Any tips for being a suicidal 15 year old?
When I was a suicidal 15 year old everyone told me āit gets betterā, and it sounded like bullshit. And frankly, it still sounds like bullshit.
Like oh, what, Iām living in hell and youāre not gonna help me or *do* anything or give me any useful advice and Iām supposed to just hang in there on the nebulous, pithy promise that things are just gonna work out on their own? And you canāt tell me how or why, Iām just supposed to take it on the faith that I donāt have that something might change in ways I havenāt considered?
But yeah. It does. And itās frustrating as hell.
Yes, things are gonna get better, and theyāre gonna get better in ways I canāt describe even after experiencing it myself. Things you donāt even know CAN be different WILL be different. One day youāre just going to step outside and realize things got better somewhere and you didnāt even notice it happening.
And thereās really nothing I can say that makes that sound even a little bit believable.
I guess all I can tell you is that you have to want to believe it.