attaining this… second image is by @ kumerish on ig
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@ainre
attaining this… second image is by @ kumerish on ig
all ive done this year is cry.
cry cry cry
six months flew by
jan. feb. mar. apr. may. jun
and im crying
because its been over for me before it even began
and i have to fight this feeling every morning and move ahead despite it all.
but all this bravery? please keep it.
I never asked to be brave
I never asked.
I have never asked for anything.
This was on a post about how it's ignorant and privileged to wear headphones in public and I fear its already become a part of my vocabulary. Must everything harbor a moral failure.
who taught you that suffering in silence was noble, and how would you shutting up have benefited them?
this also counts for all those times you kept your mouth shut and didn't complain because you were being polite, and people would gladly have changed things if you had just asked. your suffering was not noble. you do not get a cookie for it, you do not get a tally mark next to your soul's score for grinning and bearing it. your suffering serves no purpose. break free of it. you deserve comfort.
>have problem
>recognize it as part of my divine punishment
>no problem
sometimes i be saying im gonna go to bed and then i dont go to bed. frequently in fact. this is because i have the heart of an optimist and the soul of a liar
as good of a time as any to share my list of activities I do during what i like to call Scheduled Soul Maintenence to avoid burnout
go on an aimless bike/ride/walk - move your body, do it for as long as you feel like it, discover new places near you weather that is a frog or a cafe
watch a new movie/read a new book/listen to a new album - get inspired, excercise having opinions and longer attention span, break out of consuming content and make a choice about what you want to expirience
create something in a medium i haven't used in a while - get out of a habit, rekindle a flame you haven't been upkeeping, making a friendship bracelet counts
go have a fun new drink/snack - arguably most important, have a little treat without rush, slow down and focus on physical sensations, treat yourself in a way that isn't landfillcore
meet with friends and/or go to a place where you meet strangers - human connection is good for you, (maybe some casual sex if you like that/try something new with your partner)
make some bad art - create for the sake of creating without any expectations
play an instrument - this can be anything that makes you reach a kind of flow state
go see something you haven't yet - get to know the cultural/geographical map of your area, this includes events, places, or just anything that makes you go out of your way to expirience something new, can be like a viewpoint or it can be a museum exhibit, anything you find cool
cook/bake something new - nurish your body, break out of cooking habits and routine, make it an event, plate it nicely too and i would like to point out that none of these have to cost more money than your usual lifestyle.
Reminder to myself
word of the day:
precarious/precariousness
I’m thinking of Beginning it all
egregious
voraciously
word of the day:
enshittification
imagine if i did my work. if i sat down and Did it. and it was Done. can you even imagine such a thing
ive been looking for a job since 5 months now. its already been a month since I graduated. people havw started moving on with their lives, they are going on vacations, hiking in the mountains, working at their new jobs, starting new routines and hobbies and I'm still where I was when I was 17. six years have passed. yet i sit in the same spot on my bed.
ive distanced myself from my friends because they got their jobs without even having to try. and ive been trying since all these months and im still broke. every summer eats me alive. i have nothing going on for me. i never have. its really hard really really hard. i cant do this today. not today nope
i got a job. im really grateful. it did indeed happen for me. i hope if there is a higher power, they ease your pain. my heart goes out to everyone suffering right now. may everyone get to live a kind and hopeful and fair and good life. i hope palestinians get some relief. i hope i make good use of this opportunity ive been blessed with
ive been looking for a job since 5 months now. its already been a month since I graduated. people havw started moving on with their lives, they are going on vacations, hiking in the mountains, working at their new jobs, starting new routines and hobbies and I'm still where I was when I was 17. six years have passed. yet i sit in the same spot on my bed.
ive distanced myself from my friends because they got their jobs without even having to try. and ive been trying since all these months and im still broke. every summer eats me alive. i have nothing going on for me. i never have. its really hard really really hard. i cant do this today. not today nope
i'm excited to live the rest of my life like it belongs to me
btw I am doing it afraid
btw I did it afraid and was rewarded beautifully
manifesting!!