating our young Remain silent and still for modesty

When the splints have been broken And they can't help you now Do you pray with your eyes closed naturally?

Follow me to nowhere Woven with the utmost care

If I'm lost, please, don't find me If I drown, let me sink We descended from no one With a wink

When it's cold outside, hold me Don't hold me When I choose to rest my eyes, coax me Don't coax me When it's cold outside, hold me Don't hold me When I choose to rest my eyes, coax me Don't coax me (coax me)

Follow me to nowhere Woven with the utmost care Have they cleansed you with chloride? And scrubbed behind the knees? Has your body been hollowed by the breeze?

[ahum420]

There was no time for pain

No energy for anger

The sightlessness of hatred slips away

Walking through winter streets alone

He stops and takes a breath

With confidence and self-control

 I look at the world and see no understanding

I'm waiting to find some sense of strength

I'm begging you from the bottom of my heart

To show me understanding

 I need to live life

Like some people never will

So find me kindness

Find me beauty

Find me truth

When temptation brings me to my knees

And I lay here drained of strength

Show me kindness

Show me beauty

Show me truth

 The way your heart sounds makes all the difference

It's what decides if you'll endure the pain that we all feel

The way your heart beats makes all the difference

In learning to live

Here before me is my soul

I'm learning to live

I won't give up till I've no more to give

No more to give

 Listening to the city

Whispering its violence

I set out watching from above

The 90s bring new questions

New solutions to be found

I fell in love to be let down

 Once again we dance in the crowd

At times a step away

From a common fear that's all spread out

It won't listen to what you say

Once you're touched you stand alone

To face the bitter fight

Once I reached for love

And now I reach for life

 Another chance to lift my life

Free the sensation in my heart

To ride the wings of dreams into changing horizons

It brings inner peace within my mind,

As I'm lifted from where I've split my life

I hear an innocent voice

I hear kindness, beauty and truth

 The way your heart sounds makes all the difference

It's what decides if you'll endure the pain that we all feel

The way your heart beats makes all the difference

In learning to live

Spread before you is your soul

So forever hold the dreams within our hearts

Through nature's inflexible grace

I'm learning to live

[ahum420]

Living and dying, laughing and crying Once you have seen it you will never be the same Life in the fast lane is just how it seems Hard and it's heavy, dirty and mean Motorbreath It's how I live my life I can't take it any other way Motorbreath The sign of living fast It is going to take Your breath away Don't stop for nothing, its full speed or nothing I am taking down you know whatever is in my way Getting your kicks as you're shooting the line Sending the shivers up and down my spine Motorbreath It's how I live my life I can't take it any other way Motorbreath The sign of living fast It is going to take Your breath away Those people who tell you not to take chances They are all missing on what life is about You only live once, so take hold of the chance Don't end up like others, same song and dance! Motorbreath It's how I live my life I can't take it any other way Motorbreath The sign of living fast It is going to take Your breath away