Last Days

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Happy Spooky Season 👻

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9-22-22

This morning I had a strong urge to pull some tarot cards with the question in mind "what do some people NEED to hear this morning, NEED to know?". This is what I pulled. When I put the cards together, this is what I got.

You are in a union right now, a relationship, and even though you've been loving your person and trying toake this relationship successful, you've noticed that your relationship seems unstable, or "rocky" right now. Your person is seeming a bit deceptive and sneeky. They are guarding their feelings and emotions. And even though they've matured and look like a responsible successful adult on the outside, behind closed doors they are a different person than the world perceives them. They are not being smart reguarding finances as well. You are being told that you are being patient and showing your emotion, as you always have, but you must continue to have patience. You still hope that this relationship will end up successful and happy, but the truth is that the future is not known, and you need to nurture and be patient a little while longer. You will then know for sure what you must do. Things will come to light and you will travel down the path that you choose BECAUSE of this information revealed, and you will be better off for it in the long run.

If you found this reading, it was meant for you. Take what resonates. I hope all is well 🙏

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My bestie, Rayne is AMAZING, show her some love ❤️

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Crystal trees growing from geodes/crystals. Just a little something that I've been working on to keep my mind busy! 🙏✨❤😊

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My bestie, Rayne does amazing art, show her some love ❤️

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Beautiful rose 🌹 ❤️ 💖 💕 😍 (at Newport, Crosby, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CcX9bVsuasl/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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“Cutting people out of my life does not mean I hate them. It simply means I respect me.”

— Unknown

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Sometimes, it's the best selfcare one can do.

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In the very first moment his oversized eyes of gold met hers, it was love ❤

Unsteady and hardly graceful the tiny white and orange fluffball teetered and tottered toward her

Her glowing blue eyes shown bright, heart melting as she beheld his clumsy strides with each wobbly step he made cute mewing cries

Gently, softly she lifted this scrawny tiny baby Thinking to her self, "I should keep him, maybe"

Smiling, she called him Angelo, for surely he came from above. And from that moment she knew. It was purest truest love ❤

[somebodyssongbird]

I would like to be no one A nameless, faceless, Shapeless form To walk through life Unknown Lost in the norm

Everything I do will blend Into the scenery, The earth, unheard And I, no one, am but a wisp, My life Never occurred

When I have gone in whisper Give me an Unmarked stone Or better yet, nothing No one was here I, thankfully, was alone

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She covers herself In tattoos And piercings Dyes her hair Many vibrant colors Then says She doesn’t like Modified bodies And uses it As a reason Not to be with me

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He said I wasn’t the center Of the universe but I was a star He never orbited around me And I was strong but never asked

I was no galaxy I had no planets

But he was an asteroid that Got caught up in my pull He could never look at me Or be close enough to touch

I was too bright I was too hot

And I could not be cold or dull I was a wildfire untamed So I was just one burning star Among the infinite others

[somebodyssongbird]

A lyric in a song speaks To me, it lights my mind Clicking my pen And I will think of those words Just two, or a phrase Mulling them over Ruminating on an element The same one I always think of The idea of water Again I’ll think of the ocean Or of beaches, of swimmers, Just the word “dive”

And I won’t end up writing About diving at all Not about hearts in the sea Nothing at all nautical But the word “dive” It just sounds so nice Saying it aloud so softly Rolling a wave in my mouth And then silently I’ll retract the pen Put my headphones back on Thinking, thinking, zoning

Instead I will write about Writing, or a process About listening to music Thinking about words that I don’t put down, about Images of swimmers with tanks Reaching the ocean floor To find a lover’s guarded Buried treasure, but I won’t write about that I’ll keep it locked up Safe in my mind forever Unsaid, unwritten, remembered

[somebodyssongbird]

I think I misunderstood you Sandman, I apologize You were no devil but protector Throwing your sand in my eyes You kept me safe when I could not bear to be awake My Sandman, my savior I’m sorry, I never realized

When life got overwhelming You brought me a land of dreams A place to rest, to heal Created rejuvenating scenes You were no trickster Feeding me knock out mixtures I’m sorry for my behavior You’ve been a friend it seems

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I can't do anything right. 😪 Sitting, minding my own business after having gone for a walk with my best friend, and here she comes...storming out.

" I need to talk to you." I could tell tell by her tone it wasn't gonna be sweet nothings. (Not that it ever is, if it ever was) "How did you use all the bacon bits we just got...that's a three pound bag...we just got it." We didn't just get it, we got it 2 weeks ago. Her eyes were hateful and angry 😠 😡, "What did YOU use them for?", said she looking like she'd rather stab me as look at me.

"Your dinner last night.", replied I.

"That bag is 3lbs, you used that much!!!", eyes glowing like the Enterprise phaser banks.

"I used it on other stuff..." "What else, how did use so much so soon!!! We just got that!!!" "What else???" Her icy stare cutting me to the quick. Like I'm supposed to remember everything I've cooked in the past 2 weeks. "I don't know, I've slept since then.", replied I. "Well, don't use up all my goddamned bacon bits!!!", not liking my reply, she stomped back in the house.

The damage had been done, "I can't do anything right, why even bother 😕 😪..."

Later she apologized claiming she didn't realize we'd gotten the bacon bits the time before we were at Sam's last...about 3 weeks ago. The damage was done.

I've been using the things for at least 2 weeks in every meal. (She does Keto, soooooo) Nevermind that. Those things should last forever, like FM... I should just not cook anymore...can't do that...get bitched at for that too. 😕 Damned if you do, damned if you don't 😒 🙄

Why??? No one appreciates it, never done right, always something wrong 😕 😒

Really, what's the point???

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Watch this story by Hutchins Alkeith on Instagram before it disappears.

37 Followers, 223 Following, 28 Posts

Spooky Season!!!

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https://instagram.com/stories/alkeithhutchins/2680835270642925172?utm_source=ig_story_item_share&utm_medium=share_sheet

Patches likes my singing!!!

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I love this! 😜

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I only have one friend, so I'll share it with the Tumblr community!

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Adorable!!!

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Today I pulled from my beautiful Josephine Wall Oracle cards. I wasn't intending on pulling 4 cards, but this is what was pulled. Potential, Moving Forward, Battle of the Blues, and Celebration. Here is what I get from this reading:

You have the potential to have the future that you've been wanting and striving for. You just have to make it a reality and DO IT. It won't be an easy task as you will have some emotional battles such as fear or anxiety, which is totally normal. You might even feel like giving up, but DON'T give up. If you push forward with your goals, you will get there, and you can then settle down in all your glory, knowing that you worked hard to get where you are at.

On a personal note, I absolutely LOVE the artwork of Josephine Wall!

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Beautiful art!!! 😍 And another beautiful reading for my amazing Raynedrop...does this resonate with you, let us know ❤, loves...