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All Time Low

Anybody else ever feel like they hit an all time low everyday? You try so hard to be nothing like one specific thing, but then become it. Then of course to add more to an already amounting pile of self-loathing shit, you find yourself alone and have nobody to turn to. Never having a day that you can remember, that you didn't feel like the weight of the world on your back and the constant noise and cutting of words, by the people that you love circling you. Everyday is a struggle or a battle, but when is there a day to repair your defenses? Or to just simply nurse your wounds and put your mind at ease. When does the hurt stop??? Does it take a pause for the damaged to repair? I still am asking...

And every love song and every lovely emotion is about him

Too many

People that are two-faced, are they smart or stupid?

And im off again #catchingsomerays #cyclejunky #hotafternoon

#hotafternoon #catchingsomerays #cyclejunky

Alice

i always loved Alice in Wonderland as a child and even as an "adult". She saw what the world was and it sucked, so she made her own. Props to her

Prep For The New Year

So ready for this year to be over!

I'm ready to start new and find something worthwhile. I think this next year i will be focusing more on myself and trying to get myself to a better place.

#2013

A Holiday Tradition

Another crappy Christmas this year, my second in a row. This used to be my favorite holiday, now its nothing like it used to be. FML

#Christmas holiday tradition

Just sittin here on the corner of Awesome and Bombdiggity #be #here #all #day

#be #all #day #here

Oh how I love homemade salsa! #red #and #green #salsa #foodporn

#and #salsa #green #red #foodporn

No win situations

What's the point in telling the truth? You open up and let yourself become completely vulnerable, but all it does is hurt the person you care about the most. Then they shut you out and you are alone and out in the cold. Fully exposed and cold, left in the shadows.

#truth trouble

Stupid Wishing

All I want is for someone to treat me the same way I treat them.

#stupid emotions

Todays pitfall

I think almost every time I achieve something or do something that I worked hard on, it seems bigger and better in my head than in all reality. Maybe the things that I work for are actually just as small as everyone else sees it to be.

Or perhaps its the same damn thing ive struggled with in every aspect of my life. Maybe if I was prettier or skinnier, people would give more of a bigger damn.

Then again, my parents always told me I was too much of a dreamer, always had my head in the clouds, and even that I reach for the moon and stars.

Likely I could more than likely expect too much from the people that are stuck with me. I mean if you have people around you that hate being around you or are unfortunatly stuck with you, of course they wont give much.

My academics are the only things that I can actually showcase my talents in. Yeah on paper and in a classroom im smart. So I took that and embraced the fact that maybe if I really work hard in it and emerse myself completely and gain some recognition from my professors, my major pitfalls would be overlooked. Looks like it still does not negate the fact that im not the pretty one in a crowd.

Im just lost in a sea of faces

#1 year of school

The basics of survival when on campus #college #girl

#girl #college

You know its going to be an interesting class when there are snacks and bottled water involved #too #early #barely #functioning #this #morning

#this #barely #morning #early #too #functioning

I like to spoon #lotsa #spoon #action

#lotsa #action #spoon

Just Thinking Out Loud

Anyone ever feel like they are too easily and too often tossed aside?

#personal and open question

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