ainre

24/infp-t//5w4//desi//queer//she/her

[thekidsfromyestergay]

This was on a post about how it's ignorant and privileged to wear headphones in public and I fear its already become a part of my vocabulary. Must everything harbor a moral failure.

[lyraeon]

who taught you that suffering in silence was noble, and how would you shutting up have benefited them?

[lyraeon]

this also counts for all those times you kept your mouth shut and didn't complain because you were being polite, and people would gladly have changed things if you had just asked. your suffering was not noble. you do not get a cookie for it, you do not get a tally mark next to your soul's score for grinning and bearing it. your suffering serves no purpose. break free of it. you deserve comfort.

[nocturnaltigerrevelation]

>have problem

>recognize it as part of my divine punishment

>no problem

[crisismoth]

sometimes i be saying im gonna go to bed and then i dont go to bed. frequently in fact. this is because i have the heart of an optimist and the soul of a liar

[whyenn-reader]

as good of a time as any to share my list of activities I do during what i like to call Scheduled Soul Maintenence to avoid burnout

go on an aimless bike/ride/walk - move your body, do it for as long as you feel like it, discover new places near you weather that is a frog or a cafe

watch a new movie/read a new book/listen to a new album - get inspired, excercise having opinions and longer attention span, break out of consuming content and make a choice about what you want to expirience

create something in a medium i haven't used in a while - get out of a habit, rekindle a flame you haven't been upkeeping, making a friendship bracelet counts

go have a fun new drink/snack - arguably most important, have a little treat without rush, slow down and focus on physical sensations, treat yourself in a way that isn't landfillcore

meet with friends and/or go to a place where you meet strangers - human connection is good for you, (maybe some casual sex if you like that/try something new with your partner)

make some bad art - create for the sake of creating without any expectations

play an instrument - this can be anything that makes you reach a kind of flow state

go see something you haven't yet - get to know the cultural/geographical map of your area, this includes events, places, or just anything that makes you go out of your way to expirience something new, can be like a viewpoint or it can be a museum exhibit, anything you find cool

cook/bake something new - nurish your body, break out of cooking habits and routine, make it an event, plate it nicely too and i would like to point out that none of these have to cost more money than your usual lifestyle.

[hachisenshi]

Reminder to myself

[ainre]

word of the day:

precarious/precariousness

[harleyglenn]

I’m thinking of Beginning it all

[ainre]

egregious

voraciously

[ainre]

word of the day:

enshittification

[feluka]

imagine if i did my work. if i sat down and Did it. and it was Done. can you even imagine such a thing

[ainre]

ive been looking for a job since 5 months now. its already been a month since I graduated. people havw started moving on with their lives, they are going on vacations, hiking in the mountains, working at their new jobs, starting new routines and hobbies and I'm still where I was when I was 17. six years have passed. yet i sit in the same spot on my bed.

ive distanced myself from my friends because they got their jobs without even having to try. and ive been trying since all these months and im still broke. every summer eats me alive. i have nothing going on for me. i never have. its really hard really really hard. i cant do this today. not today nope

[ainre]

i got a job. im really grateful. it did indeed happen for me. i hope if there is a higher power, they ease your pain. my heart goes out to everyone suffering right now. may everyone get to live a kind and hopeful and fair and good life. i hope palestinians get some relief. i hope i make good use of this opportunity ive been blessed with

[ainre]

ive been looking for a job since 5 months now. its already been a month since I graduated. people havw started moving on with their lives, they are going on vacations, hiking in the mountains, working at their new jobs, starting new routines and hobbies and I'm still where I was when I was 17. six years have passed. yet i sit in the same spot on my bed.

ive distanced myself from my friends because they got their jobs without even having to try. and ive been trying since all these months and im still broke. every summer eats me alive. i have nothing going on for me. i never have. its really hard really really hard. i cant do this today. not today nope

[stlamb]

i'm excited to live the rest of my life like it belongs to me

[anxeious]

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

btw I am doing it afraid

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

btw ​I did it afraid and was rewarded beautifully

[ainre]

manifesting!!

[sailermoon]

all good things come to those who wait i say with tears in my eyes

[ainre]

another job interview tmrw. can i please make it for once God?please?

[ainre]

the horrors persist. they literally ghosted me eventhough the interview went well. didnt even bother sending a rejection email