An otherwise pleasant visit turned instantly sour with the utterance of a single name. Olivia had been inspecting the two bracelets and the collar for quality, but she put them aside as soon as Alice mentioned Sai’lyn.
“This is for her?” Olivia asked icily as she lifted her stony green stare to meet Alice’s eyes.
Alice smiled casually at Olivia from her seat across the coffee table but lifted a hand and with her palm facing the floor she wobbled it side to side.
“What makes you think I am going to help her?” Olivia scoffed derisively. The blond was pushing her luck with the warlock as she shrugged and said nothing. Olivia’s manicured nails turned inward and bit into the tender flesh of her palm as she tried to swallow her fury. However, despite her reaction, her attention returned to the trinkets that Alice had presented. “She is vile.”
“Why haven’t you outright refused?” Alice asked, interrupting Olivia’s pending rant. The assassin’s had vanished but the amusement remained warm in her golden gaze.
Olivia only opened her mouth, aghast by Alice’s insinuation. At least outwardly horrified. “Because you are asking me. Not her,” the warlock sneered. “I believe you are a smart woman, Alice, so I want to know what makes you think I would help her? I want to know what makes you take her side.”
“There are no sides, Olivia. The war is over,” Alice replied calmly, still watching as Olivia grew angrier and more agitated.
“No, she didn’t. Kol’tak killed Dar’thea. Sai was just there,” Alice rebutted.
“Dar’thea would have still been…”
“BUT NYMORA IS NOT!” Olivia finally roared, standing up and towering over Alice. The taller woman remained sitting to allow the warlock her illusion of control.
“And you blame that on Sai?” Alice remarked calmly.
“Of course I do! If Dar’thea hadn’t died, then Nymora wouldn’t have felt it necessary to sacrifice herself to bring her back. I would have them both.”
“Why do you love Nymora?”
“How can you even ask that? I would not have bound myself…”
“She tried to give you to Kol’tak. She betrayed your trust and painted a much larger target on your back,” Alice fired back, once more interrupting Olivia. The warlock’s teeth ground together behind her painted lips and her glare was practically aflame.
“Alice…I think you should leave,” the smaller woman stated firmly as she bent down to pick up the leather trinkets. As she thrusted them out to Alice, though, she found the assassin was looming over her. The typically cheery blond looked deeply saddened, even hurt. Her tan hand closed around the bracelets and collar, but also closed around Olivia’s hand.
“Listen to me, Olivia. You aren’t going to like what I have to say, but I need you to hear it. You are a hypocrite.” Her grip tightened subtly when Olivia tried to pull away. “You say that you love the unloved. You have forgiven creatures and demons that have hurt you over and over, but only if they serve you. Sai will never serve you and that infuriates you. She will not supplicate before you and take away all the guilt you carry for what happened to Thea. To Nym. Sai won’t ask you to forgive her for doing only what has been in her nature. Sai doesn’t need your approval and you hate that. But here’s the deal, you need to get over that hurdle and stop projecting all your anger onto her. You need to deal with it like an adult.”
Olivia had opened her mouth several times to object, and even tore her hand from Alice’s grip, but the assassin pressed on, not hearing the smaller woman’s protests.
“You lean heavily upon others and seek to control everything because you have been traumatized all your life. Your family used you. The sanitarium abused you. Tristan trapped you. A string of shitty boyfriends has made you feel unworthy of love. My heartaches for you. It truly does, and you know that I will always be here to help you. I will do anything to help you. However, I can’t let you continue to project your pain and trauma onto Sai.”
Alice stepped back, giving Olivia some room but made no movement towards the door.
“Are you quite finished?” Olivia asked, her lower lip forcibly stiff as she lifted her hurt glance to briefly meet Alice’s eyes. “Because I think I would still like for you to leave.”
“I will leave, if you agree help Missy, Angel, and Inu’era.”
“Who?” Olivia’s pain vanished as she looked taken aback and even shocked by the list of names. She looked again at the items she still held.
“They are three people who care about Sai and who are getting caught in the crossfire as someone seeks to hurt her. They mean something to Sai as well. She wants to keep them safe until she can deal with the threat.”
Olivia instinctually scowled but in the raw wake of Alice’s harsh truths, the warlock could not summon true disdain.
“So, I am helping her keep other people safe?” Olivia asked with a tired sigh.
“If it helps, you are helping make my job easier and you are keeping three innocent people safe. I know you aren’t as compelled to acts of random altruism as I am, but I know that you don’t want people to get hurt by monsters, even when you love monsters.”
“I will think about it.,” Olivia replied tersely, gently putting the trinkets down.
“You need to warn the items against both Sai and Kol’tak. The threat has both of their blood…”
“Wait…this is about Ava?”
Alice’s fair brows shot up her forehead as the name slipped past Olivia’s lips. “Yes…”
“She is…opposed to Sai’lyn? An enemy.”
“She is tormenting and testing her, but more than that, she is threatening to hurt…”
Olivia silenced Alice with a wave of her hand and shook her head. “I don’t care. Ava is a potential thorn in Dar’thea and Bel’s side as well. I would like to thwart her from afar. I will help those girls.”
“Oh. Spite….that’s it? You will help Sai out of spite?”
It took it a moment to sink in but eventually Alice was laughing too hard to hear Olivia’s reproachful defense.
“Get out of here, Alice. It will take me a day to make the wards you have listed here. Go on!” Olivia demanded, shooing the snickering rogue towards the door.
“I should have known!” Alice giggled as she opened the door. “I thought I would have to appeal…”
The door slammed firmly behind Alice before she could finish laughing, so she just sat on the top step and giggled.
When the mirth subsided, though, she realized she still had one more errand to run before she could return to Sai. If Helriel was making a return, it was only fair that Alice talk to the man who was most haunted by the demon’s ghost.
[ Another behind the scenes story for @sailynthesayaad and @darthea-the-demon | Mentions @olivia-lovecraft ]