An Mac Drabhlásach

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙙𝙞𝙜𝙖𝙡 𝙎𝙤𝙣.

[aithrioch]

— ADJ. REPENTANT .  this blog is for ANGEL/ANGELUS of the buffyverse. here we largely follow show canon but throw in some comic canon here and there for funsies then just run off into the night in full blown canon divergencies at a whim. Further documentation will be coming as I get it done.

this blog like all my other buffyverse blogs are sides off a main hub blog @mosiaks​​ that’s where any follows will be coming from.

OOC: Train. EST. 21+. They/Them. mutuals can ask for disc.

IMPORTANT LINKS

𝙼𝙴𝙼𝙴 𝚃𝙰𝙶 - the best way to start things tbh

IMPORTANT INFORMATION

I DO NOT use David Boreanaz for several reasons, the main being I go of the OG timeline of Angel’s turning ( when he was about 18 ) as I feel it just... Vibes better with BTVS canon tbh, which makes Boreanaz not the best choice. I use instead Benjamin Wadsworth, who is mixed/hispanic and how much that aspect will get brought into Angel’s existing canon is kinda by ear atm.  I mainly mention it to avoid any “white boy” jokes / comments since u know.... he’s not.....

Angel APPEARS to be 17 to 21-ish. He gets carded. He gets talked to like a child by people who don’t know he’s a 240+ vampire. ATS is just goth boss baby. You’re welcome.

The catholic guilt drip is INTENSE in this house. 

Bangel is something I prefer to talk about a bit before hand bc this Angel.... is not made of balsa like s1-2 Angel.... and I honestly just need to wrap my head around the ship generally rip.

[enchanting]

DEADLY CLASS 1.02: NOISE, NOISE, NOISE

[maurawrites]

Marcus Lopez Arguello in 1.02 ‘Noise, Noise, Noise’

[aithrioch]

darla + cordy: wear gucci and boss him around angel:...... so i have a type.....

[angelsource]

If you don’t shut up, I’m going to kill you.

[aithrioch]

i stand by that the REAL TRAGIC STAR CROSSSED LOVERS are not buffy and angel but angel and darla. I think you can SEE how well they’d truly work together in a healthy way during the trials and we’ve SEEN how well matched they are in a toxic capacity in like, literally every angelus flashback. 

i think part of his attraction/infatuation with buffy is that she looks like darla. she’s also some what commanding like darla but on the whole she’s safe. she’s not evil or anything and she’s young, nice etc. she’s what he should love. but romantically it’s shallow, she’s his riley. He cares for buffy deeply and loves her like a friend but he’s not in love with her and it’s part of what spells their long term issues along with all the mountains of trauma.

cordelia is MUCH closer to darla in personality, tastes, goals, dynamic but she’s a good person and she’s healthy for him. she doesn’t put up with his shit but she’s also supportive and sympathetic. she’s the personality type he’s genuinely the most attracted too and uhhh cordy’s drop dead gorgeous. she’s much closer to what a well adjusted darla could’ve been and i think that’s why they work so well together, why he falls so hard for her and the ship is just so strong. 

[aithrioch]

am i trapped in a prison of my own mind unable to get done like half the shit i want to? yes. am i back on my bullshit thinking about cangel? also yes.

[mathewmurdocks]

Get out of the damn trash.

[starryeyesxx]

We’re very different. Very different.

[aithrioch]

𝕿𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖍𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖔𝖗 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖌𝖗𝖔𝖜 𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖉, 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙.

Angel(us) from Buffy the Vampire Slayer & Angel The Series. canon divergent.  Redeemed by Train. 25+. EST. THEY/THEM. sideblog to @mosiaks

[aithrioch]

part of why even soulled angel both bullies spike and also protects him is bc he begrudgingly acknowledges that even soulless spike has redeeming traits that he himself sure as shit didn’t have without a soul and struggles with even with one send tweet

[aithrioch]

CONNOR ( @beingstories​ ) said ❝  oh no, i would never dream of vandalising uncle spike’s duster.  ❞ Connor with a bedazzle gun on standby

“ Ha ha, oooooooookkkaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy Let’s NOT okay ? There’s only so much I can keep you alive after. ” He SNATCHES THAT FUCKING GUN AWAY SO FAST OH MY GOD.

[aithrioch]

i want angelus to like... leave a dead dog hanging from her fucking porch ceiling in front of their front fucking door or WHAT’S THE DAMN POINT????

I WANT NOTES! EVERY DAY! IN HER LOCKER!

I WANT CURSED CONTENT!!!!

[aithrioch]

me: angelus in the show is so lame and unscary i should make him WORSE my brain: literally NO ONE WANTS THIS. THIS IS A DANGEROUS ROAD

[aithrioch]

i can’t believe i’m gonna need connor tags soon

[aithrioch]

the whole baby connor/holtz arc but angel loses his soul bc Miracle Baby and darla lives while also remembering what it was like to have a soul and still VICIOUSLY loving her son both bc of soul and bc of who she is as a vampire and the whole thing turning into a fucking angelus-darla SHITSHOW while wesley, cordy, gunn and lorne are just like fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

[aithrioch]

i read a fic recently where holding connor after he was born knocked the soul RIGHT outta angel and tbh it never sat well w/ me that like... at ANY point when he had lil baby connor he didn’t have a perfect moment of happines??? like.... cmon..... I SAW HIM !!!!! I WATCHED THE SHOW!!! 

so that’s a thing here now. exactly when i’m not 100% on yet either in the alley, the moment he holds connor or a bit later when thing’s are like... IMMEDIATELY super tragic and on fire like when connor’s crying and he finally gets him to sleep.

also if vampo darla can CONCEIVE A CHILD and WHY CAN’T SHE GIVE BIRTH??? like unless she has some other reproductive medical issues at play here which is possible her body is technically built to do this and she seems to be in contractions/labor or similar coming into the alley thing so like.... why can’t???? she just???? have the fucking baby???? why she gotta die like that???? idk seems fucking fact to me