Thank goodness tomorrow is a new day!
Well, today was off to a decent start.. I made a stack of healthy waffles and drank lots of coffee, organic of course with Canadian maple syrup :) I tidied or shower, it's amazing how many shampoo and conditioner bottles collect even when there only four people in the house. I tidied the kitchen and cleaned out the tea cupboard. *Tea does expire, it can lose its taste and potency so make sure you check the dates*. I've been drinking a lot more tea, I drink 1-2 cups a day usually one that helps with digestion and releasing toxins from your body, and than one before bed that's supposed to calm and relax, my favourite is sleepytime tea. I just don't feel like I accomplished as much as I could have today and for that I feel disappointed in myself. But I do know tomorrow is a fresh start and I can accomplish more if I write down some tasks, and goals for the day. I enjoy lists, I'm definitely a list writer, I enjoy writing stuff down. Whether it's on a big notepad or a little sticky note :) The rest of the day I was figuring out what what I was doing this evening. I was supposed to go out, but due to misunderstandings and complications plans fell through. It was a little difficult to deal with because I'm not a night person to begin with, so making plans in the evening don't really happen for me. I prefer sleeping at night. I need my 8 or 9 hours and I tend to wake up every morning by 6 or 7. Even though the plans falling through was a small thing, it felt big for a little bit. It hurt and it was overwhelming. Sometimes I'm surprised by what little things stir up so much in me. But I suppose that's part of life. What we go through and what we are going through causes us to react to things differently than what some might call average. One misunderstanding can lead to thinking I have no friends left, or I've upset everyone. Or maybe I'm better off alone and on my own. It's a negative reaction that comes with the situation. It's something I'm working on. But it takes time. My plans are to eventually tell my life story from my perspective and what I can remember. I want to share that with others. It might take some time though, it definitely will. I'll also share my current journey, what is going on for me day to day and what I'm learning. What wisdom I have a gained. Everyday is a fresh start, a chance to start over new. But don't stop there. Every moment is your chance to change. Today is almost over, tomorrow is a new day.. Have a wonderful sleep and wake up refreshed and alive, and ready to face the day! You are good enough, you are strong enough, you are loved! Xo ~ Aimee
