aiyanaa

starting all over... (7/2026) been a few years 😅

[feelingsoftheday]

i’m not overracting, if it hurts me.. it hurts me.

[caffeinatedk1tty]

you know it's bad when you don't cut yourself anymore to forget your emotional pain but just for pleasure

and with each passing day you want more and more scars on your skin

[lostinwonderland-13]

"Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds. Its like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me"

Eminem really hit the nail on the head

[theirinklover]

Why i won't recover! (personally)

Recovery is something that i don't wanna do, i like the feeling of self harm. I like having scars and picking. It's my body and i can control it, i will always support and help people recover and will never push someone to relapse or to get the dangerous levels

even if life is great i can never let go

[citruzombi]

the overwhelming urge to go deep but youre also too afraid to do more than one swipe in one spot

[wannaoffmyself]

I miss beans, might relapse later.

[sillytinyflower]

I don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better

[out-of-my-goddam-mind-deactivat]

The urge to sh everytime in in stress or just anytime something annoyed me

[50shadesofbpd]

[iikelyy]

nobody lol

[bimbokcals-deactivated20231005]

Hardest journey a girl will have to go thru is taking down her 2day old bun & brushing thru her matted depression hair. Thoughts + prayers to those about to embark🙏🏼

[theantisocialbutterflyclub-deac]

As of late

[were-starving-for-control]

People think Ana is about food.

But they don’t understand that it’s so much more than that. Yes, it’s about hating your body and yourself and wanting to feel OK with how you look for once in your life.

But it’s also about control. About trying to dull the pain through self destructive behavior. It’s about wanting to prove you can control something in your life when everything else is out of control: no matter what, at least you can control what you eat and how small you. At least you can prove that you have control over your behavior.

It’s about wanting to be so small you disappear. So small that no one can hurt you anymore.

Ana is about so much more than food.

[d4isycha1n]

depression makes me want to stay in bed

ed makes me want to go for a run

WHY is it so complicated

[blackcoffeeandcokezer0]

hi! i think it’s a long shot, maybe, because i dont wanna use tags. but if ur an e/d related blog active in 2023 and you’re not a minor, interact with this post and i’ll follow you!

[this-is-good-bye]

[fawne-deactivated20231002]

𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗆𝖺𝗇𝗒 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗅𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗒? 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝖻𝖾 𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗀𝗈𝖺𝗅 𝖻𝗒 𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗁𝖺𝖽𝗇’𝗍 𝗀𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗎𝗉 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗌𝗍 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝖼𝖾.