butterfly ana

my lil diary ig idk man

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Just ate after not eating all morning because of depression, I feel like a failure🥲😃

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Watching 3d movies while scrolling thru Tumblr>>>> eating

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How to lose 100 lbs in a month no glue or borax 😭😃

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Gonna f4st for a week, wish me luck y'all 😃😆

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This may sound horrific but I'm gonna eat like I have no food at all

I'm gonna throw out or get someone to hide all my snacks and stuff so Idk where they r

Imma just do anything other than eat

and when I have to I'll eat rice, maybe some meat, and some veggies

Exercise like crazy

And die a skinny beautiful girl

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To look like a new person for the new school year

To not be insecure about my body

To love myself

To make all the girls jealous

To not be made fun off

To be perfect

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When the feeling of being empty is actually starting to feel less like a hassle and more like an addiction >>>

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Legit just ate my brains out after fasting,

Gonna go kms fr 🤟🏽👍🏽😁

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TW : Ed and depressing thoughts, dni if in recovery

I hate myself so bad

Just had to "recovery" (eat till I was above my sw)

Ana please save me 😭😭

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Ed so bad that I started having nightmares about eating cuz I was so scared 😭💀

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Someone help me, what do I do, I have to take meds and I have to eat with it, how do I avoid eating with my meds

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I need a a4a coach to guilt trip me into losing weight