ARKI thoughts

"Frustrated" Architect in the making (collection of arki stuff and random rants in my life)

[aishahiraya]

So yeah this acc. contains random stuffs in my life I know the title is "ARKI THOUGHTS" which supposedly, should contain all my arki journey but well, I'm on vacation right now! So who cares anyway!😝

[aishahiraya]

Self pity time: entry #1 of nov. 2022

"why do you always appear trying hard?!🫠"

[aishahiraya]

Heyyyyyyy! It's been so long hahaha now! I'm hundred percent sure that I'm totally baccccck again!! Why?? Well it's the start of another year another hell in my life again!!

#ArchitectureSchoolIsWaving

#SaveMeeeeee

[aishahiraya]

'been busy lately, to post and update happenings in my life but yeah here I am still alive and driving down to my next hell🫠

[aishahiraya]

11-12-22

Not me, trying really hard not to breakdown Infront of anybody, just because I don't want to he questioned! Yeah not really me 😶

[aishahiraya]

Boredom strikes!!!

[aishahiraya]

Heyyyyyyy! It's been so long hahaha now! I'm hundred percent sure that I'm totally baccccck again!! Why?? Well it's the start of another year another hell in my life again!!

#ArchitectureSchoolIsWaving

#SaveMeeeeee

[aishahiraya]

06-23-22

Late night gala with my homies 💙

[aishahiraya]

Heyyyya, so lately I've been obsessed with journaling so here it is! Haha tho, I only made this in the front page of my soon to be Japanese notebook..

I've been yearning to study Japanese language ever since and at the same time be confident and fluent in my english.. so yeah... Wishh me luccck!

[aishahiraya]

Hey yes I'm an architecture student but lately there's something urging me to write a story... I don't know whyyy.. yes it's my long time dream to write a story.. and now I'm considering that maybe I should try to write one now...coz I'm afraid that if I passed this opportunity again I feel that I will definitely.. yeah definitely regret it..

And now there are 2 titles that comes in my mind and oh! I also have some short of a plot? I think? In my head ahahah

The only problem is how do I start with this?! How will I execute it through words.....

[aishahiraya]

And I still don't forget you, as time goes by ahaha I certainly have the guts to add more hobbies huh!!

[aishahiraya]

Hey it's been a while this account really became my sort of diary huh 😂 whenever I feel troubled, anxious, down and exhausted this account really became my everything.

And thinking deeply, I just realized that this trauma of mine was really too deep, too deep that some sort of tap at it, it will shatter the whole shield that I took years to build again. I always tend to unnoticed and neglect this feeling but now that I've given time to meditate and analyze about it hell, it became so deep and terrifyingly big….. fvck!!! What should I do now!!! It fvcking hurts haha. 

[aishahiraya]

3am thoughts again

Hey!! I'm ok now, to my past self who wrote this post well congratulations and good job for doing well and surviving your downfall!!

I'm really really amazed and believe in you!!

"There's nothing more great love than loving yourself more. "

[aishahiraya]

Anyways heeeeere!! Some of my works for this week🤗 congratulations self for being so productive this week💞 we can do more, we can do thissss!!!🤧 FIGHTING!!✊💯

[aishahiraya]

Accccck 8 more to goooo I CAN DO THISSS!!!

Let's gooo majooors

[aishahiraya]

Hey it's been a while this account really became my sort of diary huh 😂 whenever I feel troubled, anxious, down and exhausted this account really became my everything.

And thinking deeply, I just realized that this trauma of mine was really too deep, too deep that some sort of tap at it, it will shatter the whole shield that I took years to build again. I always tend to unnoticed and neglect this feeling but now that I've given time to meditate and analyze about it hell, it became so deep and terrifyingly big….. fvck!!! What should I do now!!! It fvcking hurts haha. 

[aishahiraya]

3am thoughts?

I think I met a new friend! hoping that this remains long...

[aishahiraya]

Finally doooooone aaaaa I'm so proud of my seeelf

The outcome was so beautiful 😍

Good job self🤗💙

[aishahiraya]

Yo! Hoping for a productive outcome for todaaaaaaay!🥺👀

[surqrised]

“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.”

— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

[aishahiraya]

Exactly!!!