Ne, Don't sweat it

A carefree fool Casting his worries to the wind How easily his life could be taken By the mere pull of the trigger Relationship Status: Single M!A: None Indie Tatara Totsuka RP blog

[akanoonokashin]

I have another idea for angsty drabble

It's for all my fellow Pandora Hearts fans

Just a little drabble

an in-depth drabble

of Elliot's suicide

[akanoonokashin]

wild-crow replied to your post: His Final Moments | Drabble

NOOOOOO. WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS? HDFGVSFHGEHN KOUHAI WHY. I’M CRYING AGAIN. THANK YOU. HFVGDSGRNHE- DX

ardentesvoix replied to your post: His Final Moments | Drabble

who said writing this was okay go into your corner and think about what you did B|

CACKLES IM NOT SORRY AT ALL

YOU'RE WELCOME SENPAI

[akanoonokashin]

His Final Moments | Drabble

((So I got this idea a couple days ago and...yeah. Hope I give you all feels and enjoy /o/))

"I am the seventh King, The Colorless King! A nice night out, you say? Indeed it is."

The...Colorless King. The previous one had passed, correct? So this was the new one? This man who'd suddenly attacked him for no rhyme or reason. How strange...And now he'd disappeared as if into thin air. Or maybe the clansman just hadn't been paying enough attention and missed him walking away. Oh well. Totsuka had been an idiot for coming up to the roof like this. He never should've come. He wouldn't have spoken to that man. He wouldn't have been shot and...he wouldn't be like this. Was this the end of the line? Was there any hope for him? Didn't seem like it. He was in pretty rough shape. He could feel his consciousness slipping ever so slowly. His eyelids were beginning to close.

That's when he heard loud footsteps and a voice calling his name. More footsteps and now there was someone cradling his head while another stood to the side. Yata Misaki and Kusanagi Izumo. Two of his fellow clansmen. Yata was demanding to know what had happened. Opening brown optics slightly, he spoke. "T...The Colorless..King..." His voice came out soft and breathily. It was hard to breathe. It hurt to. And here he was being asked even more questions. Not a word was said to answer them. Yes, a King had done this to him. He'd been shot by a King. 

You'll be all right, Totsuka-san. We sent for a doctor. We'll have you fixed up in no time. Such words should reassure him. But they did not. He wouldn't be okay. He wasn't going to live. He could tell. This was the end for him. These were his final moments. He was going to die. Yet...he wasn't scared. He seemed...calm. Accepting. Like he was ready to die. In some ways, it may be better off without him. He couldn't fight. Couldn't defend himself. He was a burden to HOMRA. Always in need of someone protecting him. So maybe..just maybe...it'd be better off without him.

"Ne..." A hand raised to touch the vanguard's cheek. "Ne, don't...sweat it...It'll be..all..work out.." Lie. An utter lie. It was like saying he would live. He wasn't going to survive this. There was no way. Each second that passed he was closer and closer to death. He didn't have much longer now. Did he have any regrets at this point? There was only one that stuck out in his mind. Not being able to stay by his King's side longer. He wanted to continue to be Mikoto's vassal. But all things must come to an end. The curtain must fall. Life comes and goes. It was Totsuka's finale.

The hand on Yata's cheek fell to the ground and a single word was uttered. The last word he ever said before his body went still. "Go..men..." He was never to move again. Never to talk again. Never take pictures and videos like he used to. Never play his guitar again. Never try out anything new. It was over. All over. The curtain had closed. His life was over. 

Always acting being so irresponsible and then dying like that....

What an idiot.

[akanoonokashin]

Back--

But Totsuka muse kinda slipped so

I have some new muses though

I'm gonna try and sort through them

Yeah

[akanoonokashin]

Offline for now bbl!

[akanoonokashin]

2 para starter

4 para reply

r YOU-MUN WHY ARE U SO Q UALITY

[shiningprinceleftenant-deactiva]

akanoonokashin has bumped into you

[akanoonokashin]

“Ah, I see. That’s a rather interesting hobby. I don’t usually meet someone like you. So you have many different types of hobbies?” A smile curled on his lips, feeling strangely comfortable around this stranger. There was just something about this man’s aura that comforted him.  “You seem to enjoy recording many things. Are you recording something right now? If you are— Why is the camera pointed towards me?” He questioned, still somewhat curious to know why the camera was pointed at him.

"Yes, many different ones. Though I'm not the best at every hobby I've tried. Skateboarding I wasn't so good at...Even when I got help...Heh." Yata had told him and even shown him what to do but the brunet was completely lost. Skateboarding just wasn't his thing. "But there are other other things that I consider myself good at! Like playing the guitar and singing. I'm rather good at those two if I do say so myself." He enjoyed doing so for the other members of HOMRA. It seemed to put them at ease. And it did the same for himself as well.

He was a bit lost in his thoughts over the last time he'd played in the bar when he he was brought back to reality by Yogi's voice. "Aa? Oh! Yes I am. Can't you tell I'm recording you?" A light chuckle left his lips before speaking again. "I guess it's sort of a habit. I record whomever I see, wherever I go. You don't have a problem with it, do you?" He didn't want to make the blond uncomfortable.

[akanoonokashin]

мαηу ρєσρℓє cαη вє ѕєєη ιη уσυя cαмєяα ℓєηѕ

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No one was in the bar but the brunet. It was so quiet you could hear a pin drop. The silence was only nice when Totsuka was taking a nap. But he was wide awake. He wasn't the least bit tired. So he decided to strum on his guitar a bit and sing. Break the silence since there was no one else around currently to do so. He made sure the guitar was in tune first, then began strumming.

"Ikusen mono kosasuru michi de Bokura wa deaeta Massugu na mana zashi de Mirai o misueteta Nani ga okotte mo Tomo ni arukeba Nandai mono yuuki ga michi afure Norikoe rareru Mamorarete iru"

He hadn't even noticed someone had entered the bar. He was so engrossed in the song. This is what happened when he began playing or singing. He lost himself in the music. It was like he was in another world. 

[akanoonokashin]

Man I hate it when my parents turn the wifi off without warning

I was in the middle of replying and I lost my reply and it wasn't posted dklfajfd

Plus greetings still aren't done...

I'll get greetings done first yeah. Then replies.

Let's get started!

[akanoonokashin]

Opening the main door to the bar, Yata wasn’t the happiest of people. Stepping inside the vanguard had gotten caught in the rain, not that he minded, it was just that now his clothes were all wet. Looking to see if someone else was there, he noticed the lump on the couch, wrapped up in a blanket. The crow closed the door as quietly as he could not wanting to wake the other. Some how he needed a way to get his clothes dry. Leaning the wet skateboard against the wall, he wandered away from the doorway, not to block anyone else from coming in.

The sound of the front door opening made the brunet stir awake. He was a light sleeper. Didn't take much to wake him. Yawning, Totsuka sat up and looked over at the moving figure in the bar. The world hadn't come into focus yet, as he had just opened his eyes. He mindlessly stared at whomever was walking until he saw who it was. Aa, the vanguard of HOMRA. Yatagarasu. "Aa, Yata-chan! You're all wet!" He laughed at how the other was soaking wet. Yeah it amused him a bit. "Got caught out in the rain, ne?" 

[akanoonokashin]

Aa I still owe greetings and a couple replies!!

Gomen gomen I have a couple RPs on Skype and got caught up in them and ldkfjalskf 

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My muse has been murdered violently and your muse is the first to find the body. Send me their reaction.

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[shiningprinceleftenant-deactiva]

akanoonokashin has bumped into you

[akanoonokashin]

“Oh- My name’s Yogi! It’s nice to meet you. What about yours? Also.. That camera.. Are you taking photos of the area around here..?” He asked, wondering why he would carry such a unique camera around while walking. Perhaps he wanted to take pictures of sceneries?

Moreover.. Why was the camera pointed towards him?

Yogi? Quite an interesting name. "I'm Totsuka Tatara. Nice to meet you, Yogi-san. And this? I like trying new things. Photography is something I really enjoy. I found this old camera and use it to take pictures and record moments. Preserving the memories. The good times and the bad times. I'll have them all in this." He lightly patted the side of the device.

[akanoonokashin]

Tag a quality blog, You’re it! Quality doesn't mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how much followers you have. Send this to 10 blogs who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them! ♥ ♥ ♥

hello this is 1-800-thisblogisnotquality

but omg thank u bbu asdlkfjaljasldkfj

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[shiningprinceleftenant-deactiva]

akanoonokashin has bumped into you

“Oh!” Yogi immediately took a step back and bowed in apology. “I’m sorry! I wasn’t watching where I was going..” 

[akanoonokashin]

Whoops. Seemed he'd bumped into someone whilst filming. He wasn't paying attention, his gaze turned to the side. When he felt his body collide with another's, he looked in front of him and blinked, the camera now on the blond before him. "Aa, it's fine, it's fine! I wasn't either. So who are you?"

[akanoonokashin]

Mikoto shrugged his shoulders and let up a cigarette. “Fine, I guess.” Unlike Totsuka, he wasn’t a very talkative person unless he was answering questions or had inquires that needed to be answered. The red king also wasn’t the kind who would prolong a conversation which brings him to wonder why someone like Totsuka would continue following him. The other man was bright and cheerful, completely the opposite of himself. In fact, most of HOMRA’s members were active and young.

A curt response as expected. But Totsuka wanted to keep the conversation going. He liked talking to his King, even if he wasn't the most talkative person in the world. He still enjoyed his presence. "So where were you today? Out on a date?~" He was merely teasing the redhead of course. He was probably out with Anna. That was a good guess. But who knew for sure. At least he hadn't blown something up....As far as he knew at least. Hopefully he hadn't.